"Zhou Wei, to me, may mean not only a person I like, but also my whole girlhood."
"Once simple, kind and simple; Once stupid; There was also the once desperate, magnificent... All of everything, it can be said, I Lu Xin all the taste of the whole youth, emotions... All spare no effort to give this man
"Now let me give up, I in addition to pain, and unwilling."
"But heart, youth is like this. Who hasn't loved a few scum men? Even if it hurts, even if it doesn't, what can we do? " Tong an asked.
She also felt powerless about it.
Yes!
Pay a whole youth, force all the strength of life, love man, finally in exchange for such an outcome.
That kind of feeling, is like oneself painstakingly raised a beautiful flower, careful care and cultivation.
Waiting day by day;
Day by day looking forward to;
Full of expectations waiting for it to bloom, waiting for it to bloom when the most beautiful look.
As a result
It's not easy to have a flower, and it's not easy to bloom. Just the night before it was about to bloom, you found that... The perianth was picked.
And it was stolen at night.
To be more specific, it's like a dog bites his conscience, takes a bite and drags it away.
It's uncomfortable and disgusting.
"Xin'er, when things come to this point, have you ever thought that letting go is also a good choice." Looking to the heart, Tong An'an asked.
The reason for this is that Tong can't bear to see her heart continue to entangle in Zhou Wei's emotional vortex.
Let Zhou Wei go;
It's also about letting go of your heart.
"Sister Ann, I'll let go." My heart says.
Her tone was firm.
To be honest, Tong An was quite surprised to hear that.
Originally... She thought that no matter what she said or advised, her heart would refuse without hesitation, and then insisted on staying with Zhou Wei.
But, unexpectedly, Xin'er agreed.
So Tong an an was also excited: "heart, you finally figured it out, willing to put it down."
"Yes, sister Ann." Heart nodded, but then... Her words changed: "but it's not now."
Hearing this, Tong An'an's heart fell again: "when was that, when Zhou Wei once again mercilessly and spared no effort to hurt you; When Bai Meng designs you next time and makes you hurt. "
Not bad... When he said this, Tong An was very angry.
"Of course not." The heart directly denied.
"I said that... Lu Xin has never been benevolent and kind-hearted. I will definitely find a way to return the person who has hurt me. Bai Meng has moved me, and I will not give up or take it as if nothing has happened; From now on, I will not be soft hearted to her
"I know that what she did was to break up Zhou Wei and me, so that I could not calm down. She took the initiative to break up with Zhou Wei, so that she could take the opportunity to come in and accompany Zhou Wei instead of me; I don't think Lu Xin will give her this chance. "
Hearing this, Tong An'an was finally comforted.
Finally, I feel relieved that she will be bullied in the future.
Originally
This is the character of the heart.
That's what she should be.
In the matter of Bai Meng, she was soft hearted and benevolent;
It's just in the face of Zhou Wei.
But now, since even Zhou Wei has done this to her, then Zhou Wei's face need not be seen, let alone Bai Meng's face.
"What about Zhou Wei? What do you think? " Tong an asked.
"To him..."
When it comes to Zhou Wei, Xin'er's eyes are obviously heartache and loss.
After a pause, my heart said: "sister an, I think I'm waiting for... To die, to be cool..."
"Wait for a time when I am completely desperate, completely cold, and no longer hope to completely wipe out my life."
"Sister an, I clearly know that... I still love Zhou Wei. If I separate from him now, I can't get out of the shadow of my own emotion; So I'm waiting, waiting for the day when I can see through everything, take the initiative to let go, take the initiative to separate, and take the initiative to leave. ""By that time, I think I will be completely dead hearted and forget about Zhou Wei, and I can start my new life."
"Sister an, bless me."
"Maybe that day is very near. It may be coming soon."
Yes, her heart is cold now, too.
If Zhou Wei let this heart continue to cool down, I believe that day will soon be really not far away.
"Zhou Wei, I can't imagine that one day the time between us is counted by countdown."
Said, the heart bitter smile.
Reaching out, she picked up the wine bottle beside her.
This time, instead of pouring the red wine into the crystal glass, Xin'er put the mouth of the bottle directly into his mouth and looked up... In two minutes, he drank it directly, leaving only one bottom.
"Heart......" Tong an an sees, immediately cries a way.
But... It was too late for her to react.
Because Xin'er has already grasped the red wine bottle and is drinking vigorously, Tong An'an reaches for it, grabs it, even grabs it
But none of them worked.
Heart's two hands tightly hold the red wine bottle, hold very, very hard.
"Xin'er, stop drinking. You are crazy. Stop it!" Tong an an yelled.
Lu Xin listened and took advantage of a breath to loosen the wine bottle.
Then, she smiles.
Like holding a treasure, holding a wine bottle, looking at Tong An'an, she said, "sister An'an, you said you wanted to drink with me."
"Drinking is drinking, but it's not the way to drink!" No one directly holds the red wine bottle and drinks it all at once.
"It's good to be drunk as long as you can. Why stick to any form?"
Said, heart silly smile.
In fact... It seems that my heart has been a bit drunk.
Otherwise, she would not have such a smile on her face.
She has always been very light, just two glasses of red wine, I'm afraid it's already 60% or 70%, not to mention that she just drank so much wine.
Not drunk.
See Tong an an still grasp wine bottle, don't loosen at all, the heart son snatched several times didn't snatch to move, she also need not strong.
Instead, he looked pitifully at Tong An'an and said, "sister An'an, please let me drink it. I feel bad today. I feel sad today..."
"Do you know..."
Said, heart son poked his heart, "here it hurts, it hurts, I can't control it."“ Only wine, wine can feel a little better here, it doesn't hurt so much, it doesn't hurt so much, sister an, I promise... After I'm drunk tonight, I'll be good tomorrow, I won't cry or make any noise, OK? "