Chapter 894

All of them?

My heart chewed these words gently.

If Zhou Wei had said such a thing to her before, she would have been very, very moved and very happy.

But now

After experiencing so many things, it seems that if you hear this sentence again, you can also hear the English people talking about the weather, and feel that it's just plain and ordinary.

"It doesn't matter. Let's eat these. We don't have to go to the trouble again." My heart says.

"No trouble. As long as you want to eat, I'll buy it now." Zhou Wei said.

Heart or shake head: "don't worry, I eat breakfast full, now don't want to eat these."

Heart is not to refuse, nor deliberately say these, but... She really did not want to eat.

What does it feel like?

It's like one day when you pass by a window and see a dress you like very much. It's very beautiful and you like it very much. I really hope that one day you can buy this dress and put it on yourself.

But at that time, you didn't have enough money to pay for the expensive price of this dress;

So, you have been looking forward to, far away;

Also desperate efforts, is to be able to buy that dress.

You keep making money, keep making money, although every day is very hard, very tired;

Finally one day, you earn money, full of expectations to the store, want to buy the clothes; But at that moment... You saw with your own eyes that the clothes you had been thinking about were actually put on other people's bodies.

At that time, you are very sad, feel that they paid so much effort to get things, others can easily have; That kind of contrast is so bad that it makes you feel very uncomfortable.

But

Because you really love that as like as two peas, even if someone else has tried it, you run in and ask if there is another one.

The assistant said no, and said with a smile, this dress is a limited edition, and then introduced to you how top-notch the workmanship and design of this dress are.

You listen to heart, more importantly... You find that even if someone has worn this dress, you still like it to death, so in the store assistant's words, you muster the courage to try on this dress, want to feel the joy and joy.

But

When you really put on this dress, you suddenly find that

There is no imagination of happiness and joy, there is no excitement and satisfaction you think;

It's not only because when you zip up, you find that the skirt doesn't fit your figure; It's because you suddenly feel that this gain is meaningless.

Because you think about something that doesn't belong to you at all, and you pay too much price and hardship in order to get it;

Not only that, you also ignore too many beautiful scenery around you, waste time and energy, and most importantly... You even forget yourself.

And this is more like her love for Zhou Wei.

Love to forget themselves, love to lose themselves, and even love to compromise and compromise again and again

Fortunately, from today on, she woke up completely.

Love yourself first.

If a person does not love himself, how can others love you?

After leaving the school, they went to some famous scenic spots, some of which they had been to together, and some of which they had never been to before. Because the scenic spots were dense and close to each other, they went to several places in succession.

The last stop is the playground.

At the playground, Zhou Wei asked Xin'er what he wanted to play.

"Roller coaster." Without thinking, my heart almost blurted out.

Yes, she thought about it last night.

A roller coaster, only two minutes in length, let everything, their decades of love disputes, twists and turns, all vent with those screams, life and death speed, submerged in the blue sky, forever become the past.

This time, she really thought about it.

a farewell.

Farewell to the past;

Say goodbye to everything about him;

When I got on the roller coaster, my heart was full of sweat. In fact, she was afraid of... She was afraid of this project.However, all she thought was to meet the difficulties, and she didn't flinch at all.

She has experienced life and death, and she has gone through the gate of death. What else is she afraid of?

It's just a roller coaster. She can fight it.

Like Zhou Wei, she can put it down eventually.

Zhou Wei saw the tension in his heart. He stretched out his hand... To take care of her hand, but he refused: "it's OK, I want to try it alone, to prove that I'm not so fragile, to prove that I can still be very brave."

The voice has just dropped, and Zhou Wei hasn't had time to return.

Suddenly

The roller coaster started at the same speed, and the wind... Was blowing disorderly in my ears. The wind was so strong that it was hard to resist. Lu Xin's hair was blown disorderly by the wind and stuck on his face.

However, she has no time to care about these, because the biggest devil in her heart is fear.

"Ah..."

"Ah... Ah..."

Because of fear, Lu Xin screamed heartily, as if the louder her voice was, the less afraid she was.

So she screamed with almost all her strength.

And these screams are not only the release of fear, but also the courage to put it down.

Yes, with these screams, everything in the past

Happy, unhappy;

Sad, sad; Happy, unforgettable

All the things between her and Zhou Wei, love and not love, read and not read, decades of friendship, childhood, secret love or deep love, everything, can... In such a vent, gently put down.

Yeah, put it down.

Because put down, there will be a new life, because put down, it is possible to start again.

Since then, there is no need to remember the past.

After thinking about this, Lu Xin bravely opened her eyes on the last ride of the roller coaster. She didn't scream or cry again;

In that minute, just a minute, it seemed that everything had been taken away in the sky, and her heart was suddenly calm as never before.

be it so.

Before leaving, make a thorough farewell.

After getting off the roller coaster, Zhou Wei went up to hold her heart for the first time. She was afraid that her legs would soften, so Zhou Wei's action was timely.

Originally, Xin'er thought that when he got off the roller coaster, his legs would be too soft. He even worried that he couldn't walk a step.

But surprisingly

She found that she could stand and walk without the help of Zhou Wei.

At the moment when the roller coaster just started, it was too exciting. At that moment, my heart felt like I was going to die. It seemed that my heart would stop beating at any time, and it was like falling from the sky. But it turns out that when it's all over, you'll find that it's no big deal.