Chapter 1043

Hearing what Xin'er said, Bai Ying widened her eyes, which was unbelievable.

When she saw Xin'er and Zhou Wei were so nervous about their children at the same time, she thought about some reasons, but... She never thought it would be like this.

"I've hurt my uterus."

"Maybe I'll never have a child in my life."

All these words came from her heart. Bai Ying really didn't know how much courage she needed.

As a mother to be, she understands the importance of a baby to a woman, which is why she is determined not to give up after she finds out that she is pregnant.

Maybe, she really didn't know that her heart would be hurt so badly.

"I'm sorry, sweetheart."

At this moment, except for sorry, Bai Ying didn't know what to say.

"I know you may be shocked, but..." after a pause, my heart quickly sorted out my emotions and continued: "this is the truth, so I have nothing to hide."

"Is this something to do with Zhou Wei?" Speak, white shadow asks.

"Well, about it."

Heart son has no intention to hide, so also frankly told white shadow“ It's no wonder that although he loves you these years, he harbors such deep guilt and regret. Before that, I didn't understand why he could only look at you far away and dare not approach you. Now I understand, I understand. " On Bai Ying

After that, the whole person is also feeling slowly.

Today, if Xin'er didn't take the initiative to say it, she should have been kept in the dark and never knew the whole story.

Although it is very painful, enough to break the heart of any woman. But... Bai Ying thinks it's a good thing to say it. First, it's a way to relieve and vent. More importantly, now that she knows it, she has to find a way to open the knot in her heart for Xin'er and Zhou Wei. This life should not be for them

More suitable partners and life-long companions than each other.

No matter from any angle, any identity, white shadow sincerely hope that they can be together, don't continue to miss.

"Xin'er, in fact, have you ever thought about Zhou Wei's special self reproach and discomfort over the years? When he wants to get close to you for countless times, he may be forced to retreat for this reason."“ If it's not because of the tsunami or knowing that there is no one around you to take care of, I think he may not have the courage to come back to your life. You were young before, and you were all full of spirit. You can all be desperate for love and never look back

But now after so many things, we are afraid of our hands and feet for love“ If you really love, why not be brave again, and be vigorous again? You see, I'm the best proof? Although I can't be with Chen Yang now, and he can't break away from the control of his family, I'm still determined

I decided to give birth to this baby because I know that if I miss it, I may miss it all my life. I'm not afraid of not getting married or becoming a single mother. I'm just afraid of not having this baby. "

Speaking of the baby, Bai Ying's loving and gentle face.

"Heart, can I show you something?"

With that, Bai Ying takes out a book in her bag and hands it to Lu Xin.

"Take a look first."

"This is..." Xin'er looked at the book in front of her, quite confused.

The book is very big and thick. It's a heavy one. It's hard shell on the outside, and the texture is heavy.

"Diary." White shadow answers.

Heart immediately understand, gently open, the first page is blank, and did not drop any words.

Then, from the second page, we can see the familiar handwriting.

Yes, it's Zhou Wei's word.

His words are very familiar in his heart. The second page of the book says: "heart, I'm sorry, I know I've been sorry for you all my life, but... I still want you to be my bride, give me a chance, let me love you and take good care of you, I didn't expect you to even this opportunity

Will not give me, is to let me live in guilt all my life? "

Page 3: "heart, it's really cold to be absent from your wedding. It's colder than the wind in winter. People's bones are chilly. Where are you? I really want to find you. How I want to get you back and continue to be my bride. "

Page 4: "heart, no matter where you are, I will find you. I only want you to be my bride in this life."

Page 5: "heart, I miss you so much!"These pages are written in the front of the diary. She looked at the time in her heart, and sure enough... She didn't guess wrong. The time was just the days when she left the wedding.

As for the back, the heart probably turned, the number of words on each page is not very much, but... All have a few common words: "heart, I miss you very much."

Yes, at the end of almost every mood diary, Zhou Wei would write these words.

Then to the back, heart found a very familiar picture.

It was the first advertisement she took when she decided to go back to entertainment in the UK.

I didn't expect to see it here, and Zhou Wei kept it in its original form.

In the back, Zhou Wei kept in her diary almost every time she shot a movie, a still photo of a TV play, and some advertisements.

If you look carefully, you can find that the diary is a little old, and some pages have been worn out due to frequent reading.

Turning to the last page, my heart began to surge with a strong sour feeling.

At this moment, her heart can not stop the heartache.

The last look, also fell on the date of the book.

"Sister Bai Ying, there's something in the back of this diary!" My heart looks up at the white shadow, because the date of the last page is a few years ago“ Well, he still has three copies of the same book. I can't take so many, so I can only take one of the most representative one to show you. He doesn't know that I took it in private, and I also asked you to meet in private, because I really like it

I hope you can get back together. "

"I've been wandering around for so many years. In fact, you are still the people who love each other the most. Since you are the people who love each other the most, why can't you be together?" Asked Bai Ying.

Yes, in fact, many times, my heart will ask myself this question.

Why do people who love each other have to go through so many hardships and twists and turns and can't be happy together?

"Sister Bai Ying, thank you for letting me know. I'll think about it seriously."

"Xin'er, there's something about the baby. I don't know if I can ask you?" Open mouth, white shadow some hesitant say.

"Well, sister Baiying, you say."“ Xin'er, have you ever thought about having a child of your own in the future? "