"No, I'm not going." Unexpectedly, Du Lian refused: "the hospital is a place to spend money, where the money is like running water, where do we have that spare money?"

Du Lian is not very angry. As she says this, she reaches out and pushes away Su Zhan's hand.

"Mom, the hospital also pays money to see a doctor, and you cough so badly, how can you not go? My father and I are not at ease! " Su Zhan's advice is painstaking.

Du Lian turned a deaf ear and said impatiently, "if you don't go, you won't go. The hospital is where people eat and don't vomit. Besides, do you have any spare money? Don't I have nothing to do when I go to the hospital? "

"I just coughed. I went to see that there was nothing wrong with it. I had a serious illness."

The more Du Lian said, the more impatient she was. She pushed the door open and threw it into the room.

When entering the door, perhaps because of the anger just now, or the dust just blown by a gust of wind, Du Lian coughed several times, every time very hard.

That kind of voice, Su Zhan just listen to can feel difficult and uncomfortable, how can as Du Lian described as nothing serious?

Seeing that it was no use persuading Du Lian, Su Zhan had to look at Su Heng and said, "Dad, mom has been coughing for a month. It's not a small matter, and I think she has a severe cough now, and people are also very hard. I can't persuade mom. She always listens to your advice. You advise mom, let's go to the hospital together."

See Su Zhan is also worried about his wife's body, Su Heng listen to finally nodded.

With Su Heng's persuasion, Du Liancai reluctantly agrees to go to the hospital with Su Zhan, but... All the way, she is still taut and unwilling.

Su Zhan called a car directly, and several people took the car directly to the hospital.

As soon as I got to the hospital hall, there was a huge crowd. Yes, the business of the hospital is really good all the year round. No matter when it is full, there are too many patients.

Su Zhan finds a place for Su Heng and Du lian to sit down first and go to pay for registration by themselves. It's a long time from registration to treatment. He watches one patient after another go in and come out;

Then come out, go in

After waiting for nearly an hour without waiting for herself, Du Lian was completely anxious, and some people were angry: "this has been waiting for so long, why haven't we arrived yet?"

"Mom, the flu is frequent recently. There are more people coming to see a doctor. Are you thirsty? Why don't I buy you a glass of water? " Su zhannai comforted him.

"No more." Durian refused with a cold face.

It's her first time to see a doctor in a big hospital since the bankruptcy of the Su family. In the past, she had a minor illness and pain, that is, she just took some medicine at the drugstore. This time she came to the hospital, especially the experience of queuing, made Du Lian more and more in love with her former good.

In those days, when she was a lady, she could ask anyone to find a relationship and directly hang up the expert number. Besides, she didn't have to wait in line. Why did she have to wait so long like now?

The more she thought about it, the greater the gap in Du Lian's heart, and the more uncomfortable and congested she felt.

After seeing Su Zhan, she blames Su Zhan for all her dissatisfaction and blame.

"If it wasn't for you, how could I have suffered such a crime? Before seeing a doctor, we all had our own family doctors, so we could just invite them to our home directly, and we still need to squeeze such a noisy hospital?" Durian said with a cold face and voice.

Su Zhanxin felt guilty. He didn't say anything about it. He just tried his best to persuade her: "Mom, I'm sorry. I know you're blaming me and me. If I wasn't willful then, there wouldn't be such a situation. You're waiting for a few years. I'm sure I can give you a good life and environment."

"How many years?" Du Lian repeated this words and couldn't help sneering: "just with your meager salary, eat a meal and rent a house, you can support yourself. You can give me a good life. I didn't even dream of it."

Du Lian said so sharp and straightforward, Su Zhan listened to the heat on his face.

One is because of shame and guilt; Second, she deeply reproached herself. As a child, she could not give her parents a healthy and peaceful old age, and could not let them enjoy their happiness. This is her debt.

"Mom, don't say that. Although my salary is less now, I promise that I will work hard and earn more money so that you and dad can enjoy their old age." Su Zhan said in a low voice.

When she said this, her head was very low, her eyes could only look at the ground.

"I can't count on how much money you can earn with your dead salary. No matter how much money you earn, can you let us go back to our former life?" Du Lian's words turned into an invisible sword and stabbed Su Zhan's heart.Pain makes people unable to stop;

The pain even groans all become affectation.

"In the past, the scenery of the Su family was the focus of attention everywhere we went. As the daughter of the Su family, you grew up with a halo; Who doesn't like such a happy life? But now, what kind of life are we living? "

"You said you want us to enjoy our old age. Look at your present job. It's just a few dollars. What do you take to let us enjoy our old age?" Du Lian asked angrily.

Su Zhan's head was so low that he could hardly lift it up, but Du Lian's words didn't stop. She continued sharply: "don't think I don't know. Many of the lists you sign now are from drinking with men. As for whether there are other things to do, I will..."

"Ma..."

Suddenly, Su Zhan suddenly raised his tone.

It was also the sudden sound that made Du Lian gasp and stop.

"Mom, I don't care what others say about me or think about me, because I don't care what they think or think, and I don't work hard for them, but you? You are my own mother. Why do you think of your own daughter in such a shameless way? " When asked this sentence, Su Zhan's whole life was extremely painful, and he was almost on the verge of collapse.

Over the years, the company is not without rumors, No gossip.

In the light and in the dark, she also heard a lot;

How ugly, how ironic she had heard, at the beginning because of their rumors will be affected, affect their mood, but later

She had grown resistant to these words, could hear them, and pretended to be indifferent.

It's not that she doesn't really feel pain, but that she understands that these are unimportant people. She doesn't have to be sad for these unimportant people.

But?

How did she not expect that one day her mother would think of herself like this?