"No, it's just that when I go back this time, my parents are afraid of me I'm afraid I'll be left, so urge me to find a man as soon as possible. It's better to get married at the end of the year, and then find a normal and stable job
Leng Xin's head is hanging down. She is afraid that Zhao Kai will think more. In fact, she doesn't mind whether to get married or not, as long as she can be together.
"Think about it. It's your life, too."
Zhao Kai was silent for a long time.
For a woman with no ambition, that arrangement is very suitable. Unfortunately, he has no plan to marry her for the time being, let alone the idea of marrying her.
This is a modern society, not a feudal society. Love is a matter of mutual desire, and so is the room. At the beginning, she seduced him, and he didn't want to take the responsibility.
At least not yet, he still has hope and expectation, his love, his dream.
"I, in my life, I never want to marry another man except you."
Leng Xin originally wanted to lie, but Chen Tong's eyes on Zhao Kai can't deceive herself.
"If so, you'd better move out. I'll pay for the rent."
Zhao Kai was silent for a long time this time. When he married her, he didn't think about it. He didn't think about it before, now, and in the future, he hopes not.
"You drive me away?"
Lengxin tears down, she thought Zhao Kai would at least comfort her, will retain a sentence, but he actually let her go.
"It's not rush, but your parents are right. For a woman without career ambition, it's really important to get married and have children, which I can't give you."
Zhao Kai looks at lengxin's coldness, and his heart is a little flustered. She is still young, and he can't selfishly ask her to spend with him.
What's more, he has a little Wan in his heart, which is unfair to her.
"What if I don't care? I just want to be by your side. As for marriage and family, I don't care? "
Leng Xin cried and walked over and hugged Zhao Kai. She didn't want to leave him, never.
"I care. We've been together for some time. It turns out that we're not suitable for each other. If we really want to form a family between men and women, sex is not enough. Our personalities are too different. You are not my type."
Zhao Kai looks around her small hands. In this world, except Xiaowan, who is not very important to her.
"You're right. When I went home, my parents also said the same thing. Although age is not a problem, height is not a distance, but character and heart are really important. If a person does not care about himself, it is a joke to pay more."
Leng Xin's hand let go of Zhao Kai. He is really careless about her.
But this time, her monthly affairs seem to be a few days late, which may be due to the soil and water, or it may be that her dream will come true.
"Girl, are you talking about me?"
Zhao Kai's eyebrows wrinkled. Although Leng Xin clearly said that she was talking about herself, he felt that she was mocking him.
"No, I mean myself. You and sister WAN are different. Although her love for you is not love, at least she does not exclude you, but I feel that I have been unable to enter your heart."
Lengxin carried her back and her small face was dim. It seemed that no matter how long she left, they would not feel better than newly married.
"You knew from the beginning that I didn't hide anything from you."
Zhao Kai turns around and looks at lengxin. He feels that she is alienated and uncomfortable.
"Yes, I have always told myself not to mind, love is to pay, as long as you are happy, I will be happy, but the fact is not like this, every time I see you with her, I feel very uncomfortable."
Leng Xin's voice choked.
These days, she has been looking forward to, and always wanted to pluck up courage.
But she was afraid of the result, disappointment and surprise. She was afraid that she could not bear it. If she was disappointed and left again, it meant that she would say goodbye to this love forever.
On the contrary, she was afraid that the surprise was too big and did not know how to deal with it.
With her current ability, she can't support her children at all. But if you tell Zhao Kai, what will Zhao Kai do?
"So when you go back, you're not only visiting my parents, but also testing me, right?"
Zhao Kai looks at Leng Xin who has been bowing her head all the time and finally understands that it is no wonder that she has not come back for such a long time.
It's a pity that he is used to being alone. In addition to the days when she just left, she gradually got used to it.
"No, in fact, I've been back these days, and that hasn't come. I'm waiting, waiting for that to come, but I haven't been waiting."
Zhao Kai's words let lengxin have a sense of suffocation, he completely saw through her.
"That? Which one? "
Zhao Kai is not a woman after all. For a time, she didn't understand what Leng Xin said?
"I have been away from Beijing for more than 40 days, but my menstruation has not come. I am a little worried and nervous."Between Zhao Kai and Zhao Xin, if she is not pregnant, then it is over.
She is gambling, all along, her menstruation is very accurate, she gambles this time, gambles her life happiness.
"You mean you're pregnant?"
Zhao Kai finally understood, but his face did not change much, as if pregnancy is a very common thing.
"Yes, I don't have contraception."
Cold Xin heart tightly, she suddenly remembered that she saw a cold joke on the Internet.
The female secretary and the boss said that he was pregnant, but the boss calmly said that he was ligated. She was thinking, Zhao Kai would not be like this, right?
"To the hospital?"
Zhao Kai calmly asked that he had been accompanied by Xiaowan for birth examination before. Pregnancy was not new to him.
The only difference is that he used to be the child of another man, but this one is his own. At present, he doesn't have any special feeling.
"No, I didn't dare to go because I was afraid my parents would know."
Cold Xin small voice way.
"And now? Should I accompany you to the hospital? "
Zhao Kai's words are very natural, there is no tension at all, there is no surprise about being a father.
"If photographed by paparazzi, will they..."
"I don't care what they shoot or write. It has nothing to do with me. If you mind, I can ask friends to find a private hospital."
Zhao Kai looks at Leng Xin, and he wants to know how real her words are.
"No No, I'm I'd better go to the drugstore to buy a pregnancy test first, and then go to the hospital when I'm sure. "
Leng Xin's scalp is numb by Zhao Kai, as if she is a mean woman, as if she intends to trap him with a child.
"I'll take you to a familiar hospital tomorrow."
Zhao Kai no longer argues with Leng Xin. He is a man. If he does, he will take responsibility. He will not be like Wen Yifei. But what should Xiaowan do?
At this time, he began to suffer. He had never thought that Leng Xin would get pregnant. The women who were with him before would solve the problem by themselves. If all of them were like Leng Xin, he would have been in groups.
But he forgot, this stupid girl is the first time, she may not know at all, or maybe she had a premeditation at the beginning.
Woman, he hardly believes it.
Zhao Kai is still a little different. He is not as calm as Leng Xin sees. When he comes back to the room, he turns on the computer to look for the early pregnancy reaction.
There are many. Judging from the time when they did and loved last time, children should have five weeks. What should be the reaction of five weeks?
I checked a lot, but I still didn't.
At the beginning, the reaction of each person is different, some reaction is very big, some have no difference with normal, except menstruation comes later, don't know at all.
In the end, Zhao Kai had to rub his swollen eyes and look for a doctor friend on the phone.
Finally, he only thought about Shu Zimo, Xiaowan's brother. He remembered that before Xiaowan was pregnant, Shu Zimo's doctor friend helped to check on Xiaowan's pregnancy.
"Zimo, is your friend named Qiangzi still running a clinic?"
After a few polite remarks, Zhao Kai asked.
"Still, Zhao Kai. Do you want to see a doctor?"
"Well, tell me his number?"
Zhao Kai doesn't want people to know.
"OK, no problem. I'll send you a short message. By the way, Zhao Kai, how is Xiaowan recently? I'm abroad and I'm worried about her."
"She's very good. Some time ago, An'an and qinger came back. Xiaowan was in a good mood. Wen Yifei has not heard from him. Zimo, have you ever visited him in Japan?"
Zhao Kai asked nervously. He wanted to know whether Wen Yifei was doing well and whether he had any hope.
"No, it's Shankou group over there. I'm not so good at it, but I believe it's OK. With the godfather of the Mafia taking care of him, I guess they don't dare to do anything to Yifei. Zhao Kai, do you still have any idea about Xiaowan?"
Shu Zimo seemed worried about Zhao Kai, but Zhao Kai perfunctorily hung up the phone.
Feelings, that is to say, you can take them back. What's more, he and Xiaowan have been together all the time. It's almost impossible to let go of them, unless he is cruel and leaves China and leaves Xiaowan.
In the evening, Zhao Kai woke up from the nightmare for the first time. He dreamt that there were two children crawling on him, calling him father all the time.
In fact, he does not hate children, but if the child's mother is not Xiaowan, it is his nightmare.
The next morning, he called Shu Zimo's friend, Qiangzi, and agreed to go there at ten o'clock in the morning.
Even so, Zhao Kai is still worried that Qiangzi will tell Shu Zimo or Xiaowan, and dare not speak to Leng Xin.
When it's cold, Zhao Kaixin has to go to the supermarket.
"I've already made an appointment with a friend. Let's go to his private clinic at ten o'clock. Let's go to the supermarket later."Zhao Kai calls Leng Xin.
"Private clinic, reliable?"
I don't know why, when Leng Xin heard the words "private clinic", the first thing she thought of was abortion, not examination.
"Of course, Xiaowan used to check it out there."
Zhao Kai naturally said he Xiaowan's name, and Leng Xin's heart naturally went up.
At 9:50, Zhao Kai takes Leng Xin to Qiangzi's clinic. It is very easy to check whether she is pregnant. However, after she is pregnant, she has to carry out a series of examinations, which is rather complicated.
There was no accident in the result of the inspection. Leng Xin did.
"Zhao, congratulations."
Qiangzi didn't know that Zhao Kai didn't expect the birth of the child, instead, he congratulated them with a smile.
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