C15

"I'm sorry, I don't love you. Therefore, I cannot selfishly keep you by my side. " Xie Zimo sighed, frowning slightly.

He had always known that Yu Qingqing loved him. He had once selfishly enjoyed the feeling of being loved, but hadn't been willing to give it up. He knew that there was someone beside him who would never betray him, so he naturally enjoyed this person's efforts.

However, Bai Luo's appearance changed his mind.

Bai Luo fell in love with Yu Qingqing at first sight and became close to Xie Zimo at first sight. Because of Yu Qingqing, they became friends that could drink and chat merrily. Xie Zimo naturally knew that Bai Luo liked Yu Qingqing, but he was someone who could not give Yu Qingqing any promises. Bai Luo could put down everything, even his life, for Yu Qing Qing, but he couldn't.

If Yu Qingqing continued to follow him, who knew when he would die? The only thing he could do was to find a convert for her before that day arrived. Berlin was someone she could rely on. Berlin would give her the love she wanted, would give her a safe life.

He had pushed Yu Qingqing aside because he didn't want to use her to obtain the status quo in Anduan. Most of the reason was because he wanted her to live a safe life for the rest of her life.

"Zimo, hug me. Before you leave, please hug me." Yu Qingqing hugged Xie Zimo tightly, begging for that humble hug.

Xie Zimo sighed, turned around and pulled her into his arms.

He let her lean into his arms and cry quietly. Just like when she was young and was bullied by the palace people, he stood up and said like a big brother, "No one will bully you in the future. I'll protect you."

Time seemed to have returned to the past.

They were only children when they were children. They fly kites in the palace, chase and play, carefree.

In the summer they would go to the pool and count tadpoles, and in the winter they would watch the snow. They had no family, so they could only rely on each other to keep warm. The days when they depended on each other, many feelings were washed away into strong kinship. And time, sometimes will be pure and beautiful things to wear down the feelings, only left false feelings.

Fifty miles of snow turned the corner of the corridor and stood quietly in the bamboo garden, looking at the open door.

Outside the door, two figures could be seen overlapping each other.

At that moment, she was somewhat stunned, as if something was stuck in her chest. She couldn't say anything, so she just stood there quietly, watching.

Before Kui Xue walked here, she had tried to find many excuses for Xie Zimo.

Perhaps he was here just to take back his country, to borrow troops to meet the imperial concubines of others; perhaps the second imperial concubine was his spy in this country; perhaps …

As a result, none of the images she saw were real …

But maybe, she was just waking up from a fake dream …

Perhaps to Xie Zimo, she and the other women were just pawns.

She hated the feeling of being told that I liked you, but was betrayed and deceived behind her back.

She turned around and left the courtyard, treading on the wind.

The fallen leaves were blown away by the wind, Xie Zimo suddenly noticed the fragrant snow from a hundred miles away. His heartstrings were strummed. He didn't even have time to think before directly pushing Yu Qingqing away and chasing after her.

Why should I run? I don't have to run, do I?

Along the way, Kui Xue's heart was in disarray. Why did she want to escape? Didn't they say they would use each other? And now what? She was actually angry at him? Escape from reality for him? Ridiculous.

The fragrant snow from 100 li away circulated her Qing Gong, stepping on the treetops, her thoughts were in complete chaos.

It wasn't the first time Xie Zimo had been intimate with other women. Hadn't he always been like this? frivolous, wanton, cynical, hypocritical... However … He had clearly said that he only liked her … So it was just to deceive her?

As expected, he could not easily trust the words of others.

They were all lies!

Lu Zixu was right. In this world, there was no one more trustworthy than him. To believe others' words is to give others the opportunity to harm oneself. Never give up your heart at any time, because people change their minds...

Could it be …

The fragrant snow from 100 li away suddenly stopped, and a terrifying thought appeared in her mind.

Could it be that I … You're beginning to like him?

Thinking up to this point, Baili Kui Xue was stunned.

"Beautiful Snow, wait a moment. Listen to my explanation!" Xie Zimo chased her relentlessly, and then he also stopped behind her on the treetops. He grabbed her wrist to keep her from running away again. "It wasn't what you saw, just now."

"You don't need to explain to me that I have nothing to do with your matters. I only left because I was afraid of disturbing you guys. It's not appropriate for you to abandon your lover to chase after me, right? " The fragrant snow laughed, each word carrying a hint of sarcasm.

"That woman just now was the first wife of the second prince of the Anduan Kingdom. Her name is Yu Qingqing, and she was once the princess of that country." We met at the palace. Although we are childhood friends, I have never liked her. " Xie Zimo explained.

"Although I don't like her, she has always loved me. I didn't want to hurt her, so I married her to the Second Prince of Anduo. I came to see her this time to find out more about the Anduo forces. "

"Qing Qing has loved me ever since she was young, but I only loved her because of her. I can't bring my hatred to the people around me who love me. It would be too selfish. " Xie Zimo's voice became shaky, "But I was wrong. I thought it was the best choice to push away all the people I might hurt, but I never thought that I would hurt her heart. I destroyed her and all the good memories we had. "

"I do not regret hurting her, but I will be afraid that I will hurt you. So, I don't want to leave my side, I don't want to lose you. Even if I have to make you suffer with me. " Xie Zimo smiled bitterly, "Do you think I'm very selfish?"

Hearing these explanations, Baili Xueyi's heart softened.

She slowly turned around, but saw that Xie Zimo's lips were trembling, as if he wanted to cry.

The normally mischievous Prime Minister, the man who always made people hate him, was now like a child who had made a mistake.

Mo Juanxue looked at him and suddenly wasn't as angry as before. She even reached out her hand to touch him and comfort him.

"Kui Xue, I know you don't love me, but I love you. I just hope that you promise me not to leave me, and not to let me see your back as you leave." Xie Zimo suddenly wrapped his arms around her, as if he wanted to take her into his life.

Kui Xue remained silent, not knowing what to say. The man in front of her was like a poison. She had clearly been resisting, but now she was being attacked.

Seeing that she did not resist, Xie Zimo revealed a smile on his face. And then he said, "You were jealous just now right? "You actually like me, don't you?"

"…"

"By default? I knew it, hahaha. " In the next moment, Xie Zimo, who had just stirred up his emotions a moment ago, returned to being that shameless prime minister. He gave her a quick kiss, then ran off in a huff.

"You!" At first, she still felt a bit of pity and moved, but now, she just wanted to grab him and beat him to death.

"You like me, you like me …" Xie Zimo repeated this line as he ran, laughing merrily.

"Who likes you? Don't be shameless, don't run!"

"Come chase me. Come."

"This is bad!" Hundred Miles of Fragrant Snow suddenly remembered something. Bai Wu was still in the Pu Tuo Temple!

She shuddered, and hurriedly called out to Xie Zimo, "Stop messing around, hurry back to Pu Tuo Temple, Bai Wu is still there."

"Baiwu? Why did you bring him out? " Xie Zimo stopped, frowning slightly.

They hurried back to the temple.

When they returned to the temple, the temple was empty except for a few monks sweeping the fallen leaves on the ground.

Kui Xue and Xie Zimo searched around the temple, but still couldn't find Bai Wu.

If he were to lose the little prince of Anduan, it would be a capital offense!

Thinking of this, Baili Kui Xue and Xie Zimo started to panic.