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"Please let me go!" She could not fall into depravity, much less allow Murong Mingxiang to continue to fall into depravity for her. Now, no matter how much she blamed him, it was useless to recall the past. Although she could not erase her past friendship, it was already a foregone conclusion that they would have no chance of meeting each other.

"Yue Er, can you really not forgive me?" Although Murong Fu was reluctant to part with her, he still released his hands that were tightly hugging Yun Shengyue and moved them onto her shoulders. He looked at her with a nervous expression and asked.

"I know everything you said. I've also asked mother about your past with me … Even if it's true that our relationship is not bad, the times have changed. Now that you're married, I'm married as well. Furthermore, it's your royal sister-in-law. You should forget about the past. We can be brothers and sisters."

"Siblings?" Murong Mingdeng stared straight at Yun Shengyue until she looked away guiltily. Then, he suddenly said with a trembling voice, "You … Do you remember? You remember it, don't you? "

Yun Sheng was silent for a moment. Then, Murong Chong continued excitedly, "Remember, you don't have to deny it. After so many years, do I still not understand you? "If you feel uncomfortable, your eyes will avoid looking at me, and your left hand would unconsciously pull at the corner of your shirt. You covered it up really well, and since you remembered, why are you being so heartless to me?"

"Am I ruthless?" Yun Sheng's left hand hurriedly let go of the corner of his clothes as he asked with a helpless expression.

"When did you remember?" How can you hate to face me as if nothing has happened? Seeing me so anxious and exasperated, looking at me so sad and dejected, you can even display such a calm expression. Yue Er, how did you become like this? " Although Murong Mingtian's tone was not a forceful interrogation, it still revealed his doubt and discomfort.

Yun Shengyue found a chair and slowly sat down. She pursed her lips with a wry smile before saying softly, "Sometimes I wish I had recovered my memories so I wouldn't think of so many unpleasant things."

"Yue Er, I …" Seeing the sorrowful expression on Yun Sheng's face, Murong Yong was at a loss for words. After all, he should be responsible for the greater part of her life right now.

"You should take a seat. Since you are unwilling to give up, you must make it clear. Let's make it clear today!" Yun Shengyue invited Murong Mingyue to sit across from her. She looked up at him with tears in her eyes.

At that time, in the Wind City, when my mother went missing and I saw Wei Yinglan at the entrance of the Hundred Miles City, all my hopes turned into ashes when I heard the truth of your marriage. At that moment, I really didn't know what to do, so I got sick for a while, and after I woke up, I said in my heart, I will never think about you again, because not only did you fail to fulfill your promise and even deceived me, you should know that the thing I can't endure the most is deceit.

"But it's because I can't tell you …" Mu Rong Zhen hastily explained.

Yun Sheng said as he shook his head, "Listen to me first. At that time, I did not want to think about anything and only wanted to find my mother. As for what I should do after finding her, I had no idea. I was always in a daze, but I never expected something to happen to me before I found my mother. "During that time, my mind was completely blank, and I was alone with him. However, gradually, I started to have some dreams, some vague fragments, but every time I thought about it, there would be a headache, and then, in the palace, the experts who helped me open my brain and recover my memories should have been arranged by you, right? It was indeed very effective, after waking up, the memories quickly returned to my head, so fast that I almost didn't know what to do. When I saw the emperor, the mothers, and you, who got married once again, looking at the palace in which I was located, I understood that many things could only be the past, including our feelings."

"NO!" How can you be so calm? How can you just let it go like that! " Murong Mingtian said unwillingly.

Yun Shengyue looked at him and said quietly, "What else can we do? It's because I noticed my environment and understood your and Imperial Concubine's identities that I have already understood the difficulties you faced in the past. I don't blame you, but our current situation can only be attributed to reality, and it's also a mistake of fate. There's no way to change that, so what's the use of perseverance? "

"That's not right!" But I've never given up on you, and you gave up on me so easily. You're always blaming me for blaming me, and right now, you're already in love with Murong Yu, right? Is it not deception that he did not seek to cure your amnesia, and deliberately concealed the truth from you? " Murong Hui growled, like a lion whose prey had been snatched away with great difficulty.

From a young age until now, he had always let her win. They had never truly quarrelled before, and if there was the slightest bit of disagreement, it must be because of her temper. Was she really too calm this time?

However, this was the best solution she could come up with after much deliberation. Although she was still at a loss as to where she should place Murong Yu in the future, she had clearly thought of the relationship between Mu Rong Yu and herself.

"You have nothing to say, right? [You actually didn't refute me. So what I think is true? "Why do you resent me so much? Previously, you said that as long as you were by my side, even if you were a servant or a servant, you wouldn't care about your status at all. But now, you still feel that the identity of a wangfei is much better than throwing away everything and staying by my side, don't you?" Murong Hui was so angry that he nearly lost his reason. He had thought that after Yun Shengyue recovered her memories, she would probably be angry at him for scolding her and complaining about his inaccuracy, but she had clearly explained that he understood her. He never expected that she would calmly face him and decide to let their feelings drift away with the wind.

Yun Shengyue's body also began trembling slightly. So that was the case. How could he treat her in such a manner? Her mother did care a lot about her identity, but she had never cared about it herself. If she were to be with someone she liked, even if she were to build a small cabin in the wilderness, wouldn't it be worth it to fish and hunt for a life?

She suddenly felt discouraged. She stood up and turned around and said, "You are right. I do not want to be a servant girl anymore. I also do not want to be just an anonymous concubine. Go away!"

"I will go now! But let me tell you, I will never let go of her like this! " After Murong Mingdeng said this, he hurriedly left. Now, apart from feeling anger, he felt a deep sense of loss and heartache. He could not believe that he had lost Yun Shengyue and was unwilling to believe it!

"Actually, I don't know what to do. What can I do? Please don't force me … " After Murong Mingyue left, Yunsheng slumped back onto her chair and muttered. Her eyes were filled with a frail look, no longer as calm and strong as before.

"Senior brother, I did not expect you to be in Jincheng, I need you right now." In a small teahouse not far from the Wei Mansion, Wei Yinglan said with a slightly happy tone.

Ji Wuya looked at Wei Yinglan with a pained expression, "I'm here to handle some matters. Yinglan, what happened to you? How can you be so thin, is Duke Ming not good for you? What do you need me to do? "

"No, it's just that my appetite is bad, and I can't eat much. I want to find a quiet place to stay for a while. Senior Brother, you have traveled to many places outside, where you think is a better place?"

"This …" Ji Wuya looked at Wei Yinglan with doubt in his eyes. He felt that something must have happened to her, and she was unwilling to elaborate. After thinking for a while, he said, "There's a place that's not bad, where did I go recently? I even helped to save the village chief's son.

"Good, this is great!" I still have some things to take care of. In a few days, can senior please take me there? "

"Yes, but how can you suddenly go to such a remote place while living in the palace to tell Duke Ming and your parents?" Ji Wuya could not help but ask.

Wei Yinglan lowered her head and said, "I might be fighting with the palace, but staying in the palace is always uncomfortable, and I can't return home easily, so I have to find a quiet place to rest. If you don't help me, Senior Brother, I'll go find a place myself."

No, like I said, no matter what you need my help with, as long as you say it, you have your reasons. Since you are unwilling to say that I will not force you, I will stay in Jin City for a period of time.

"Good!" "Thank you, Senior Brother!" A faint smile appeared on Wei Yinglan's pale face. She looked exhausted, and her eyes were filled with a faint melancholy.

Ji Wuya no longer asked any more questions, but he was extremely worried. He secretly resented Murong Chong, and he also hated himself. Fine! He did not care about Wei Yinglan's identity. No matter what the reason was, as long as she wanted to do it, he would help her. He only hoped that she would be as worry-free as before.

"I can see that you don't look too good. Are you still going back to the Wei Mansion like this? I'm afraid your parents are going to feel heartache. "

"No, I'm not going back. Since I met you, I don't need to go back to the manor to ask for help. With senior brother here, I don't need to worry about anything." Wei Yinglan trusted in Ji Wuya, "I think it's better if I go straight back to the palace. For the next few days, Senior Brother can help me prepare a more comfortable horse carriage."

"Hmm, that's easy to do. If there's anything else I need you to tell me, I'll send you off!"

Wei Yinglan smiled and nodded as she walked shoulder to shoulder with Ji Wuya without any hesitation. When they walked out of the inn, the man in embroidered clothes sitting by the window on the second floor of the restaurant across the street just happened to see this scene.