"Love is more than just talking. If love can be said with your mouth, what else should you do with your actual actions?
Because she loves you, she is willing to have children for you. Because she loves you, she can give up everything for you, even her reputation, her parents and relatives, her life. Because she loves you, she can let you appear one woman after another. But what did you give her in the end? It's disappointment, it's pain, and maybe in the end she's not happy even when she dies
Gu Mo Xuan's eyes shed tears, he felt very painful, even never once like this pain.
Even if Murong Xi and Murong Zheng are how, but at least they still have their own mother around, but he? Although the father and mother are not recognized by his parents, what's the difference between them?
Since Gu Moxuan knew that the emperor was his own father, he had never been calm. Occasionally, he would dream of that particularly gentle woman, asking him whether he was good or not, and asking about his everything. However, after waking up from his dream, he always lost it. All of this was due to him.
Gu Mo Xuan closed his eyes, "you go, never come here again, I don't welcome you, I don't want to see you again.
Since I have promised Murong Zheng will come here to help him, I will certainly fulfill my promise, but I have not said the time. From now on, I will only stay here for ten years. When the time comes, I will leave. If anything else happens, I will leave early. I hope you can inform him when you go back.
By the way, in the future, I will never participate in any banquet in the palace, and even less will I go to the back palace. If there is anything I can say in the court, I will let him take back the official position of the academy and leave it to the competent people. "
After Gu Moxuan finished, he made a gesture of invitation. The emperor had no time to put in a word. Finally, he could only shake his head and leave his room with a sigh.
Gu Moxuan closed the door and then turned to the bedroom. Su Xinyan did not disturb them just now. When she saw Gu Moxuan coming, Su Xinyan hugged him.
"My husband, it's OK. You have me by your side."
Gu Moxuan hugged her tightly. "Lady, don't leave me for the rest of your life."
"Well, I'm not leaving. I'm not leaving."
After hearing her promise, Gu Mo Xuan was relieved.
She can have no one, but she can't do without Su Xinyan.
"Madam, I really don't want to stay in this place, but I think murongzheng is innocent. We are friends. Since I have already agreed to his request, I can't leave. But I am really tired. I have to see that person every day. As soon as I see him, I will think of many things. I have dreams many times in the past seven years To my mother, I want to talk to her, but she doesn't talk to me. She just looks at me with a smile, Yan'er, Yan'er
Every time I see other people nestling in their mother's arms, I always take a look at them, and then hide in my own room with a quilt in my arms and feel it in silence