Ye Zichen patted Dou Zi's body with his hand. Originally, he wanted to coax the child to sleep, but he didn't expect that he would fall asleep first.
In her dream, Song Xiangsi saw Meng Lianxuan. He did not go to the town to discuss some business, but instead brought back a woman.
He told himself blatantly that he didn't like her anymore and that the one he liked was that woman. He took his beans with him and left himself alone in this house.
Tears flowed down from the veins on the pillow. Song Xiangsi was truly helpless now.
However, she still didn't wake up from this dream. She didn't understand what she did wrong in this dream.
"Mom, don't cry, I'm back." In the blink of an eye, three years passed. Beans had grown up long ago, and that day, Beans suddenly came back.
Song Xiangsi would never mistake her child for someone else. She knew that the person standing in front of her right now was Bean.
"Beans? Why did you come back? Where's father? Did daddy ask you to come find me? " For the past three years, Song Xiangsi had been living a bad life. It was not because of her financial situation, but because her heart had suddenly become a lot emptier.
Bean dried Song Xiangsi's tears, looking like an adult. "Mother, wake up." I came back alone. Father and Mother were already together a long time ago, and they even had a younger brother. Father didn't love me, so now that I have become sensible and have the ability, I came back to find you. "
Even though Beans was only three years old, she looked much more mature than Song Xiangsi.
"Born a brother? Have you been bullied? " Song Xiangsi had a worried look on her face. Needless to say, Beans must have suffered a lot in the past three years.
She had only met that woman once, so how could she know if she was right about the beans?
Bean shook his head, as if dissatisfied with his own mother.
"Mom, you have to pull yourself together. Dad has already left you for three years, do you still want to continue living like this? " Dou Zi held Song Xiangsi's arm with both of her hands. The resolution in her eyes was exactly the same as Meng Ling Xuanxuan's back then.
Song Xiangsi hesitated. Bean was back. However, it was no longer that bean from back then. At such a young age, it already had the appearance of a man.
Hopefully, these were all taught to him by his father. Although he did not know why Bean had come back this time, Song Xiangsi was still very happy.
"Mother understands. Now that you're back, mother will definitely be a good mother." His life had been dark before, but now it was different. With his son back, Song Xiangsi had to be a good role model no matter what.
Although she did not pull herself together that quickly, Song Xiangsi would still try her best to overcome these problems.
"Father and Mother treated me very well. Father specifically told me to come back because he couldn't let you go." Anyway, I don't really like that little brother right now, so I'll live with mom in the future. " It didn't sound like the words of a three-year-old, but it was exactly what Bean had said.
A smile finally appeared on Song Xiangsi's face. She now felt that the beans were her own light. Furthermore, he seemed to have discovered his own child, and seemed to be especially talented in some aspect.
"During these three years, I wasn't by your side. Is this how you take care of yourself?" After patrolling for a week, Bean suddenly turned around and looked up at his mother, who was much taller than he was.
Song Xiangsi felt rather embarrassed. A grown woman like her had actually been made into such a state by a child. However, she was not angry. Being able to have such a promising child was something that a mother would happily see.
"Therefore, Beans must be by mother's side in the future. Mother will be a good mother." Everything that had happened, from Meng Ling Xuan's departure until now, was almost completely over.
Unknowingly, three years had passed. It was as if he hadn't completely forgotten what happened that year before Bean came back.
Right now, Song Xiangsi's mind was filled with thoughts of how to cultivate feelings for her. She didn't seem to care that much about Meng Yuan Xuan.
"Mom, you have to learn how to take care of yourself. From now on, I'm not by your side anymore, do you know that you have to take care of yourself as well?" After a few dozen days, Song Xiangsi was like a different person.
She was stunned. What did this mean?
What do you mean, not by my side? Didn't I say that we would always be together?
Could it be Meng Fanxuan? Did his father send Bean back? No! Song Xiangsi would never allow such a thing to happen.
"What's wrong?" Didn't you say that you would always stay by my side? If Bean left, Mother would cry, right? You don't want your mother to cry, do you? If I say it just now, I'll just take it as Beans joking. "
This was said to Bean, and to himself. If Dou Zi were to leave now, Song Xiangsi would definitely not be able to take it.
Dou Zhu shook her head. It seemed that her mother wasn't used to being alone. But how long could she keep him company for?
This time, he had no choice but to leave.
"Mother, please listen to me." First, you have to take good care of yourself, don't let yourself be wronged. Second, don't try to find me. You won't find me. Third, when will mom remember my name? Don't always call me Bean, it's not serious! I am Meng Siyang. "
After Dou Dou said those words, Song Xiangsi's eyes seemed to turn misty. Even though they were very close, it seemed like the beans were becoming more and more blurry.
The scene before her eyes was empty. Song Xiangsi could no longer hold back her tears. Only the heavens knew how difficult it was for her to forget about Meng Ling Xuan, but why did she let Dou Zhu leave her side?
"Bean!" My beans! Why did you leave your mother? " Song Xiangsi was helpless, and could not stop his tears from flowing. But what could he do?
He didn't know when, but he was woken up by the sound of a baby crying beside him.
So it was just a dream just now. The tears on her face had not dried yet. Only then did Song Xiangsi realize that she was crying.
He didn't have time to wipe away his tears and just hugged the little bean to coax her. Fortunately, it was all just a dream, and Meng Ling Xuan didn't bring any other women with him.
"The Crown Princess is awake? I just heard Bean was crying and I wanted to come over to take a look, but I didn't expect you to wake up too. " When the mama heard the commotion in the room, she came over to take a look.
"Yeah, I just woke up. How long have I been sleeping? I feel like I just had a very long dream. " Song Xiangsi could not help but laugh whenever she thought of the dream she had just had and then looked at the child in her hands.
One day, Beans would grow up, but she would never leave him like she was in a dream.
"It's too dark outside now. I must have slept for about four to eight hours." It's probably because the crown prince's wife is too tired these days. If you have anything to eat, just tell me, I'll make it for you. " Ever since the princess went out with the prince, the mama's daily routine was to cook meals and take care of the family.
She was very happy to do all this herself. Every time she saw Song Xiangsi finish all the food she cooked, she felt a sense of accomplishment.
"Alright, I understand. Beans do not look very hungry. There is nothing to eat today. After becoming a mother, Song Xiangsi did not seem to be as picky as before.
He would naturally not reject anything good to eat. What he did not like before had now become less annoying.
Roughly three days later, Meng Duanxuan really did return. He really did bring back some people, but the other side was a man who looked to be about Meng Ling Xuan's age.