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She held her neck to his lips like a madman, wanting, wanting, every cell in her body asking her to welcome him.

He didn't know what to do, so he handed him over.

She didn't even know who he was.

She even forgot that he was a beggar.

She just wanted it.

She only wanted to burn herself to release herself at this moment.

That medicine had long since caused her to lose track of her own nature. What she had was a thirst for it.

That was also human's most primitive instinctual response and need.

His kiss was soft, and it trembled her over and over. His white legs wanted to break through the grip of his legs, but he wouldn't allow her legs to move a muscle. He only allowed her upper body to sway gracefully in his sight.

So much.

However, he didn't know how to put the pain of anticipation in the back of his mind.

In a daze, it was a warmth given to her by a man. However, she didn't know who he was.

The constant trembling caused her arched body to bend like an arched moon. Facing the glimmers of light that floated in from outside the window in the darkness, she was like a dewdrop on the tip of the grass, provoking men to taste her time and time again.

Nothing could stop.

Within the bed, her hair was scattered, like a budding peony that was about to bloom.

She was already wet. When she left the small yard where Xi Men Ruixue was at, her body had already started to react. If it wasn't for the ice-cold water, she would have long been unable to withstand the heat and burned down.

Thus, her current performance was completely normal in the eyes of a man.

"Ah …" She didn't even recognize her own body anymore. That medicine had truly turned her into a completely different person. There was no man who didn't love a girl as passionate as this.

She felt so empty and uncomfortable that she wanted to grab the man's fingers and continue dancing on her body.

I like it.

I just like it.

Pain, an indescribable pain hit her. Ruo Ruo couldn't help but frown.

The rustling of leaves once again drifted into his ears. It was so clear, but it was still intoxicating.

At this moment, she completely bloomed from within the man's embrace.

Time flew by quickly in the midst of her merriment. When a burning ribbon led her to the peak of her desire, she collapsed onto her bed like a small kitten, obediently lying on it. She no longer wanted to move.

So tired, so tired.

Ruo Ruo fell asleep in the quiet room of the Fragrant Pavilion. She didn't know when that man left, but she had slept soundly that night.

If he could, he really wished that this night would never come to an end. Then, all the pain would never come.

But she still woke up.

Quiet, so quiet that only the faint sound of her own breathing could be heard. Smelling the lingering scent of the night before, she could faintly smell that lustful rice, and then mixed with the still burning sandalwood in the room, Ruo Ruo's eyes instantly opened wide, trying to move. It was painful, very painful.

Her body felt as if it were in disarray.

Inside the bed tent, it was a complete mess. There was a loud sound in his head, and when he lifted the bed sheet with one hand, there was a trace of blood on the bed mattress. He knew what that meant more than anyone else.

That was the first time in her life, the most precious first time for a woman, but it was completely lost to her willfulness and broken wings last night.

She really wanted to kill herself. She was too useless, too impulsive, and if she had not tried to force herself to drink that bowl of medicine in front of Xi Men Rui Xue, nothing would have happened last night. That beggar might not have been able to get her body.

But now, everything had happened.

She had lost her most precious possession.

He had originally wanted to leave that moment to his most beloved man, but now it was no longer possible.

Staring dumbfoundedly at the pool of blood that had dried up like plum blossoms, her thoughts were a mess, a mess that was hard to understand.

It was all because of him that Xi Men Ruxue had lost control of herself. She had lost control of herself and ended up giving herself up to that beggar.

"Ah …" A roar that shook the heavens. Ruo Ruo had to vent the pain in her heart. Otherwise, she would go crazy.

This sound immediately alarmed Cui Er, who had been waiting outside for a long time. The door creaked open, and Cui Er hurriedly ran in, "Miss, what happened to you?" Hearing Ruo Ruo's voice, Cui'er was extremely shocked, causing her to worry.

"Ah …" Ruo Ruo ignored Cui Er and continued to beat her chest. She hated herself. She hated herself to the bones. The reason she had come to this point today, she also felt that she was in the wrong.

"Miss, don't be like this. Tell me, what happened?" Cui Er wanted to hold onto Ruo Ruo's hand to stop Ruo Ruo's actions.

"Go away, don't pull me."

"Miss, please wake up and tell me what happened."

"Who is it? "Who are you telling me?" She suddenly turned around and looked at Cui Er with cold eyes, "Tell me, who was that man last night?" He vaguely remembered that it was the beggar that walked in, vaguely remembered that he had someone pour hot water into her bath barrel, then seemingly heard Yun Ru Xi's voice outside, and then the candle flame extinguished. After that, Ruo Ruo was so dazed that she couldn't remember anymore.

God, she couldn't remember who that man was last night. She couldn't remember a thing.

"Lady, it's the one that spent six hundred thousand …" "People." If she didn't shut up in time, Cui'er would have said that it was the beggar.

He slumped on the bed. Although he already knew, after Cui Er confirmed it, Ruo Ruo's heart still hurt.

Why a beggar?

Why?

It was all a conspiracy.

She hated him.

"Cui Er, go to that small courtyard and take a look. See if the Crown Prince is there?"

"Yes, Cui Er will go right now." Cui Er was already frightened by Ruo Ruo's expression, Ruo Ruo's eyes seemed to be unmoving, she could only blankly stare in one direction.

Hearing the footsteps of Cui Er leaving, Ruo Ruo closed her eyes and lay on the bed. She didn't want to do anything now, she just wanted to sleep, because if she slept, she could not know anything, she could not think about anything. However, the more she wanted to sleep, the less she could sleep.

Thinking of this, she jumped up abruptly and jumped to the ground. With a pull of her hand, the things on the bed were scattered all over the place by her. She wanted to change into a clean one and change into a bed that didn't have the smell of a beggar.

Damn it, she hated herself. She hated him even more.

However, the moment the blanket landed on the ground, Aunt Hong walked in. "Qin Zhiruo, what are you doing pulling on my things?"

Zhiruo didn't even look at Aunt Hong. Her mind was filled with messy and heart-rending images that couldn't be connected, and the female lead in those images was herself.

"Ah …" With another roar, she was completely thrown into disarray. After that, she crouched down at the corner of the bed, her body trembling uncontrollably and tears streaming down her face. She did not care about that layer of film; she hated herself for giving away her first opportunity to a beggar that was unrelated to her.

Aunt Hong approached Ruo bit by bit. She looked at Qin Zhiruo, who had acted indifferent in front of her the night before. However, Ruo Ruo's appearance had changed completely. She looked so terrified and helpless.

Lowering her head and raising Ruo Ruo's chin with her fingers, she saw a face that no longer had any confidence, but was that not exactly what the empress wanted? Smiling lightly, Aunt Hong said, "Qin Zhiruo, you're going to the Zither Garden to play tonight. Do you remember?"

Aunt Hong's voice was brought to Ruo Ruo's ears word by word. Tonight, she had prepared a sleeveless dress that was specially embroidered for Ruo Ruo. The purpose was to reveal a lotus arm so that people could clearly see that the veil covering her arm had been removed.

Yes, this was her goal. She wanted to achieve her goal of humiliation.

Ruo Ruo didn't say anything. She looked at Aunt Hong's legs with her listless eyes. She had already lost everything. Could it be that Xi Men Rui Xue and Yun Ru Xi were still not willing to let her go?

"What is it? "You don't want to?" A mocking laughter rose. Aunt Hong lifted Ruo's sleeves. She wanted to check if the beggar had truly done it last night …

His arm turned cold, but it was only a patch of white, and the blood-red gossamer had indeed disappeared. "That's right, Qin Zhiruo, I heard that you drank that medicine yourself? "But?"

Ruo Ruo's face turned completely red. She was the one who was drinking. She was the one who was unable to win against Xi Men Ruoxue, so she just started drinking. In the end, she could not control herself from being drunk by that beggar … Got it.

Hehe, so you can't wait to find a man. Tonight, after the performance is over, Aunt Hong will find you another good one. This time, not only do you want a good one, but a young one.

If she was still silent, there was nothing she could say. Right now, she was like a fish on a chopping block. Other than being trampled on by others, she had no way to fight back.

When this thought flashed past her mind, it struck her like a powerful blow. No, she had to be strong. She had to survive. She had to think of a way to return to the modern era.

She could no longer stay in this place.

Ruo Ruo tried her best to not let herself appear miserable. She turned her head slightly to the side and turned away from Aunt Hong's hand that was placed on her chin. They wanted to see her make a joke out of her, but she refused to let them see it.