When perilla woke up, she found herself lying on a wooden bed with nothing beside her.
"Yang Xiaotian!" Perilla suddenly sat up, jumped out of bed and ran out.
It's a splendid day with many mountains and shadows.
A gray figure standing beside the tree is not a sunny sky, but a string.
A little disappointed, perilla walked over to him and asked, "where is Yang Xiaotian?"
Qin Xian turned around, looked at her, shook her head and said, "I don't know. I haven't seen him since I got up in the morning. "
Zisu was surprised: "you don't know where he went?"
She had a bad feeling in her heart. She didn't care about anything and turned around to look for it.
"Yang Xiaotian! Yang Xiaotian! Where are you? Come out
Perilla everywhere looking for, would like to look all around, but still did not find Yang Xiaotian.
She panicked, frantically looking around, shouting.
"Yang Xiaotian, where are you? Come out! Come out quickly
She didn't know where Yang Xiaotian had gone? Is it possible to leave without saying goodbye?
If so, why did he leave without saying goodbye?
"Yang Xiaotian, come out quickly! If you don't come out again, labor and capital will ignore you all their lives! "
Perilla is really afraid. She is afraid that Yang Xiaotian will leave her again. She is afraid that he will give up his life. She is afraid that he will die again when he is alive
"Yang Xiaotian! Yang - smile - heaven
Perilla hissed and yelled. She didn't know what she wanted to do at the moment. She only knew that she was very sad.
It's like losing the whole world.
She really didn't know the meaning of living without him.
In this strange world, the father doesn't love, the mother doesn't know, the master uses... Except for him, she doesn't know who she can trust or rely on?
"Ah - ah -" perilla knelt down on the ground and looked up at the towering Qilin mountain with tears on her face.
What's the point of her being alive? What's the point?
When perilla was heartbroken, a light sigh came from behind: "Why are you crying?"
Men's voice is low and magnetic, with a unique intimacy.
The cry of Perilla stopped abruptly.
She knelt and squatted stiffly, and did not dare to look back, for fear that she might have an auditory hallucination.
Yang Xiaotian, is it Yang Xiaotian?
Didn't he leave? How can it happen again?
Thousands of thoughts flashed in Perilla's mind, but she didn't dare to look back.
She was really afraid that she had heard the wrong thing. She was just happy, just like she knew that he was not dead, but she knew that he was going to die soon.
She can't bear the striking contrast again.
"Don't cry, will you?" Yang Xiaotian squatted behind her, held her shoulder, and sighed softly, "you cry so sad, people who don't know think I bullied you?"
Feeling the man's hand on his shoulder and hearing the familiar voice, perilla finally believed that she was not listening.
She suddenly turned back, rushed to Yang Xiaotian's arms, and cried in tears: "it's you who bully me! You bullied me! Yang Xiaotian, I hate you! Who told you to leave quietly? Do you know how worried I am? I'm so scared, so scared... "
Her voice choked, accompanied by sobbing sobs, distressing.
When did Yang Xiaotian see her like this? She held her in her arms, stiff and unable to move.
It took me a long time to recover.
He gently pulled her away, let her face to face with himself, put his hands on her shoulders, looked into her eyes, and asked with a trace of expectation, "are you worried about me leaving? What are you afraid of? "
Perilla grabbed his arm and said nervously and eagerly, "of course I'm worried about you leaving! You don't know how scared I was just now that you would leave here, leave me! Yang Xiaotian, you won't leave me, will you? "
If he left, she would have nothing, nothing.
As if a drowning man were holding on to a piece of driftwood, she held him tightly and did not dare to let go for a moment.
Yang Xiaotian looks at her, calmly.
After a long time, he asked, "Why are you afraid that I will leave you?""I..." perilla was stunned. She looked at him and the deep love in his eyes. She moved her lips and hesitated, "if you leave, you will die. I don't want you to die..."
"Why don't you want me to die?" Yang Xiaotian asked, still calm.
But his calm and serious tone made perilla feel very depressed.
"Yang Xiaotian, what's the matter with you? What's going on? Why did you leave? " She asked, frowning, trying to divert his inquiry.
However, Yang Xiaotian doesn't like her.
He looked at her, his eyes fixed on her.
After watching for a long time, he moved his lips and said, "the one you love is long Jing. You never loved me. Is that right? "
The first two sentences were definitely affirmative sentences, but he was unwilling to add a question at the end.
He thought that as long as she said no, she didn't love Longjing, and the person she loved was him, he would embrace her in his arms without hesitation, rub her deeply into his body, and never separate from her again.
After listening to Qin Xian's words last night, he stayed by her bed and watched her quietly all night. He didn't leave until it was almost dawn.
He wanted to leave alone and die slowly, but he was not reconciled, so he came back.
He wanted to take a last look at her, but when he saw her crying, he couldn't bear to see her.
If you can't ask her a truth today, then even if you die, he won't close his eyes.
When zisu suddenly hears the name of Longjing, she is slightly stunned. Looking at the serious and persistent expression of the man in front of her, she realizes why he suddenly leaves without saying goodbye.
She was a little flustered, a little confused.
Looking at him, his eyes twinkled.
For a long time can not wait for the answer they want, Yang Xiaotian's heart is more and more cold, more and more pain.
He gave a bitter smile, no longer forced her, moved his long legs, stepped back, stepped back, step by step, step by step, farther and farther away from her.
He said in a dumb voice: "Susu, what I don't need most is pity and compensation. You don't need guilt, and you don't need to pity me. If you don't love me, please stay away from me. It's better to never meet again in this life. "
Now that she still doesn't love him after so much experience, what's the point of forcing her?
It's better to let go and let her go freely to find her beloved.
He doesn't need her to take risks for himself, and doesn't need her to accompany him through the last days of his life.
Perilla looked at his absolutely backward figure, looked at his determined eyes, heart suddenly a pain.
Almost without any hesitation, she opened her arms, tiptoes to the ground, and flew up like an immortal towards him. In the air, her clothes fluttered, her eyes looked at him affectionately, gently started red lips, said: "Yang Xiaotian, who said I don't love you?"