Chapter 520

Fanwai 1: perilla.

The whole world seems to be covered with a snow-white quilt.

I opened my eyes and couldn't believe it.

Didn't I die? He died at the hands of Long Jing.

Yes, I didn't want to kill him. I just want to die under his sword and go down to huangquan to accompany Yang Xiaotian.

I choose to die under the sword of Long Jing just to make him feel guilty and restless all his life.

Such punishment is far heavier than killing him.

But when I'm dead, why can I still see things?

Where is this place? It's not Nanyang, is it? It never snows in Nanyang.

As soon as I lowered my head, I found myself floating in the air, just like when I passed through this alien world.

I knew in a flash that my soul came out of my body and came to a strange place.

There was a very nice sound in my ear.

He said, "my God, do you really decide to drink the blood of Jin Qilin to help you perform the soul moving skill and move her soul into the body of Princess lingguo?"

"Yes, master. Since you can save me, you can also save Su Su. Please help me. "

Yang Xiaotian's voice!

I was stunned!

Looking for a voice, I saw a man who was as evil as Yang Xiaotian. He was as good-looking as Yang Xiaotian, especially his eyes, which made people feel familiar.

Just now that sound like Yang Xiaotian comes from this man?

Who is he? Why

I had no time to think about it. Suddenly, a suction pulled me down.

The suction pulled me into a warm body with the force I couldn't stop.

That's a girl. She looks like me.

Just like twins, although they are similar, there are essential differences between them.

"Who are you? Why take over my body? " She said.

I shook my head to show my innocence: "I don't know, I..."

I didn't have time to say too much. She gave a weak smile and said, "well, I'm too tired to live. My life is not long. If you need it, you can take it..."

She left her body and gave me her place.

She said with a smile, "it's not easy to meet someone who is so affectionate. Cherish it. My name is Bai su. Goodbye. "

There are two tears in my eyes.

Yang Xiaotian, the one who tries to revive me is Yang Xiaotian.

He's so stupid.

My soul and the girl named Bai Su fit perfectly. I really want my consciousness to recover quickly. I can't wait to tell Yang Xiaotian that I like him.

I want to tell him that in this life, I want to promise him a future.

However, Yang Xiaotian's voice suddenly came from her ear: "master, erase all her memories. I don't want her to be sad and remorse for remembering the past."

"God, if she doesn't remember you, you will continue to miss this life."

"I'll try until she falls in love with me."

The corner of my eye is so astringent, I want to open my mouth and tell him that you don't have to work hard. In this life, I will love you well.

Fanwai 2: understand him and fall in love with him.

From Zixuan's Autobiography: Qin Mo, looking forward to meeting you earlier in the afterlife.

It was a remote mountain villa. The fire burned all night.

The blazing fire not only burned the trees and plants in the villa, but also reddened the sky above the villa.

Everything has changed since that day.

"No... no... no!" In his sleep, his voice is full of fear, helplessness and fear. He shook his head uncontrollably and called a name again and again, "Xiaobai... Xiaobai... Wait for me... Wait for me..."

I was sitting by his bed, holding his hand, and I felt everything in his nightmare very clearly.

How he recovered his life from the fire, and the unspeakable pain in his heart at that moment.

At the same time, he lost the only love in his life.

From that moment on, he did not choose to bury his deep love for his Xiaobai.The reason why I can read everything in his heart is that I have an ability that ordinary people don't have since I was a child - mind reading, so I have a magic weapon to explore people's inner secrets.

When I read him, I have never been so glad that God has given me this ability, at the same time, I have never hated that I have this ability.

The more you read his heart, the more you can't help but be infatuated with him.

At first, I thought I just sympathized with him and loved him. But as time went by, I understood him more and more. Later, I found that there was a ripple of expectation in my heart.

How I wish that the person he loved in his heart was me.

Look, he's playing the piano again.

Since I took care of him and died of pain, I began to take care of him wholeheartedly.

Every morning when he got up, he would play the piano for a while in the pavilion in the backyard of the villa.

This villa is called Wuchen villa.

Although he had never told me the story of this villa, and the story of him and my sister Bai Su in this villa, I could read through his eyes what they had experienced here again and again.

For example, at the moment, the place where he sat was the place where his sister had looked at him from afar for countless times.

Because his elder sister likes to listen to him play the piano very much, he knows that his elder sister can't hear him at the moment, and he still plays it over and over again.

Once or twice, I really wanted to rush up and tell him that my sister was married and he should have forgotten her!

However, I read his heart so clearly.

He always knew that his sister had been married, so he stayed in this place silently, without disturbing her peaceful life.

He knew that his sister was married, but he could never forget him.

If you can forget, how can you wait until today.

Just because I understood his heart, that impulse was restrained by me.

He has been so miserable, why should I sprinkle salt in his wound?

Once, I made a bowl for him, but he had a good appetite and ate it all.

I asked him excitedly, "Qin Mo, are you in love with my cooking?" How I want to get rid of the three words "cooking skills" after "I".

Qinmo, are you in love with me?

If I asked, would he drive me away immediately?

From what I know about him, I'm sure it will.

Therefore, I dare not easily show him any trace of my love for him.

My love is so humble, so painful.

He looked up in dismay at my question.

The moment I closed his eyes, I understood what he was thinking.

It turns out that the reason why he loves to eat noodles made by me is that he once ate them with his sister. The happy scene when he ate noodles with his sister appeared in his mind, and I read it all out.

Once, when they were together, they were really happy and happy.

They should have been the best couple in the world, but fate made him lose his legs and his sister.

The pain in his heart let me follow the inexplicable pain, my nose a acid, resist the impulse to tears.

"I'll get you another bowl." I hold his bowl in one hand, cover my nose and mouth in the other hand, and don't let myself cry in front of him.

At night, Qin Mo sat in the yard in a daze.

He raised his head slightly and looked at the moon without blinking.

I know he's missing his sister again.

Sometimes, I'm even a little jealous of my sister.

I envy her for occupying all the place in this man's heart.

But I don't hate her at all.

My sister is a very beautiful woman, she deserves to have all the best feelings.

Qin Mo's illness is getting more and more serious. Even Yixian has no way to save him. He has given up treatment for a long time and just wants to die in this place where he and his sister are full of memories.

Looking at the blood he coughed up, I couldn't breathe.

"Qin Mo, go to her and meet her." I know he miss his sister, and I am willing to accompany him to do everything he wants to do.However, he refused: "Xiaoxuan, you go."

I was flustered to hear him say this suddenly.

He is driving me away. Am I not qualified to stay by his side and watch him miss his sister day by day?

I am not reconciled, I said to him: "I do not go, do not go! I want to be with you all the time. "

Qin Mo didn't expect me to be so excited. He looked up at me and said, "Xiao Xuan, as you said, you have done enough for me to atone for your father Ziyang. You go

I saw in his eyes the sadness that he wanted to leave alone at the last moment of his life.

"No! I'm not going! Qin Mo, you don't want to leave alone! " For the first time, I pointed out his thoughts directly in front of him.

His eyes flashed, as if he remembered that I knew mind reading.

He looked away from me, turned his wheelchair, turned his back to me, and spat out a cold word: "roll!"

Although I can't see his eyes and understand his mind at the moment, I can hear his cold "roll" word. My heart is like being cut in half by a knife, and the pain is unbearable!

My pain is not that he is so fierce to me, but under what circumstances he has to overthrow his heart and roar this "roll" word at me!

"Qin Mo, if I don't go, I'll never go!" The first time I spoke to him so loudly, the first time I expressed my love so boldly, "I like you! You know what? I'm in love with you

Read him, love him.

This is an inevitable road. I put my heart into it and don't want to come out.

Roaring out the most real feelings in my heart, I ran to him, leaned over and hugged his neck from behind.

I felt a slight tremor in his body.

He didn't push me away.

I don't know whether I'm sad or happy. My body twitches gently and cries in a low voice.

I finally told him.

Although I know it's a love I can't get, I don't regret it.

After a long time, he took my arm and took it away.

He looked back, looked me in the eyes and said gently, "Xiaoxuan, you are a good girl. You will meet someone more worthy of love in the future."

I knew it. I knew it.

When he said that, my tears became more fierce.

He touched my head gently and said gently, "Xiaoxuan, thank you for your love."

I read his words clearly.

He wanted to say that his heart was all given to his sister, and he could no longer hold anyone.

He wanted to say that when he left, he could still be loved and he was very happy.

I smile, as long as he feels happy, then my love is worth it.

The day Qin Mo left was a sunny afternoon. He sat in the pavilion, looking up at the direction of the stone path, with a smile on his mouth.

From his slowly closed eyes, I read his heart at the moment.

He saw a woman in Lavender coming towards him with a smile.

I looked at him and closed my eyes with a smile. I thought to myself: Qin Mo, we must meet earlier in the next life.

Fanwai 3: Baisu.

Early morning.

Last night, muyuntian had a meat feast for the first time. He asked me for it many times, until I was so tired that I kicked him out of bed.

Dream, I do not know why, that originally belongs to the memory of perilla, such as the tide.

It has always been me, perilla is me, perilla is me.

I'm the ghost from the 21st century. There has never been a single perilla. Mu Yuntian, who was Yang Xiaotian in his previous life, loved me deeply.

In this life, Yang Xiaotian, whose soul is attached to the sky, is the one who admires the clouds. Bai Su, whom he loves deeply, is also me.

My mind kept echoing the last scene when perilla was eliminated.

She wants to say to Yang Xiaotian that she has fallen in love with him. He doesn't have to ask for it in this life. She will love him well.

However, she had no chance to say it after all.

In order not to let perilla regret her guilt, Yang Xiaotian chooses to eliminate her memory, but he doesn't want to let him go through the bitter love of this life. After all the pain, he finally holds the beauty back.

When I wake up, my pillow is wet and my eyes are red.Beside the position of a person, a hand in hand with me this life, life-long companion.

His eyebrows and eyes spread out, and he looked very peaceful.

I know that he is happy at the moment.

I stretched out my hand and slid my finger over his brow, bit by bit across his eyebrow tail. The feeling of being close to him made me feel at ease.

No matter whether you are Xiaotian or Yuntian, I have no time to finish when I was a perilla in my previous life. In this life, I must tell you myself.

Maybe I wake up by my actions. Mu Yuntian opens his eyes, grabs my hand, and shows an evil smile: "Su Su, it's really good to stare at my husband like this in the early morning?"

I blushed.

Too late to speak, his hand touched the pillow, clenched my hand, eyebrow pain: "what's the matter? Why are you crying? My eyes are red... "

The color of heartache in his eyes softened my heart. I shook my head: "it's OK. Yuntian, it's good that you're still with me. "

His face was still tense, gently embracing me, gently stroking my shoulder: "have you had a nightmare? I'm here. I'm right by your side. Don't be afraid. "

I raised my head, looked into his worried eyes, gently opened his lips, exhausted my strength, and said in a dumb voice, "Xiaotian, I like you very much. In this life, you don't have to work hard, I will love you well. In this life, I promise you a future. "

I finally told Mu Yuntian what perilla didn't have time to tell Yang Xiaotian.

He froze and looked at me in disbelief.

My red eyes can't close the tears at all. I can only let the tears flow down.

"Susu?" he said hoarsely

Although there are only two words, but I know that he is not only called perilla, but also perilla.

Whether it's Basil or perilla, it's me.

"Do you remember?" Mu Yuntian hugged me and slowly reflected what I had just said. His face became ecstatic. "Do you mean you have fallen in love with me as early as last life?"

I cried and nodded heavily: "yes! I love you, after you disappear, I know that I have been hooked by you

Mu Yuntian was distressed and worried to wipe tears for me. His voice was as gentle as ever: "Su Su, I've never been so lucky. In this life, I still found you and let you fall in love with me."

"Me too."

That morning, we just simply cuddled together and felt as if we had the whole world.

When the news of Qin Mo's death came, I had been pregnant for more than seven months.

When I first heard the news, I was stunned and couldn't recover for a long time.

Until Mu Yuntian held me in his arms, stroked my cold face gently and anxiously, and said eagerly, "Susu, if you want to cry, just cry."

He knew how important Qin Mo was to me. Even he didn't want me to cry, but now he made me cry.

But I can't cry.

"Ah, ah!" My stomach suddenly very painful, I am a doctor, I know, it is fetal movement, the baby in the stomach to be born ahead of time.

Mu Yuntian was so anxious that he panicked.

Fortunately, Yang Xiyan, who has returned to Yangcheng with Mu Qing, just came to the palace to see me and helped to be the master.

She had already had a baby. She had some experience, but nothing went wrong with her help.

Except muyuntian, despite the advice of the midwife, insisted on holding my hand and accompanying me to give birth.

He said: "Susu, it's so painful to have a baby. We'll never have one again in our life."

At the moment when the children were born, my heart was soft when I heard their cry.

Yes, they are.

I gave birth to a pair of twins.

The face of Qin Mo suddenly flashed in my mind.

Or smile, or endure.

Qin Mo, you are safe in heaven, I will be happy, with your blessing together.

Qin Mo's tomb did not return to Lintian Empire, but was in Wuchen villa of Beimu country.

Zixuan said: "elder sister, he went in peace. He said he was happy. He hopes you are happy too."

I nodded tearfully: "I will be happy."

I know that the reason why Qin Mo chose to stay in this place is that it carries a lot of our memories.Mu Yuntian hugged me and said, "Susu, our child, the boy's name is Xiangmo, and the girl's name is nianqin."

I looked up at him and said, "OK."

Qin Mo, I will miss you and miss you all my life（ (end of full text)