"Not letting go." Bing-Er didn't let go of the man's arm. Instead, she dragged him to the side of the street. She couldn't bear the man forcing her to go there.
"Let go!" The man ordered Bing'er coldly.
Bing-Er stopped, turned around and looked at the man fearlessly. "No!"
"You!" The man's face was cold. He raised his hand to slap Bing'er, but when he saw the unyielding look in her eyes, he slowly lowered his hand.
Seeing that the man had put his hand down instead of hitting her face, Bing'er revealed a gratified smile, and gradually let go of his arm.
The man glanced at Bing-Er coldly, then turned around and walked to the building across the street.
The man's lonely back touched the zither in the depths of Bing-Er's heart, causing her heart to ache a little. Seeing that the man was about to enter Qingxin House, Bing-Er couldn't help but ask, "Why are you doing this to yourself?" She did not understand why a man had to go to the Clear Heart Pavilion to humiliate her. Could it be that just to prove it to the crowd, eunuchs could also seek pleasure? But did he know that even if he went to the brothel every day and drank in it every night, he was still a eunuch in the eyes of the crowd, and could not change what others thought of him at all?
The man stopped and turned around. He looked at Bing-Er with a complex expression on his face. It was as if he hadn't thought that Bing-Er would say such a thing to him. When he saw the pain in Bing-Er's eyes, he felt a strange warmth in his heart. He didn't expect that the ugly man would look at him with that kind of pain in his eyes. He just stood there stunned.
Bing-Er raised her eyes and looked at the building behind the man. She walked up to the man and held his arm.
This time, the man did not struggle free from Bing'er, because he knew that this ugly man was someone who truly cared about him.
Seeing that the man was no longer free from her hold, Bing'er smiled in relief. She let go of his hand and slowed down her pace. When the man caught up to her, she walked beside him.
"Actually, you don't need to go to the Blossom Heart Pavilion to disgrace yourself. Although it's very easy to get drunk there, very easy to throw all the unhappiness in your heart to the back of your mind, there will always be a moment when you wake up from your drunken stupor. When you wake up, you will still face the cruel reality." Bing-Er told the man what she thought.
Bing-Er's words shocked him. He looked at Bing-Er in surprise. His eyes were full of mixed emotions.
He laughed out loud and looked at Bing'er gratefully, "That's right. I shouldn't have gone to the Blossom Heart Pavilion to get drunk to avoid some things, because there are some things that I can't escape for a while. Since I can't escape, I should face them bravely."
Bing-Er turned around and smiled at the man, "It's good that you understand."
Seeing that the man's face was no longer so ugly, Bing'er said slowly, "Actually, you don't have to feel awkward about your status. Just treat yourself as an ordinary person and don't care about what others think of you." As long as you do what you want to do, you can just do what you want to do. Don't you feel tired of being so sensitive to the thoughts and opinions of others? " She knew that a man might be brooding over the fact that he was a eunuch, but she didn't think it was necessary. A eunuch was a human, and a eunuch also had his own pride. A eunuch should live a bit more happily.
The corner of the man's mouth rose, revealing a bitter smile, he sighed and slowly said, "Indeed, I live very tiring, very helpless. There were even some things that he could not make his own decisions about. Sometimes I would rather be an ordinary person than have so much trouble. "
"You are wrong. Everyone has their own troubles. Although your status is different from others and you cannot make your own master for some things, you live a carefree life. At least, you eat well, dress well, and don't need to worry about money." But what about ordinary men? Not only does he toil day and night, he often frowns and frowns about not being able to earn money, and even fears the problem of his own warmth and hunger, not to mention the delicacies in the sea, which are things that they do not even dare to think about. " Bing-Er looked at the man and said.
The man could not help but laugh and asked Bing'er, "Hearing what you said, I should feel honored and happy about my identity."
"Compared to some people who aren't even as good as you, you should feel honored and happy." Bing'er answered the man.
The man nodded in agreement. "After hearing what you said, I feel completely relieved now." The man looked at Bing'er gratefully, "Thank you." The words of this ugly man gave him a great deal of enlightenment, and also made him change his view on some things. He was very grateful to this man who had held him hostage, threatened him, and now helped him a lot. This was the first time since he was born that he sincerely thanked someone.
When she heard the man thanking her, Bing'er smiled and said, "What's the point of such a small matter?" She was already very happy to be able to help a man.
As soon as Bing-Er finished talking, the man turned around to look at her. At the same time, Bing-Er was looking at him too. They smiled at each other and then looked forward.
When the two of them saw who was in front of them, their faces stiffened slightly. The black robed men in front of them were walking towards them. The smile on the man's face froze the moment he saw the black-clothed guard. He stopped walking and stood on the spot with his hands behind his back. He had a displeased expression as he watched the black-clothed guard walk in front of him.
Bing-Er was very familiar with the guard in front of her. Other than the first time she kidnapped this man, she didn't run into enough black clothed guards. The several times she saw this man in bright clothes, this guard would always appear by his side, as if he was protecting this man in bright clothes. Sometimes, she thought, perhaps the identity of this well-dressed man was not that of a eunuch, but ZhiNing had once said, the medallion at a man's waist, if it was not a eunuch or a guard, if the man did not know martial arts then naturally it was not a guard. Since he was not a guard, then he was a eunuch. Although, in her heart, she really didn't want this man to be a eunuch, the truth was the truth. It wasn't something she could change. Seeing the man stop, Bing-Er also stopped and stood there waiting for the guard in black to come over.
The guard in black walked in front of the well-dressed man. He glanced at Bing'er, who was standing beside the man, then clasped his hands together and said to the man respectfully, "Mistress, there's something at home. Master wants you to go back quickly."
The man looked at the black-clothed guard with an extremely displeased expression. He wanted to immediately reject the black-clothed guard, but he suddenly recalled the words of that ugly man. "There are some things that you can't escape if you want to."
He sighed helplessly to himself, then looked towards the black-robed guard. "Ben." He glanced at Bing-Er, then turned to the guard and said, "I will go back now."