However, after the last time she came back, she would often be in a daze. She had known him for so many years. It was also at this time that he was surprised that nuan'er didn't have such a single expression. It turned out that she would be melancholy, and it seemed that she was missing something.
He revived and finally spoke.
"The point is, for so many years, I have never concealed anything from you. I have always regarded you as my family, so I am willing to tell you anything."
His voice is very soft. It sounds like his sister is complaining. In fact, in Qin nuan'er's heart, he has always been the same as his sister.
He said very little, and it was unprecedented for him to talk to her in such a serious way as now.
So Qin nuan'er put away the laughter on his face and became serious.
"...." Qin nuan'er didn't answer. She restrained her previous smile, looked at the grave in front of her, and even stretched out her little hand to sweep the snow off the tombstone.
"But, nuan'er, why don't you ever tell me about you?" his voice came intermittently, as if it was sad, as if it had some self-evident sadness.
He clearly had already felt the presence of other men around nuan'er, and he could even clearly perceive her recent gloomy and uncertain mood.
He wants to know about Qin nuan'er. Whether it's good or bad, as long as it's hers, he wants to know.
Qin nuan'er still didn't answer, but the action of sweeping snow gradually became calm and slow.
"Show mercy." a long time later, after hearing the sigh of mercy, she shouted. Unlike the previous charming and lighthearted, this seemed to be said after a long time of consideration.
At this time, she was a little quiet. It was a breath that she had never seen before. It was a very cold breath.
He didn't know why, but suddenly he didn't want to hear what she was going to say.
He spoke hastily.
"Just, nuan'er, I have something else to do. If you don't want to say it, don't say it. Anyway, just remember that I'll be there when you want to say it." he got up and stumbled. He didn't know whether it was because of his guilty heart or because he sat too long.
"Be merciful, what are you afraid of?" Qin nuan'er's voice was very light, but let the merciful action stop completely.
A flash of panic flashed across his face. He turned and looked at Qin nuan'er, as if he didn't understand her meaning.
Qin nuan'er didn't turn around, because she knew he was there, so she continued to speak.
"Ask yourself, do you really have no reservations about us? Do you really tell me everything?"
Qin nuan'er didn't want to pick these things up. If she didn't pick them up before, it doesn't mean she doesn't know anything.
Although she looked naive, as a descendant of the captor's father, she followed him in and out of the homicide scene since childhood. His father often said these things to her. Therefore, her observation has always been good.
Under the same roof for so many years, how could she not find the flaw of mercy?
He wears enchanting clothes and has an enchanting voice. When he first met, he was flustered like a child. He was quiet and never spoke much. He would go up the mountain with them to catch prey, but never eat
I thought he was a child without a sense of security, so he didn't like to talk. I thought he was lack of love, so he was lonely. But I remember once when they went up the mountain to collect medicine together, she accidentally stepped on a rock at the edge of the cliff and almost died. He suddenly caught her.
Qin nuan'er closed her eyes. She clearly remembered that her whole body had fallen two or three meters. Even if he stretched out his hand from above and pulled her up, it was impossible.
Because of that position, there was no place to help. At that time, because she was young, she was just curious and didn't think much. In fact, she didn't need to think much at all. Being merciful seems to have some special ability. Otherwise, how could he teach him such powerful martial arts when he grew up in the mountains and his parents died early?
His whole body revealed something strange. She not only found it, but even asked Dad. Dad didn't seem surprised. She just told her not to care and don't mention it in the future. In short, give him more care and love.
She always remembers, so she has been careful to get along with mercy over the years.
Don't touch his bottom line. Don't ask about everything about him.
Does it hurt him to ask, and make him feel that he doesn't care about him?
"Show mercy, since you have something to hide from us, why do you need to know about me?"
"Nuan'er..." mercifully, I trembled and wanted to explain, but Qin nuan'er interrupted me again.
"I'm not forcing you to tell me anything. I don't blame you for hiding it from me, so be merciful. You don't have to explain."
"I just think that from this point of view alone, we are the same, no matter for what reason, but you have your own secrets you want to keep, and so do I."
Her words didn't sound good, but she was straightforward enough to be merciful. After listening, she didn't know how to answer for a while.
Most importantly, he found that he could not face such a calm Qin nuan'er.
"Be merciful. Everyone has his own emotions to hide. We are all ordinary people, and no one is exception. Therefore, I don't ask you, and I hope you don't ask me."
She said, I don't ask you, you don't ask me, we all protect our secrets.
This was the answer he had always wanted to hear, but now he really heard it. Instead, he felt a little bitter and bowed his head. He asked himself, if Qin nuan'er really asked him about him, would he tell her his secret?
He thought for a long time, but the answer was very clear. He would tell her, but it would never be now.
So. Qin nuan'er is right. In that case, he has no right to accuse her, because he has not been Frank himself.
"Well, I'll wait until nuan'er is willing to speak." he thought that this is the agreement between them. He will wait for her to speak, and he himself will speak to her eventually.
He was waiting for an appropriate time to tell her everything about himself.
However, the most important thing now is to wait for Qin nuan'er to grow up.
"It's cold outside. Go back first." Qin nuan'er smiled and still didn't look back. She knelt down again.
Dad always keeps his word, so no matter what, and no matter what happened in the middle, her punishment will be carried out after all.
"Then... I'll get you something to eat?"
"No need." Qin nuan'er touched his stomach. Although he didn't eat much before, he did feel a little hungry at that time, but now he can't eat any more.
"I ate a lot when I went out last night. I'm not hungry. Therefore, you don't have to take care of me. Tell Qin Shuang not to come either, so as not to punish you together."
"...." he left after all, but when he left, he left his coat.
I don't know why, the snow that has stopped for several days is falling again.
Qin nuan'er took a look. His coat had been covered by the snow again. Fortunately, the snow was not very heavy, but the cold had gradually hit.
She touched her stomach and kept screaming. She was really hungry
She suddenly felt that she was simply abusing early. She was obviously hungry, but she had to say she was not hungry.
But as long as I think that Xuanyuan Mo may still be alive and dead, I don't have the desire to eat.
He slipped his finger to his waist and finally took out the jade pendant.
Qin nuan'er's eyes become a little blurred. Xuanyuan Mo, he will be fine, right?
Kneeling for too long, his legs have begun to feel numb, and even the buttocks he had been beaten began to hurt. Qin nuan'er shriveled his mouth and frowned. Why should his father punish her?
In the past, they didn't see him so angry when they went out in the middle of the night. Moreover, they had never really punished him before. At most, they scolded symbolically. This time, they were so cruel.
She fixed her eyes on the tombstone. Although the tombstone was not so luxurious, it was surrounded by wooden stakes. The scenery in the small wooden stake was very good and the pattern was also very good. Everything could be seen how much the master was careful.
"Mom, do you know why dad punished me?"
Fragile words eventually sink into the sea without any response.
"How's it going?" when Qin ran returned to the cabin, she was waiting at the door, as if she knew he would go to see nuan'er early in the morning.
"She has a stubborn temper. You know this better than anyone else, don't you?" the merciful tone is not much. In his opinion, Qin nuan'er did something wrong last night, but he didn't punish so badly. He beat and knelt. Now he's not allowed to eat even meals. Who doesn't know that Qin nuan'er can die and have to eat.
However, the person in front of him is respected by him. Therefore, although there is blame in his words, he dare not directly accuse him.
"Hey." Qin ran glances in that direction. Qin nuan'er's back is very straight. You can imagine that she must have grievances on this face without looking at him.
"You are also blaming me, aren't you?" Qin Ran is rarely so melancholy. Saying so at the moment makes her feel that she has wronged him.
"I never dare to blame you," he said mercifully. He took back Qin nuan'er's eyes and stepped into the house first.
"I just think your punishment is a little heavy this time."
"If it's not heavy, how can she have a long memory." Qin ran followed in, but Qin Shuang kept standing at the door, thinking about how to send food to her sister so that her father wouldn't find it.
"At present, the current situation is turbulent. If you are not careful, you will be killed. She is so simple that she doesn't know the dangers in the world..." he frowned and then said. "She is my daughter. I love her more than anyone. Although I hit her just now, my heart hurts more than her. If I didn't have to, how could I be willing to move her finger?"