But Xuanyuan Mo, how can you really hide such a thing?
"Miss Qin, the doctor said you still need to rest. You'd better go in and don't blow here." Qin nuan'er's body is recovering well, but she has been very poor recently.
He broke his leg, cut off his hand, and now he's stabbed through his chest
It's a terrible failure.
"I'd rather that this body would never be better." she said leisurely. If it wasn't good, she would die directly. She didn't commit suicide, so no one would think she was intentional.
Qin nuan'er's negative emotion lasted only a short time. After she thought things clearly, she went back to rest directly.
Wood was still worried to death. She ran to the doctor and found herself stable when she came.
I can't help but sigh that a woman's face is the same as the weather in March. It changes when it changes.
Qin nuan'er has always been very bold and unrestrained. It's easy to think about problems. Although she is emotional, she has never been controlled by her emotions.
If she is so cowardly, I'm afraid Xuanyuan Mo will always be immersed in self blame.
So what she has to do now is to recover quickly.
That's what she thinks and always does.
Because of Xuanyuan Mo's sudden attack, Xuanyuan, who has been shrouded in dark clouds, finally won a game. He not only defeated Longyao, but also robbed a lot of food and grass, which greatly excited the Xuanyuan soldiers who have been in low mood.
Sure enough, as long as their God of war is there, nothing is impossible.
"You are my Xuanyuan's man, why do you do this?" this day, Xuanyuan Mo and met mercifully. They rode forward and looked like an old friend they hadn't seen for a long time.
"For me, I don't care about the old country or the new country." because he is not a person, and there are no such people with such patriotic feelings.
The only thing he cares about is Qin nuan'er.
"Since you don't care, you shouldn't participate." because of this, I'm afraid he won't feel good himself.
In Xuanyuan Mo's view, mercy is a very simple man. He has a clear love and hate, but perhaps it is because he is too clear about love and hate, so once he hates, he will have such an extreme reaction.
However, he is clearly the most stubborn person. In Xuanyuan Mo's opinion, he is punishing Qin nuan'er and torturing himself
He is the kind of person who would rather destroy everyone than make him feel better.
"But what to do? I've already participated." he smiled, and his already feminine face became more and more charming.
"Moreover, I don't intend to stop here." he is very aggressive and Long Yao's people are good at planning, so with his participation, everything becomes equal.
"What are you for?" Xuanyuan Moben was not an indecisive man, but he wanted to persuade him first because of his special status of mercy.
The reason why he is willing to spend more time here is to eliminate Qin nuan'er's concerns.
"For the sake of warmth," he thought for a moment and finally answered
"I have loved nuan'er for many years, and I always thought we would be happy as before, but I didn't expect that a Xuanyuan ink was suddenly killed on the way, breaking all my original beauty."
Xuanyuan Mo didn't interrupt. In fact, he didn't think he broke their original feelings. He said it well. The latecomer is not necessarily wrong. The one who is horizontal between the two is the real third party.
It seems that there has never been a third party between him and Qin nuan'er.
Nuan'er likes him. He likes nuan'er and shows mercy. At most, he is a relative of nuan'er.
He is not even a third party.
"I originally thought that nuan'er was just a little girl's noisy mood, and it wouldn't be long to like you. I even thought that she would return to before after she was confused for a period of time, but what I didn't expect was that she didn't look like herself after she met you."
"Her joys and sorrows seem to exist only for you. She will worry about your injury. She won't think about food and tea. If you leave her, she will be nervous enough to think you don't want her."
"I've never seen her so fresh. When she's with us, she always smiles heartlessly, and I always think that's what she is. Unfortunately, I'm wrong."
"Oh..." smiled mercifully at myself. "It was also at this time that I found that she was not the girl I had been waiting for to grow up."
"It's funny that I've been silently waiting for her to grow up, but she's quietly changing. And I don't even have time to adapt."
"I know there has been a very serious gap between us, but Xuanyuan Mo, my love for her has never changed. When I saw her sad for you, I began to be jealous."
"Seeing the note you left her, I was crazy with jealousy. I thought at that time that I had to destroy what you left her, even if it was just a little fantasy."
Xuanyuan Mo was indifferent and suddenly knew why Qin nuan'er said he left without saying goodbye, and when he explained later, Qin nuan'er's desire to talk stopped.
She suddenly knew that she had been merciful, so she directly changed the topic.
He really can't hate this person. Although he has made some small moves between him and Qin nuan'er, it hasn't caused much trouble to the two people. Now, although he has become an enemy and the two are also in an opposite relationship, he still admits what he has done, which makes it difficult for people to hate.
His honesty is really distressing.
In fact, he is right, just because he loves Qin nuan'er.
It's just that maybe his method is wrong.
"So I ruined what you left. I thought you had known each other for too short. After a long time, nuan'er will naturally forget you. It's a pity that nuan'er is too smart. It's a pity that I underestimated her feelings for you."
"Xuanyuan Mo, in fact, I don't hate you. I'm just jealous of you. You have everything. Why don't you leave me a warm son?"
"You have your brother and father, thousands of soldiers who will follow you to the death, and countless people's love..."
"But I only have warm son, I only have her, but you even want to take her away from me."
Xuanyuan Mo was not good at talking. Hearing so many words of mercy, my heart actually hurts, but I just stay on sympathy.
He has everything, which he never refutes.
Some were given by his father and some were won by himself, and his feelings for Qin nuan'er will not change because of mercy.
"She doesn't belong to you, so she can't be taken away." Xuanyuan Mo said, "I also know that nuan'er has always regarded you as a relative. What I want to say is that you are also a very important person to her."
"It's not a lover, what's the difference between important and ordinary?" Xuanyuan's ink directly made him feel merciful and speechless. He thought for a moment before answering.
"If she only regards you as an ordinary person, she won't feel bad even if I kill you now."
"But obviously, you are not, so if you go to the enemy country, she will be sad if she knows about it."
"She has made me so sad. What does it matter if I make her sad?" he smiled mercifully at himself. The most important thing is that he couldn't confirm whether Qin nuan'er would be sad for him.
He even felt too low to ask her.
"Loving someone should be a blessing. If you really love her, you should stop."
"Now, how can it stop?"
"In that case, show mercy. I want to say that you don't love nuan'er." Xuanyuan Mo opened his mouth and said the truth.
Xuanyuan Mo finally knew that mercy was always different from him, with different views and different perspectives. Mercy was not as warm as he imagined.
Because if you really love, you will not hesitate to choose to make her happy. He is like this. Obviously, mercy is not.
"No, I love her most, and I only love her." he was silent for a long time and finally recovered from Xuanyuan Mo's words.
"From beginning to end, you love yourself."
Xuanyuanmo always speaks directly, but this is obviously not what he wants to hear.
"You're not me, how can you know I don't love her?" he smiled mercifully. His red lips were like a bloodthirsty devil. He took out a dried daffodil from his arms and put it on the tip of his nose to smell it carefully.
"I love her so much that I'm willing to give up everything," he said. "But xuanyuanmo, can you do this? You keep saying that you love her more than I do, but I'm sure you can't do it."
"Ha ha," looking at Xuanyuan Mo, who didn't answer his question, he suddenly laughed wantonly.
Yes, Xuanyuan Mo dare not, because he has too many concerns in his heart. He can't be so desperate as to be merciful. He has his family. In addition to Qin nuan'er, he has many very important people.
He still carries an unshirkable responsibility on his shoulder
"You're right. I can't be as free and easy as you." Xuanyuan Mo replied after a long time.
"But I can protect her and try not to hurt her. I will give her everything I have." Xuanyuan Mo's voice is very light, but it shows a weight that can not be ignored.
He had never said these words to anyone before. He even said such affectionate words for the first time, but to a man.
He said:
"Be merciful, I may not be as determined as you, but my love for her will never be less than you. Moreover, I will let Nuan live happily, rather than torture each other like you." because in my opinion, the best way to love someone is to make her happy.
"Xuanyuan Mo, aren't you tired?"
"Hmm?" Xuanyuan Mo puzzled