Chapter 303

"I know, I know, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"Don't say sorry, because I'm willing to do all this." she reached out and wiped the tears off his face. She also said, "in this life, it's not long to say it's short, and it's not short to say it's long. You didn't apologize to anyone. You've always dared to love and hate. If you hadn't loved her for so many years, I wouldn't love you so much.

On the seat, the love of Honglian is not the infatuated you. Now, it's not too late. We're still alive. You're still fine. It's not too late. "

"Honglian, do you blame me?" their tears have gradually stopped, and they all seem to be invisible to the people around them. Honglian has been sitting on mercy, and mercy, as if he doesn't feel at all. He doesn't know he's tired or feel tired.

"Strange." Honglian smiled, because she had just cried and because the process had been too painful, so her smiles were sour. "When I saw that she didn't know how to refuse you, I blamed you for not having eyes and giving your sincerity to such a heartless woman."

"When I saw her risking herself for another man, I blamed you for loving someone with only others in mind. When I saw her wholeheartedly loving others for Bill's sake, even desperate to follow and even dislike you for being redundant, I hated you. I hated you for treating me like this. I blamed you for being stupid, stupid and having such beautiful eyes The eyes are blind, but on the seat, I know it's no use blaming you. "

"At that time, I was thinking that if I couldn't change you, I could at least change myself, so I tried to turn myself into your favorite appearance. I became less willful and speechless. I became a person who even I couldn't see. You still didn't want to look at me more. Do you know how many times I wanted to go with you Die. "

"When I was in the forbidden area, I really wanted to kill you. I thought, since I can't get it all my life, I'd better die together. At least, we can die together, but I can't give up. How many times have I put the dagger on your neck, but I moved it away at the last minute. I love you so much that I want to kill myself."

Hold Honglian mercifully and tightly. He can no longer say anything. He seems to have lost his language function and can only listen quietly.

In his life, he has been trying not to owe anyone. He even paid his life for this many times. He paid a lifetime of loneliness and life for this, but after all, he is sorry for himself and Honglian.

He gave his last life to Qin nuan'er. In this life, he only left his life of torture and pain. He tortured himself and constantly tortured the people around him. Just as Honglian said, he is the most infatuated person in the world, but also the most ruthless person.

But in fact, in the final analysis, it was just because his obsession was too deep.

Someone once said that obsession with such things hurt people and hurt himself. At first, he didn't believe it. He belongs to the kind of person who doesn't hit the south wall. He thought that even if he hit the south wall, he would feel enough if he could look at him more.

He was blinded by jealousy and once felt that since he couldn't get it, he would just destroy it directly. Therefore, sometimes he even thought that even if he was sorry for liruo, it would be good for her to hate, because even if he hated, it also proved that there was always such a small position in her heart that belonged to him.

He never wanted to live a good life, so he regarded the kindness of the people around him as air. He thought, he doesn't even care about himself, how can he care about them?

Over the years, he doesn't know what Honglian has done for him because he knows that even if he knows, he can't respond. He thinks he will love liruo until the end of his life. However, now he finds that it's not like that. It's Honglian that he really can't rest assured.

As she said, she had nothing for him.

In this life, the person he is sorry for and the person who owes the most is Honglian.

In this world, there are only Honglian who can't live without him.

He thought that if he could not accept Honglian and let her live a good life, he would really become the most ruthless person.

Show mercy, show mercy

If he had learned to show mercy from the very beginning, perhaps things would not be like this? They don't have to wait so many years to get together. Honglian doesn't need to suffer so much.

"Fool," he said. "If you treat me like this, if I don't love you, I won't even be a person. I think I really know I'm wrong. In the future, rain or shine, I'll show mercy. It's just your mercy on Honglian alone."

"The relationship between us will no longer be just for you. In the future, I will accompany you with whatever you want to do and what you are willing to do. I will never leave or give up."

"If I follow what the book says, as long as my body returns to normal, I can repair the cracks in time and space." after reading the book, I said immediately.

Honglian sat behind him with a happy expression on her face.

"That is to say, it was really because of your body that the space-time crack was closed passively before. Therefore, after they went there, they couldn't find the way back?" Mo Shang listened and spoke out his opinions directly.

"Yes, General Li and Kikyo disappeared only because they were too close to the space-time crack, so they were forcibly rolled over."

"So. Yu Ran... Where's dad?" Li Ruo finally opened his mouth after a moment of silence.

"I didn't find his breath." take care to smell the speech. His face also became a little heavy. "Sorry."

The atmosphere became very tense. Li Ruo really didn't want to call Yu Ran's father before, but she just felt a little uncomfortable. However, at the moment when he suddenly disappeared, she knew how much she cared about the father. All the things he did were forced. At first, she stopped her and Xuanyuan Mo because the former Emperor was in the middle. Later, I have no objection, but I did do a lot of bad things, but in fact, as long as you think carefully, you can know that those things are all for their good.

How could she really blame him and hate him?

"Mom, when will grandpa come back?" Xuanyuan Jun An Yang's small head and red eyes. Xuanyuan Jun's ink on one side rarely didn't speak, but his eyes have explained everything. "

"You all miss him, don't you?"

"You must promise to be good, and he will come back soon." although he said so, if he has no confidence at all, "be merciful, when can the space-time crack open?"

"Just these days, I'm trying to repair it."

"Please."

"Yes." then everyone said something. Liruo and Xuanyuan Mo took their two children to have a rest. In fact, they had a busy time. Moreover, they put so much blood, which worried Qingyan and Xuanyuan Yi. They sent all kinds of supplements every three or five times. Even Qingyan, who never went into the kitchen, learned to cook soup himself.

Xuanyuan Yi and Xuanyuan Xuanyuan gentleman stared at each other. Xuanyuan Yi even ate imperial vinegar because of this, but they were directly ignored by Qingyan.

"If you don't accept it, put one by yourself, and I promise to make you delicious." I remember when Qingyan said that, she raised her knife directly to cut herself, but she was completely beaten back by her next sentence. "Of course, you should listen clearly. What I said is, I promise to send someone to cook delicious food for you." liruo couldn't stand up because of this, and the corners of Qingyan's mouth kept turning up, as if he was very satisfied with his prank.

"No, no, no, I'm not satisfied." xuanyuanyi said, staring at the xuanyuanmo husband and wife sitting on the stool watching the play. It was as sad as if she had robbed his wife.

"What's that?"

"Doesn't it hurt you? Look at you. You haven't been to the kitchen for so long. This time, it's worth a lot of money. But you should do your best. Why do you have to do it yourself? This knife is really a terrible thing." when xuanyuanyi said this, he walked around behind Qingyan and tried to remove the kitchen knife in her hand, But Qingyan found out his intention.

"Who says that I haven't used a kitchen knife before I married you? Even the cooks in Xiangman's building applauded me." she threw the knife to her side at will and was so frightened that xuanyuanyi jumped away. When she saw the kitchen knife crossing his head and firmly fixed behind him, her little heart kept plopping. "Besides, if you really love my mother, you should do it yourself."

Xuanyuanyi was shocked, but she listened carefully, "you said you were good at cooking before you married me? Why didn't I know about this?"

"Hei hei." Qingyan smiled, pulled a stool and sat down. "There are many things you don't know. For example, I'm one of the best cooks. For example, I'm actually proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. For example, I can even embroider..."

Xuanyuanyi was shocked. You know, although they grew up together, he had never seen or heard of these things. In his eyes, Qingyan was the one who dared to hit him with a slingshot at the first meeting, took off his clothes at the second meeting, and dared to marry his tough woman at the third meeting. Where would she do what these little women do?

"Qing'er, to be honest, how many things did you hide from me? Why did you hide from me?" xuanyuanyi swept away at his brother. The strange xuanyuanmo didn't think these things were surprising. "And you Xuanyuan Mo, how do you feel that you know all these things."