"Since he appeared, my habit of not having nightmares for a long time has started again."
"Boss, I'm really scared. I'm afraid that after those things are made public, I'm not prepared enough to face them. My parents are so old, and I'm afraid they can't bear such a blow..." speaking of this, ruosu's mood has become a little excited. She trembled slightly, as if a terrible thing appeared in front of her.
It's like those things that appear in your dreams countless times.
"Don't be afraid." liruo hugged her again. After hearing her words, her mind was still complex. "No matter what happens, we will face it with you. Moreover, things may not be as bad as you think... His appearance is not necessarily a bad thing, is it?"
"And... What I want to tell you is that if a person really loves you, he won't care about your past. What's more, it's not a big deal, so ruosu, you don't have to be so afraid."
She also said, "I think you should face it bravely. If the man outside is what you like, you should tell him bravely. If not, you should also make it clear to him, because you torture the three of you..."
"Three people?" ruosu whispered
"Su Su, if you're willing to come out to see me, does that mean you've forgiven me?" in the suburbs, the man in Tsing Yi was anxious, revealing many surprises and nervousness.
Just yesterday, he received the message from ruosu, "wait for me there at noon in the suburbs tomorrow." although it was just such a simple sentence, it also made him ecstatic. He had been waiting for a long time and always thought that ruosu would never see him again in his life, but when he reached despair, suddenly there was hope, he thought, This may be the best gift God gave him
When he said this, he stretched out his hand and pulled ruosu, but ruosu easily avoided him.
"The reason why I came to see you has nothing to do with not forgiving." ruosu opened her mouth and forced Li An's words back. If she didn't forgive, why did she meet?
"Our boss said that you are a persistent person. You should clearly tell you whether you like it or not."
"... well, do ruosu still like me?" yes, a few years ago, they used to be the best lovers. Although the two families are not famous families, they can also be regarded as equal families.
They fell in love. They even met their parents and were ready to talk about marriage. At that time, something like that suddenly happened. If Su couldn't stand it at that time, it actually had a lot to do with Li'an. She didn't leave. If they saw so cowardly, she even ran to Li'an at the first time of the incident. She told him everything
Her idea at that time was very simple. As Li Ruo said, if a person really loved you, he wouldn't mind whether you were perfect or not. She always thought this was true, but when she finished, the person directly and coldly threw her away.
"You are already like this. How can I marry you?" this was what he said at that time. It was so cold and ruthless. If Su clearly remembered that the morning was a little cold. She fell to the ground and the cold floor stimulated every inch of her skin. It seems to devour her. Unfortunately, the man who used to regard her as a treasure did not come forward to give her a hug. He just stood and looked at her indifferently. His eyes were strange that she couldn't understand.
Only at that moment did she know that she had never really known this man.
She thought that the man who told her every day that he would love her all his life and that no matter what happened, he would not leave her, just because he really wanted to abandon her.
"You're kidding, aren't you? Lian, tell me, you're kidding, aren't you?" she looked up, her hair was in a mess, she looked like a madman, her face was full of tears, her clothes... Even the marks of being pulled and those... Dazzling blood stains.
Li an felt a twinge of pain in his eyes, but when he saw the dazzling blood, he immediately changed his face, stretched out to pull her hand and took it back.
"Although the Li family is not a big family, they can never accept an unclean daughter-in-law, so let's cancel our engagement." at that time, she thought it was a pity that it didn't rain that day, because she wouldn't be killed by lightning. Now, it's not easy to live until now.
After that, Li'an shook his long sleeve and was ready to leave. Although they were already engaged, they were not allowed to meet. At the moment, they were in an alley behind Li's house.
He walked farther and farther away. If Su didn't even have the courage to shout, she didn't know whether he would stop if she did, but such a cold person... Why did she feel so strange?
"Lian." just as his figure was about to turn around the corner and open the small door in his backyard, ruosu suddenly opened his mouth.
That was the most desperate look Lian had ever seen, because he stopped and turned around. He heard her ask her.
"If I'm worried that marrying me will discredit your family, I won't marry. I just want to know if you said you loved me before is it true?"
"... if I don't mind my identity, I don't want the identity of my wife, even if it's a Tongfang or a concubine, would you still accept me?" ruosu was so stupid at that time. When Li An said that, she was worried that she couldn't withstand the pressure from the family, so she thought that as long as Li an loved her, she didn't mind her identity. Moreover, such a thing happened to her now, I felt sorry for him. She didn't have the most precious thing of a woman, so she was not qualified to marry him in the open... So she thought that as long as he still loved her, she would have no complaints even if she just followed him as a humble Tongfang.
She looked at Li'an with expectation in her eyes
"Ruosu." Li an finally opened his mouth, with some tangles on his face, but in the end, he covered all the tangles and replaced it with a decision.
"It doesn't matter whether I love you or not." he said. Hearing the speech, ruosu's heart has cooled a lot, but she didn't speak and still looked at him with expectation. Maybe she just couldn't speak because her heart was too painful at that time.
"I'm really sorry that such a thing happened to you, but it has happened, so we can only face it, right?"
He didn't wait for ruosu's answer, because ruosu didn't dare to answer at all. She was worried that if she was right, he would leave her completely
"Ruosu, you are dirty, my family will not agree to our marriage, and I will never marry you..."
"You know, I'm taking the imperial examination now. If I pass it, I will have the opportunity to continue to take the examination in three or five years... You say, with my ability, can I pass the examination?"
If Su bites his lips, the pink and tender lips will be bright red immediately. His ability is very good. She has always said that he will be able to win the title in the future
But how dare she answer?
She is not a fool. How could she not guess what he meant now?
Oh
It's agreed to envy only mandarin ducks but not immortals?
Say good wish to get a heart, white head does not leave?
Liars are liars
No, she shook her head crazily. She didn't want to answer this question. She didn't dare and was afraid.
But Li'an was obviously determined to let her completely lose her heart, so he continued, "as you said, I will be on the top of the list in the future. You said, if I was really in high school, how can I allow a joke full of dirt around me? I am a person who pursues perfection. I don't want you anymore."
"So ruosu... Whether I love you or not, we can only do this."
"Whether you accept it or not."
"It's almost dawn. If you really have a little affection for me, please leave quickly. If you are misunderstood to be defiled by me, I can't wash it by jumping into the Yellow River. I don't want to pick up other people's excrement."
"As for the termination of the engagement, I will explain the situation to my parents when I go back. The termination letter will be sent to your house today. We will give you more compensation for the bride price. Let's take it as some comfort for you."
He also said, as for the bride price, your family doesn't have to send it back. I don't want it at all.
With these words, he really went back without nostalgia. If he wanted to speak, but something seemed to be stuck in his neck. She felt uncomfortable because she couldn't speak for a long time. She thought she would cry, but she found that when a person was desperate to a certain extent, she couldn't cry.
The small door in the backyard was pushed open again. Ruosu saw Li'an's head stretched out again and his eyes sent out hope again, but... Gradually, it became self mockery.
It doesn't matter if as like as two peas.
Double Qi bands around the waist, and dreams are concentric knots.
Before, he relied on her to give it to him. When she was forced to wear it, her mother said, "Hey, my daughter is old, and she has someone else in her heart." she felt shy at that time, but she was full of sweetness, but now
This man actually gave back to her what he wanted in the past
How ironic.
"Lian." she finally opened her mouth, her voice hoarse, stunned Lian for a moment, but it was only a moment. "Ruosu, don't say any more entanglement. It's not necessary. You know me. Nothing will change when you make a decision." before ruosu spoke, Li an took the lead.
This time, she cut ruosu's heart completely and sprinkled salt "kindly" by the way, which made her unable to breathe.