Chapter 319

"I know there is a big gap between myself and you, so after being sad, I think I should try my best. I picked up the book again. I think you can play for my country, so can I. you are so excellent, but I can definitely become a person side by side with you..."

"Su Su. I did it. I'm the No. 1 scholar in liberal arts this year. I really did it."

Ruosu has mixed feelings in his heart. Although what Li An said is not complete, he can guess what days he has lived these years by imagination

But... After so many years late, can they still be together?

His tone is full of excitement and pride, if Su can understand it, but... They can't go back, can they?

"Lian, I'm really happy to hear what you said." ruosu smiled and her face was relieved. Although it all proved that her hatred over the years was superfluous, what does it matter? At least at the moment, when she heard these words, she was happy, wasn't she?

Li'an didn't disappoint her. She never loved the wrong person. Although those words made her uncomfortable for so many years, what's wrong with Li'an?

Who can guarantee that he will not make mistakes when he is young, and who can know what kind of mood he will be in the future?

Li'an is really good. He is worthy of her love. However, it is really just once. Now, so many years later, she has long lost her original feeling.

She doesn't blame Li'an. She doesn't blame Li'an for losing her self-confidence. She doesn't regret that she once wanted to commit suicide, but she is also glad that if she didn't bathe in the wind, she wouldn't be so desperate, wouldn't go to Li'an, and wouldn't want to die. But in fact, if it wasn't for them, she didn't have such achievements now, didn't she?

Although she put all her good years in the military camp, in fact, this is what she has been grateful for.

She is grateful that she met liruo when she was in the most depression. She is grateful that the strong woman has given her the same strength. Now she is no longer a disgrace to her family. She has a beautiful family. Her parents still love her. She has the most trusted partners. Every member of the Dragon team is her solid backing. She also has... The closest partner and the best master, she thinks, Her life is perfect enough. She doesn't want to change anything

"Su Su, you... Still won't forgive me, right?" Li An is just a scholar. After going through such ups and downs, he is already exhausted and the blood on his neck is still flowing. Ruo Su just sounded what he had just done to him, and then

She picked up the dagger and directly cut a piece of her sleeve to bandage him.

"Sorry, I was too excited just now." ruosu didn't answer his question. Ruosu directly changed the topic, "wrap it up like this for the time being, and then disinfect and wrap it again after going back." her tone was very much like routine, and Li'an frowned slightly. Ruosu's tone made him a little uncomfortable

"Su Su, answer my question. Did you or didn't you forgive me?" he pulled ruosu's hand, which was being bandaged. Ruosu tried to smoke, but failed.

She looked at him, and he was looking at her, one with no waves, the other with great excitement.

"There is no reason not to forgive." he knew that if he did not answer, Li anding would not give up. If he had to, he had to answer. "It's true that I asked you out today just to end our past." she said. At the smell of the speech, Li An's hands tightened a little.

"Do you remember this place?" ruosu looked behind him. It was a vast forest. Like many places, there was no special place

"Of course." don't look back. Lian also remembers them all. It's because he remembers them all, so he thinks that ruozu wants to put everything aside and start over with him, but now it seems that she doesn't like this at all

"It's hard for you to remember." ruosu smiled, as if relieved. "This is the place where we first met. At that time, you were reading under the big tree, and I..." she smiled. The girl who had not been out of the cabinet rarely had a chance to go out, and she got the consent of her mother that day and bought a kite with her good sister to fly

At that time, behind those big trees was a very wide grassland. Unlike now, it was full of lush trees.

Although they went out, they couldn't fly at all. Just a few times, they broke the line, and the kite flew away. All the way, they saw the kite in the tree and the quiet boy under the tree.

At one glance, it is deep.

From then on, she tried her best to find out the name of Li'an, and even broke the Convention to persuade her parents to find a matchmaker to go to Li'an's house. At that time, Li'an who knew these things seemed very surprised, but agreed after meeting ruosu. The adults of the two families had no opinion, although ruosu's behavior was indeed reckless, But it can also be regarded as special. At that time, Li'an thought that such a beautiful and special woman could like him. It was also his blessing to China. Since then, they began to make a double entry pair

I just didn't expect that when changes come, people will always be caught off guard.

"I thought that if I came here today, you would still be the same bastard as a few years ago, and I would kill you myself." ruosu smiled. Now I'm glad that although I'm impulsive, I didn't kill him so calmly. Otherwise, I won't have a chance to regret.

"After killing me... Are you committing suicide?" Li an opened his mouth and directly said that ruosu was in her mind, but ruosu was not the same as before. She was said that central thought would not bow her head shyly. She smiled directly and answered readily.

"The boss has always taught us that we are warriors to protect our country. Even if we have the ability, we must not kill innocent people. If I really do it to you, then I have made a big taboo. Regardless of the boss's words, Cheng Ziheng and I have taken over most of the cases in the capital these years. I know more about the laws of the country than anyone else If I kill you and go to jail or have your head beheaded, it's better to commit suicide. At least in this way, I can die more simply. "

"Ruosu." Li'an was surprised that she wanted to break the law.

"Fortunately, I didn't really do it, didn't I?" she smiled and didn't care. It's not that she doesn't care about the law, but because her current thought is that as long as she hasn't started, it's saved. This thing also reminds her that she must be calm when she meets something in the future. At least, she must give the other party a chance to explain, otherwise, The only thing in the world is regret medicine.

"Well, now you can let go of me?" ruosu smiled and took back her hand directly after saying hello. It was not really that she couldn't struggle just now, but because Li'an was more excited. She was afraid that things would backfire, but now it seems that she is not the only one who has changed in recent years, and Li'an has clearly matured a lot, isn't she?

He will not be impulsive or entangled, but he will know what he wants to know. If Su smiles and is stubborn, it is the same as before.

"Ruosu, it's true that you did this... You don't want to start over with me, right?" his expression was a little strange. He wanted to ask with a smile, but his heart was obviously sadder than ever. Maybe he already knew that after this came out, they were really impossible

But has it been like this?

Even if ruosu really doesn't love him, he thinks, what if he has a little chance after he speaks?

So he can't give up at all, can he?

"Lian, people are moving forward. In fact, we have been separated for so many years. Do you really think we can go back?" ruosu kept laughing. She wanted to say a beautiful goodbye to herself in the past.

"You should look ahead. You should look for a future that only belongs to you."

"We can't let go of the past, can we? The past days may be sweet or bitter, but they are green after all. The feelings at that time... We thought it might be a lifetime, but suddenly broke when we weren't careful. In fact... We should give ourselves a chance to move forward again, shouldn't we?"

"..." Li an was silent when he heard the speech. He bowed his head, which made people wonder what he was thinking.

After a long time, he looked up again. He looked at ruosu seriously and then said, "so ruosu, will you be happy if you leave me?"

"I think so." ruosu nodded. The answer was what Lian wanted, but it was also what he didn't want. He was just thinking that if ruosu really wanted to pursue a new life, he should let her free. After all, he owed her too much for so many years.

But

"So... Can you give me the last hug?" he said. It's just a hug. Even if it's the best explanation for their waiting for so many years, then they will gradually go away, and they will find their own real happiness.

It was just a hug. If Su must not refuse, she smiled and stretched out her hands to him.

"I wish you happiness, Ruo su." then, the cold lips fell on the tip of her eyebrows

If Su was stunned for a moment, he could understand. It's just a touch of the water. When you touch it, you've let go. However, in another person's heart, you don't feel like this.

Cheng Ziheng came after ruosu came. Ruosu's reaction has been very strange since this man appeared. Then she ran to say goodbye to him yesterday, and said goodbye very solemnly.