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Yu Ling Jing and Qi Wan were seated facing each other, each holding a cup of tea, slowly drinking. Suddenly, the man spoke. His voice was deep and low. "Actually, I have a special understanding of what you want to take revenge on."

"You understand that, but I don't see it." He always felt that what he said was especially funny. He had never lost anyone, so how could he understand such an emotion?

"Then let me tell you this, my childhood?" Yu Ling Jing slowly closed his eyes, recalling the past. More than ten years had passed, but many things were still fresh in his mind, and he would never forget them.

Yu Lingjing was the late emperor's youngest son, and he received a lot of favors when he was born. Even though the late emperor had no lack of sons, he had grown up to be a fan and sculpted son.

Ever since she was young, the old nanny at her side had told him that Yu Ling Jing was his mother's lucky star. Because of his arrival, her mother had been promoted from the position of concubine to that of concubine. Even his not-so-prominent family members had received many benefits. His mother was always smiling gently in front of him, just like the warmth of the winter sun. However, there were also many times when he would secretly peek at his mother sitting alone in the corner, in a daze, frowning with exhaustion in his eyes and face.

However, at that time, he was still young. He was simply unable to understand why his mother, even though she was clearly very well off, would always have a worried expression on her face. Hai, he realized that every time he ran over to tell his mother to hug him, her mother would give him a real smile and then hug him, gently coaxing him. Her mother had given him the best love in the world.

As for her father, who was also the late emperor, he gave her a lot of things. She wanted to accompany him and play with him, but she liked him even more and wanted to see his studies to receive the praise of his teacher. His martial arts had improved a lot, but he didn't like this kind of situation. He wanted his father to simply accompany him, chat with him and accompany his mother, but she knew that this was an extremely extravagant wish.

In this palace, there was no concubine who could be doting on him for a long time. Although Yu Lingjing's position as an imperial concubine had improved due to him, he didn't have the backing of his parents. Although his position was not as awkward as those who had turned from a palace maid to a concubine, he could not say much on many occasions. He could not be impudent, and of course, he also did not want to let it go. If others were angered, they could still vent their anger on someone lower than them, but since he was so kind, she would never take her anger out on him.

However, people who were too kind in the palace never got any benefits. In order to be young and truly have to protect themselves in the palace, they had to learn how to scheme, and how to guard against others. But his mother was just that kind. He never hurt anyone, but that didn't mean he would let them hurt him. Therefore, he was always extremely low-key in his heart. The clothes he wore were also as plain as he could be. She didn't fight for it. Unfortunately, there were always some people who were sick with red eyes and disliked everyone. He would mock those who were worse off than him, and those who were better off, he would be jealous.

She wasn't favoured by the Emperor, but because you didn't have a concubine to look for, even if those concubines came here sometimes, it would just be a few sarcastic remarks from them. He can ignore them, but after the Emperor's occasional favor, she got pregnant and then the trouble came again, even though he was careful enough that the concubines didn't succeed in their plot, he had successfully given birth to this child.

But this also meant that his life would no longer be peaceful. There would be people who would want to hurt him and his children. He had to make himself stronger. Yu Ling Jing was a very smart person, but to a smart person, she was only a woman. He would be very fragile, and she needed the protection of others, but the people she could rely on didn't want to protect her. Yu Ling Jing looked at his mother's gentle smile as she silently cried.

He felt that there was always a sense of worry in his mother's eyes about the future, and he looked at her with a look of love and concern and regret.

When Yu Ling Jing was six years old, he had a vague feeling of unease. Whatever he had learned was about to happen, and he felt that he was about to lose something very important to him.

It was an exceptionally cold winter, and the ponds inside the Emperor's Crown Garden were covered with a thin layer of ice. After one dinner, Yu Lingjing was led around the garden by his mother. There were no servants around, and although he was young at that time, his royal brother was now twenty years old. Yu Lingjing and her son met their group on the stone bridge in the garden. Their seniority was low, and they bowed to each other in respect. Just as they were about to leave. Suddenly, someone fell into the water. This had nothing to do with them. Yu Lingjing stood blankly by his side, watching everything. His mother was secretly crying out inside her head that things were not going well. It seemed like she wouldn't be able to escape. They must be well-prepared. The next thing he needed to do was think of a way to protect his child.

The guards in the palace came to rescue the people who fell in the water. It was the Imperial Bodyguard, and although there was nothing serious, it was impossible to avoid the cold from soaking in the cold water. However, what happened next caught Yu Lingjing off guard. After waking up, Yu Lingjing told the Emperor that he was the one who pushed him down.

Yu Lingjing couldn't react at all. He stared blankly at his brother, who had been good to him. But his brother didn't explain him. Although he didn't say anything, he was just like that. He was serious with his children, speaking nonsense and acquiescing … A chill went down Yu Lingjing's spine. His mother was standing silently by his side, and he knew that there was no point in trying to explain himself.

"The child is still young and not Jing Er. Actually, it's me. However, because of the location earlier, Han Feng assumed that it was his uncle who did it. Actually, I'm not. I've always held a grudge against the crown prince. I'm jealous of him. "Jing Er has such a kind and kind relationship, how could he do such a malicious thing? I was the one who did it. I hope the emperor can be merciful and punish me alone." Yu Lingjing's mother fell to her knees and kowtowed with all her might. Yu Lingjing looked at his mother's bleeding forehead and couldn't do anything. He knew what his own mother wanted to do. He just wanted her to protect him. As long as she took all the sins, then his royal father would think of his old relationship and leave him with his life.

"How dare you." How could he not be angry? However, how could he not know whose fault all these actions were? It was just that he chose to indulge himself. Some things can be simplified and simplified, and very few people in this palace care about what others feel. "Wouldn't it be alright if I was happy?" A death sentence can be avoided, but for now, scram to the Cold Palace. "

"Father, are you going to let mother go?" Yu Ling Jing also knelt on the ground, wanting to plead for his mother, but to no avail.

"I've already let it go." The emperor flicked his sleeve and turned around to leave. Yu Lingjing stared fiercely at the back of his father, so this was his father. These feelings were so fragile.

However, just because the emperor let him go didn't mean that others would let him go. There was a sudden news that Yu Lingjing's mother committed suicide in the cold palace. Yu Lingjing knew that it was impossible for her mother to commit suicide because she hadn't seen him for the last time. When Yu Lingjing saw his mother's last time, he actually saw relief from the cold and stiff expression on her face. He didn't know why his mother was like this, perhaps because she had lived too hard.

Yu Lingjing was raised by a concubine, but the emperor no longer doted on him. He suddenly lost his mother and his father's favor. However, he knew that he had to be strong and live well, because he knew that he was his mother's only concern in this world. Although the concubine who had raised him treated her well, that was all. He also thought about taking revenge, but he discovered that he really couldn't do it. He didn't know who to blame, and whether to blame Yu Feng? You little brat, if it wasn't for someone else instigating you, how could you have done such a thing? Blame that royal brother of his. He knew that Huang Song wouldn't do something like that. Although that royal brother of hers really wanted to get the throne, he wouldn't casually injure the innocent. However, his silence at that time represented that they would never be able to be like brothers again. At that time, she was still young, so there was nothing she could do. By the time he grew up, the real mastermind had already died. He wanted to avenge his mother, but he really had no place to do so. Then there was the feeling of enmity, but not being able to hold it. Who could experience it?

He would never forget that day, the changes that had occurred. He finally understood why his mother always had a worried expression on her face. In his memory, he rarely saw his mother, so he revealed the most brilliant smile. Thus, he hated this palace to the extreme. Thus, when he was very young, he had followed those generals to the battlefield. While the other warriors were homesick, he was enjoying his life, a life of slaughter.