Chapter 196 - Real Reason

Suddenly hugging her like that really caught her off guard. Still, her gaze softened. For some reason, Lyn felt a sense of calmness being like this with him. But....perhaps somehow she's relieved somewhat. Lyn That was until Allen's brother had contacted her and made her mind up. Initially, Lyn still hesitated regarding the matter with Kazuya, but after she spoke with Prince Shiki - she made her mind up. While there is a reason why she is doing this, she won't expose it for now.

"Allen," Lyn spoke slowly but paused.

Although Lyn that they had a lot to speak about. She didn't expect it to turn out like this. Uwaa, he's really hugging her. It's only a hug and yet Lyn felt his breath, and her body pressed against his. How many times has he embraced already? However, this was the first time he's ever done something like this. There was something about it that was making her heart skip a beat. Then again, whenever she made the slightest contact with Allen in the past, she got nervous like this. It's probably because of her feelings for her.

Ah stupid, she really is no good with stuff like this. Getting fl.u.s.tered, although she has a boyfriend. And yet Kazuya still told her to come here. Kazuya is an idiot too, this whole thing...

"Please hear me out...". After awhile the pale blonde hair boy finally speaks up, her eyes went wide, hearing his tone. Is he afraid?

Lyn reached over and caressed his cheeks, "Take a deep breath, and tell me what the problem is okay?"

....

Stables 11:30 PM

"I'm sorry I'm late," Lyn apologized as she catches her breath. "Allen didn't sleep until late." It was difficult for her to casually leave when he was still around. Or rather, it felt like he was purposely staying awake today. How on earth can she keep up this act if Allen is already suspicious on the first day? She believed her act earlier was flawless. Lyn wanted to tell him the truth, but when she saw how Allen reacted to her confession, she hesitated.

It's not like Allen likes her, right? This wouldn't hurt him? Lyn wasn't sure anymore. But she didn't have time to worry about this.

Kazuya caressed her cheeks, and laughed, "Your all red. You didn't have to run here."

But, Lyn was afraid he would leave if she didn't arrive quickly. Lyn wrapped her arms around Kazuya and held him tightly; she really missed him. She informed him about Allen. "He seemed surprised and told me not to be foolish."

Kazuya laughed, "I see."

"Kazuya, are you upset? You know I don't want to. But if my cousin is really back, for your own safety..."

"I already understand Lyn," Kazuya gently kissed her lips, "It's only temporary right?"

Lyn nodded. She wasn't really going to break things off with Kazuya. Why would she do that? She loves him so much. However, her gaze darkened when she recalled her last encounter with that man. If that man is here, it would explain why sister could take such drastic actions.

"But I'll miss cuddling with you, can I still visit you?"

"At night," Lyn murmured, "But only then, okay?"

"Mmm, at least we can still sleep together."

Sleep t-- Lyn hit him and moved away from Kazuya. "Ouch, that hurt..."

Lyn sighed, "Are you serious about that?"

"Despite what it looks like, I'm a horny teen with desires."

"I thought you had no experience and interest in girls before...this. If you keep acting this way, I'll think differently."

"I've had no one but you," Kazuya nodded, "It's true. Up till I met you, I was only used as a tool."

His words do sound sincere, "Then, how come?"

Kazuya smiled, "I don't understand it myself. But whenever I'm with you, these things come naturally to me," he trailed off, "Say, Lyn?"

"Yes?"

"I know you probably still like him."

"Kazuya."

"But, I'll prove to you that I'm capable. Nobody will question our relationship then."

What is he going to do? Is it something dangerous? Lyn lightly pulled away from his hold and saw a serious look on Kazuya's face. 'It is something dangerous, should she stop him?' Lyn was very conflicted. She's happy that he will do so much for her sake. But, she doesn't want his eyes to look like this.

No, something else seems wrong here. That dark look aside, it looks like he is in pain. His movements, when he caught her in his arms, seemed unusual.

"I want to kiss you Kazuya, can I?"

"Uhh, my cute and adorable Lyn your so bold today. But why do I get a bad feeling from this?"

She tugged on his clothing and Kazuya turned red.

"Wait, what are you doing?"

"Taking this off."

"Wo--woah," Kazuya exclaimed, "Time out, I know I said it was okay and that you agreed. But wait, what is with this development."

Lyn frowned and leaned forward the moment she did; however, she loosened his clothes. When she saw the purple wound on his shoulders, her gaze dimmed.

Kazuya sweat fell, "I can explain."

"You can? Really?"

"I got into a fight with some soldiers."

"Soldiers?" her gaze hardened as she took the medkit out. Thankfully she always carried it around with her. Lyn took out the necessary bottles, wool, and bandages.

"Soldiers are weaklings. They are. They just —" Lyn cut him off with a hiss when she dabs the first glob of medication on his forehead.

He reached over up and grabbed hold of her wrist, "Careful," he reminds her through clenched teeth.

"Sorry!" Lyn apologized. Oh, gosh, how embarrassing. What on earth is she doing? How stupid.

Kazuya let's go of her wrist, and she pressed her fingers to his forehead again, more softly this time. Lyn kept glancing at him to confirm whether she was doing okay and he nods sharply, so Lyn continued.

"You should be careful," Lyn quietly said.

"I am careful."

Lyn frowned, "Since your careful, why did you still get hurt?" she challenged, "Be more careful, so you don't get a single wound. If you got seriously hurt then," Lyn didn't even want to finish that sentence.

"Lyn, this wound is tiny. I've had worse before."

"But even so, if something happens to you, I.."

What would happen to her if Kazuya dies unexpectedly during this plan of his? Lyn understood how strong he was, but that did little to dispel her unease. How can she? No matter how much Lyn racked her head, she couldn't come up with anything at all.