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Ji Yunkai knew that there was no meaning in tangling with the past, but tonight, or perhaps at this moment, she felt wronged in his heart. If she hadn't said it out loud, she would definitely have suffocated to death.

She had always acted like she didn't care, because she had always reminded herself that she should use her reason to see things unfold and not be emotional.

Her heart was bitter, resentful, and hateful. However, she kept on telling herself: Ji Yunkai, where is your rationality?

She knew that Xiao Jiu'an had spoiled her so much that she would lose her temper even if she spoiled him. Logic told her that she shouldn't complain to Xiao Jiu'an, but emotionally, she couldn't.

She knew that this was the only time. If she did not say out her grievances and anger this time, she would never be able to speak out.

"Xiao Jiu'an, do you know how much I hated you back then?" Ji Yunkai buried herself in Xiao Jiu'an's embrace, and said with a sobbing tone.

At this moment, she no longer had her previous anger. She was only narrating her current feelings.

"Do you know how proud I am? I've never begged so many people to abandon me in my entire life. That was the first time I begged someone like that. No need to be arrogant, no need for dignity, no need for a future. I gave up on everything, and only begged you … But you see me as a bug, stepping on me, stepping on all my pride and dignity. "

"At that time, I truly wished to kill you. However, I was useless. I was unable to do so. I was unable to kill you. I can only open my eyes and watch you leave. "

"Later on, you found me some medicine, but … I can't thank you. I once flaunted my sincerity to you, and you even stepped on it with your bare feet. I couldn't help but look down on it, and now I have no other choice. "

"Yun Kai... "Sorry, sorry." Xiao Jiu'an felt that her heart was being tightly grabbed by someone's hand, and the pain was extremely intense.

He was clearly holding Ji Yunkai in his arms, but... His heart, however, was empty, and he felt like it was full. This feeling was very contradictory, even he did not understand it himself, he only knew that at this moment, Ji Yunkai was very close to him, and also very far away from him …

But, at this moment, Ji Yunkai's emotions had calmed down. She raised his head, opened his eyes that were filled with tears, and looked at Xiao Jiu'an, laughing cruelly: "Xiao Jiu'an, do you know? That was the first time, and the only time, that I sincerely offered it to you. From now on, no matter how good you are to me and how much you love me, I will never be able to show you my true feelings like I did then. I was afraid, afraid of being trampled again, afraid of being humiliated again. Xiao Jiu'an, do you know? "I'll never forget it. I'll cry and beg you. I'll never forget the scene of you turning around and leaving …"

Just like how her mother had abandoned her that year. She would never forget the scene of that woman slowly walking out of her line of sight.

At that time, she was still young, but by then, she already knew what had happened. She even knew that if she kept crying and begging, there might still be a way to save things, but she did not.

That woman didn't want her anymore. She didn't want her anymore. She would never truly take that woman to be a mother again. It was just like …

The current her could no longer hold a single pure heart in front of Xiao Jiu'an.

She was afraid, afraid to pay the price again, and what she got in return was a bloody abandonment.

Ji Yunkai's tone was very light and his tone extremely relaxed, but every single word that she said was like a knife, slicing through his heart.

Once, he was able to obtain all of Ji Yunkai's pure and simple feelings, but he had actually destroyed them with his own hands, and destroyed the feelings that he currently dreamt of.

However, he could not blame Yun Kai, and he could not regret it either. The only thing he could do, was treat Ji Yunkai better.

"Yun Kai, it's me, it's me … No, no, you're not, I hurt you first. It doesn't matter, you don't have to show your sincerity in front of This King. This King will show you his sincerity, okay? " Xiao Jiu'an increased her strength once again and tightly held Ji Yunkai in his embrace.

Xiao Jiu'an's strength caused Ji Yunkai to feel pain, but she did not cry out in pain.

"Yun Kai, This King is serious." He could see uncertainty in Yun Kai's eyes.

He knew that Yun Kai's body would accept him, but Yun Kai's heart did not.

Everything that had happened in the past pierced Ji Yunkai's heart like a thorn, but...

Ji Yunkai said and personally dug out that bloody thorn. This meant that he still had a chance, a chance to heal her wounds.

"I'm serious too, even though... Your sincerity may not get all of my sincerity, but at least I have true love for you. " If she did not like Xiao Jiu'an, she would not have backed down, nor compromise, much less say such words tonight.

She had always been rational. If she didn't know clearly about Xiao Jiu'an's tolerance and feelings for her, why would she reveal her grievances in front of Xiao Jiu'an?

She had been feeling wronged for so many years, she was already used to doing nothing and putting everything at heart. If Xiao Jiu'an hadn't given her enough security, how would she have let herself go and said all these?

"My prince, I have been hurt by you and have been hurt until I'm bleeding. I can't unreservedly love you right now, but as long as you don't betray me, I, Ji Yunkai, won't. In this lifetime, if I am your Prince Yanbei's Wife, I will only be your Prince Yanbei's Wife. " Ji Yunkai closed her eyes and leaned on Xiao Jiu'an's chest.

If nothing unexpected happened, this man's chest would be her reliance in this lifetime …

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