When Fu Chenrong heard the news, Su Jiusi leaned on the chair in the study with his back to Fu Chenrong.
Fu Chenrong couldn't see Su Jiusi's expression clearly because his back was facing him. He went to Su Jiusi's back and held her in his arms.
Su Jiusi leaned on him quietly for a long time and said, "Shen Rong, I killed Bingyun."
There's only one fairy fruit in Saint Gu's place. Even if there's a second one, it's useless. Her poison will still attack.
He has already found out this matter for a long time. Once it is more than three months, Su Jiusi's poisonous insects will definitely attack. At that time, even the great Luo immortal will not be able to save Su Jiusi.
This is the first time that they have different opinions. It's also the first time that Su Jiusi said this kind of words to him after they were together. The alienation in the words made him more and more uncomfortable. However, he would not do what Su Jiusi said this time. He can't take such a risk with Su Jiusi.
Su Jiusi bit her lip and said nothing. She pulled out her hand and said, "I want to be alone tonight."
"There's no other way. Jiuer, we don't have time. You still have Liyuan and Qingcheng. Qingcheng will give birth to grandchildren soon. If you like children, we'll adopt more. Jiusi, listen to me this time, OK?"
"I'm ready for this, but he's still here. It's God's will. Maybe there will be a way. We still have so long to find another way."
Hearing that Su Jiusi wanted to keep the child, Fu Chenrong shook his head, "Jiusi, what I care about most is your body. I can have no son in my life, but I can't live without you."
She knew that she should take away the child, but she was really reluctant to give up. She wanted to give birth to the child, even if it was a risk, she also wanted to have a try. After rebirth, her life was full of risks.
But in a short time, I have thought about many things and made a decision.
Before Fu Chenrong came, she had been sitting alone in her study for a while.
If it was normal, Su Jiusi would feel pain. She didn't feel anything. She took Fu Chenrong's hand and put it on her stomach. Her voice was very gentle. "Chenrong, she's in it. This is our first child. How about leaving him?"
Fu Chenrong wants to say that they can't leave the child and touch Su Jiusi's eyes. He can't say this. He is heartbroken and holds Su Jiusi's hand harder.
"How can I not understand, just let you suffer so many grievances." Fu Chenrong went to Su Jiusi and squatted in front of her, holding Su Jiusi's hand in both hands, "Jiusi, I..."
"You know me."
"Bingbing came to me and told me everything. Jiusi, I'm sorry. It's my fault. I didn't protect you well." Fu Chenrong held Su Jiusi tightly, and he felt very uncomfortable.
Su Jiusi's voice was very low, with a feeling of exhaustion in his tone.
"She's one of your people. Would you blame me for killing her without your consent?"
"I know that already."
Although he was reluctant to give up his children and had hoped for the children of two people, he was even more reluctant to give up Su Jiusi. If he wanted to exchange her life for a child, he would rather be childless all his life.
"Jiusi..."
Fu Chenrong called, but Su Jiusi didn't reply and didn't look at Fu Chenrong.