I'm not a liar, because I'm too lazy to weave more lies to cover up. It makes me angry to be exposed by Murphy. Why the hell am I lying?! Am I happy?! The complicated anger dominates my reason. I press my hands on the table and lean forward. In order to cover up the tension and keep my voice from shaking, I try my best to suppress my voice and ask in a deep voice: "I only said half of the truth, but Murphy, how many truth did you tell me? I lied to you, didn't you
Murphy heard the words, the face of panic and timidity was immediately replaced by a strong, "I never told you a lie!"
"Deception itself is a kind of lie!" I think it's baffling that a kind of suppressed emotion erupted like magma and spewed out irresistibly. "I said that when you used the questionnaire to test me, did you hear that?! Why do you say those words to the fringe on my back? Don't you know my relationship with the fringe? "
Fei is the proud daughter of heaven. Mo Yizhi, the chairman of the board of directors, also loves her very much. I'm afraid that I'm the first guy who dares to yell at her, except for Wu Xueqing? There was shame and timidity in her eyes, but she was obstinate and forceful: "but you have nothing to do with now. You are also your friends. Why can't I say those words to her?!"
"Friend? Another friend! " I have completely forgotten the demeanor, a burst of hysterical laughter, only to feel that the eyes are hot, staring at Murphy, I can no longer help but like being driven mad, the general quality asked: "why do you always shake the big flag of friends, and then so upright and strong?! Don't you know that your so-called love will not only make the fringe misunderstood, but also make me misunderstood? "
Speaking out, Murphy was stunned, I was also stunned
said it, finally said it, hidden in the bottom of my heart a lot of many, actually said it all.!!! Super! Hurry up! Head! Murphy's face gradually appears a layer of blush, which is too unbelievable. She stutters when she is articulate. You "
I am also panicked. Knowing what Murphy wants to ask, I cut off her completely subconsciously," I like fringe! "
My hands and feet suddenly became cold, my tense body suddenly became weak and weak
my heart suddenly became warm, my soft body suddenly relaxed and abnormal
it seems that in the just moment, I got some valuable things
but also in that moment, I felt that I had lost something important
Yes, I finally made a thorough choice At the same time of choosing the fringe, I cut off the last reluctant fantasy of Murphy. Murphy's pretty face was bright and dark, staring at my eyes. From complexity to dullness, I couldn't understand what she was thinking, because my own mind was in a mess.
"I'm sorry" Murphy was very human, and he smiled at me apologetically. He said, "I'm too bold. I'm sorry, Chunan. If necessary, I can explain to the fringe. Has she misunderstood?"
"No, she didn't misunderstand" the sudden change of atmosphere made me a little confused. For a moment, my brain was confused. "Sorry, my attitude just now was so impolite"
Murphy just shook his head and didn't mention what happened just now. It seemed that he wanted to take a sip of tea when lifting the cup, but his lips just touched the next edge of the cup, then he put it down and asked me: "how is the progress of Hengxiang there What's the matter? "
I couldn't understand Murphy at all. In an instant, I shifted the topic to the working face. Although it was awkward, I couldn't get it. "The acceptance bill has been received in the week, and the bank said that it can be discounted today and tomorrow at the latest"
"well, I know," Murphy nodded softly. "Wait for the news first. If there is no payment at noon, I'll go next Accompany me in the afternoon. I will go to the bank in person. Just keep an eye on Guo Xiang. "
Murphy asked me to come to the office. It was about this thing. Seeing that she buried herself in the document and stopped talking, I asked tentatively, "Mr. Murphy, if there is nothing else, I will go out first."
"OK." Murphy did not lift his head. He took a ball point pen out of the pen barrel and scratched it in the document. He didn't notice that the pen was still covered with a cap. The atmosphere seemed normal, but it seemed like the calm before the storm. What dangerous things seemed to be wrapped in the heavy air? Of course, I knew where the danger was, so I was witty or busy to escape.
Just walk to the door, Murphy suddenly stopped me, "Chunan!"
I held the doorknob in my hand, but I didn't dare to turn back. "What else?" I was afraid to see Murphy's face at the moment.
"The tassel didn't want to be my assistant. Murphy stopped for a while. His tone changed and he seemed to chuckle," no, it's OK. "
I felt a little stabbing pain in my heart, but more of it was a relief.
Murphy wants to continue to persuade me to be her assistant, but she gives up again. I'm ashamed. Murphy's desire for love, lonely and lonely, may be a little extreme. But she really thinks I'm a friend, but I hurt her intentionally or unintentionally because of my vacillation. As a man, it's out of place, so I can finally laugh frankly, "if something happens, I will You can always tell me, because we are friendsYes, I gave up the last wisp of fantasy and said the words "friend". There is no comfort of self deception, but a trace of bitterness. This is the most real feeling.
Until now, I really face myself. In trying to hide the choking voice, Murphy and I finally become true friends.
For a long time, I heard Murphy's gentle hum. Then I opened the door and went out. There was a kind of refreshing lightness
The tassel is really endurable. She refused to talk to me until she went to the canteen for lunch.
Song Jia asked for leave for half a day today, but now he is still in the future company, and Viagra has slipped away. Liu Xinlei, who was forced by the fringe, felt uncomfortable and always felt like an electric light. The meal is all right. The stinky girl sits at Liu Xinlei's side. She is far away from me like a bug. At last, Liu Xinlei can't see any more.
Pour a glass of orange juice to the fringe. Sister Liu takes the lead in saying, "Su Su, did you go out to play the other day? Did Chu Nan offend you?"
The fringe glared at me, but said with a smile, "no, we had a good time."
Sister Liu looked at me and asked the tassel with a smile, "but how do I feel that you are sulking with Chu Nan?"
The tassel looked at me in a pretentious way
Sister Liu said strangely: "no? Look at Chunan. It's been a long time. He's not even smiling
"That's jealousy," said the fringe, holding sister Liu's arm affectionately and sneering at me. "Someone saw me being intimate with sister Lei and ignored him, so his face was so ugly? Come on, Nannan, don't be angry. I'll set up dishes for you. "
then, the stinky girl brought a plate of fat intestines to me, but she pressed the dishes with chopsticks, and only poured the extremely greasy soup into my rice, which made me angry and laugh. Are you a child? Too naive? What I am envious of? You are obviously envious!
Sister Liu was also in a hurry. She quickly sat down with the tassel and scolded: "Susu, if you have something to say, it's a bit too much for you. How can someone eat Chu Nan?"
"It's OK, sister Liu, you don't know. I like greasy food the most. Ha ha," said the man, just to put on a big show. I picked up the bowl and snored to her mouth, while laughing at Su, "but I'm a little jealous. Liu and I are just like brothers and sisters. How can I be jealous when you are intimate with my sister? You don't want to alienate us, do you, sister Liu? "
In other words, I just told the tassel that the thing about the little girl in the East was her own unreasonable misunderstanding, which was pure confusion and suspicion.