Chapter 360

"Silly girl" I lent my chest to Ziyuan, because I knew that she cried, stroked her head, and my anger was even hotter, but the anger towards Ziyuan was gone, and the rest was only heartache and pity, "you are right, wrong is me, I'm sorry, Xiaozi, these five years, I always forced myself to forget you, I don't know whether you are good or bad, I don't know How many hardships you have suffered and how many sins you have suffered "

asters hold my waist tightly and shake their heads against my chest," stop it! Xiao Nan, please don't talk! "

"No, I want to say," after five years, how can I not say it? How can I not say what happened last night? "I've been wrong for five years, but I won't be wrong again. I'll take care of you and care for you. I'll bear all the hard work you've done"

"no need!" The purple garden pushes me away, and the pretty face is full of pear blossom and rain. "What I undertake is not something you can undertake at all! Xiao Nan, you can't be so cunning! I don't want your pity, I don't want your sympathy! So don't give me a reason to forgive you! I don't want to listen to you! Without these five years of resentment, I can't forgive myself for last night. I have no face to live any longer! "

"I can't afford it now. I work hard. Five years, ten years, twenty years! I can take on that day! That's my responsibility! I'm not responsible for you, I'm responsible for myself, so don't say anything about sympathy or pity! " Savage and absurd has the final say, "I fear that she will leave again without Frence leave." I have this hunch. "You don't need to forgive me, because I committed an unforgivable mistake, and I don't want to say that I have no face to live. Do you have that face? It's up to me to say that I don't blame you. You are no longer alone. Because, since last night, you have been a My woman, and I, is your man, you are living for me now. "

Ziyuan doesn't struggle anymore. She quietly lets me hug her, and then gently hugs my waist. She sobs quietly: "Xiaonan, you are so macho, like a child"

"naive?" "It doesn't matter," I said with a faint smile. "It's my faith, the way I live."

"Can I really rely on you?" Ziyuan cried and smiled bitterly. "What about Miss Cheng? What about general Mo? What about officer Dong? "

I don't know that a man is such a simple animal. When he is handsome, he doesn't think about so much. In front of his responsibility, we won't consider that there is a conflict between this responsibility and a certain responsibility that we have already shouldered. Even if we think about it, we will only say to ourselves: first of all, we should shoulder it. Who can make the conflict between this responsibility and that responsibility "You don't think about it, do you?" Ziyuan knows me so well. She grabbed my hand at my waist and used her strength hard. She pinched my burning pain. I didn't say a word, because I knew she was venting her grievances and feelings. "Xiao Nan, I hate your gentleness. You are a flower heart ghost since you were a child. Now you have changed your ways even more. Obviously you want me to be the fourth child, but you are so provocative and moved me If I really depend on you, what should you do? "

I didn't answer, because I don't know the answer. Some things are destined to go step by step, "I've spent my time since I was a child? No, I remember that until you went abroad, I had never been close to other girls "

" why not? " The purple garden looked at my confused eyes, full of ambiguous smile, "there is a little girl who is more attached to you than I am, and you are closer to her than I am. We are always jealous of this."

Chu Yuan?!

If it was before, I must have joked and laughed it off. But when I thought of what Dongfang said in the morning, I was so shocked that I didn't know how to control my expression. Fortunately, Ziyuan didn't pay attention to my expression, and slowly retreated from my arms, whispering: "Xiaonan, I said I've been waiting for your reply for five years, but now I won't embarrass you. I can't tell you a lot of things, but you must have guessed one thing right - someone wants you to be responsible for me "

" but you won't tell me who that person is, will you

The purple garden nodded, "now you are too weak, you have no capital to fight with that person, so I beg you, don't go to Mohist school, don't try to dig out that person, otherwise, it's absolutely yourself, in that person's eyes, you are just a tiny existence, his purpose has been achieved, I think, he has no interest in you again It's a waste of time "

" his purpose is to see me abandon you or take responsibility? "

Ziyuan looks at me with some consternation. "He just wants to see one result. It doesn't matter which is Xiaonan. You are very smart, but you shouldn't be so smart. Otherwise, it will only arouse his interest to continue to deal with you!"

If my idea is tenable, what kind of choice I finally make is really not important to that person. What's important is that both results are acceptable to him. I smile and grow so big. For the first time, I have this feeling - I am extremely angry, but I am proud to smile and laugh at the person who calculated me and me!

I used to be low-key, but also for the first time I would not give up, not because of the person I, calculate me, but because of him and me, in order to calculate me, I used the purple garden, hurt the purple garden! That bastard even regards the purple garden as a chess piece, which is the most unacceptable thing for me!"My father often says that I have endured a time when the wind is calm and the waves are calm. I have endured a time when I have stepped back from the sea to the sky. But I haven't, because my father also said that people can live ordinary and low-key, but they can't live without backbone!" I wiped off the wet tears on the purple garden's face and said, "I will tell that person by action that he is wrong. It doesn't matter who he is if you don't tell me. I will dig him out by myself!"

"Don't be silly, will you? He's not a normal person. What do you use to fight him? "

The more scared the purple garden is, the more vigorous my fighting spirit is. One word at a time: "the backbone of a man!"

"Can I eat my guts? Can you be money?! I didn't understand before, but now I know better than you. I've experienced too much in the past five years, and I've seen through too much. Xiaonan, the world is not fair. We are living, not fighting. It's useless just to have backbone. In the face of the real embarrassment, the two words "backbone" are really naive and insignificant. "Ziyuan tearfully holds my hand tightly and laughs Coax, coax, gentle way: "Xiaonan, I don't need you to be responsible for me, no matter what you think of me now, but you must have liked me before, right? You don't hate me, do you? I gave my first time to you. We just had one more memory, but we didn't lose anything, did we? "

"You lost it! Not only the body, but also the dignity to live! "

Purple garden Leng, then, she cried again, "I don't need you to be angry for me! You've always been like this. You can bear your own affairs, but the people around you are wronged, but you can't bear it once. Why can't you be cheated by me once?! Xiao Nan, I beg you. If you are really for my good, will you bear this time for me? "

"No, little purple, man, some things can't be tolerated."

"I'm not worth it! Xiaonan, please don't be silly, OK? I gave you the body of my own free will. I lost it all by myself. It has nothing to do with that person. You can't get anything if you fight with him! "

"Voluntary?"

"Yes, I do!" "It's a fair exchange of interests. I did those things to you according to their requirements, and then they gave me what I wanted, but I still earned it, because I never thought that sleeping with you was practicing myself!"

I don't know if I should believe in asters, but that's obviously not the most important thing, "what's next? In order not to destroy my feelings with the fringe, you will leave without saying goodbye again and disappear from my eyes, right? "

The expression of the purple garden told me that I was right. At the same time, I knew that my impulse could no longer be contained. I turned to the door, and the purple garden suddenly hugged my waist from behind, "don't go! I won't go, I promise you, I won't go! "

I slowly turned around, stroked the small face of the purple garden, gently said: "you say, I will believe it? Little purple, you are too kind to cheat me "