Chapter 655

"Life is like this. Some things seem to be far away, but in fact, they can be touched by hand. Some things can be touched by hand, but they are far away," Murphy said quietly. "Power and wealth belong to the former, I am the winner, family and love belong to the latter, and I am the loser. As the winner, I don't feel happy at all, but as the failure But I can clearly feel loneliness, fear and even despair. I can't afford to lose, not because I'm arrogant, but because I'm not strong enough, I'm weak, vulnerable and cowardly. I'm afraid that others can see through the real me, but I can't help tearing the disguise in front of you, so I'm not convinced and unwilling to lose! I've never been so honest with someone. Why can't you be more honest with me? As a woman, what can I do better than Cheng Liusu? I want to go back and forth, the only place to lose to her is her height, but what's the use of a woman's height? Can only set off your short? "

I have to admit that Murphy and I have been subtly hit by

"she and I haven't won yet, but you have announced the result unfairly. You only admit that she doesn't admit me, because you have a commitment to her first, so you won't even give me the chance, so I will taste failure all my life? I am wronged! "

I know you are wronged, but

"love is not a lifelong commitment, nor a game of winning or losing," I said with a wry smile: "love is to value and cherish each other. Tassel will not feel like a loser or a winner, because there is no such thing in her heart, which is the biggest difference between her and you. She will not feel wronged, she will only feel sad and committed Not only to her, but also to my own confession. Breaking the promise is to lie to her and to myself, which is the most cruel injury "

" you don't have the heart to hurt her, so you come to hurt me? "

I don't like Murphy's questioning attitude. I look serious and say, "this is the only thing I feel lucky about - I have no commitment to you."

Debt and guilt are two different things. To be honest, I don't think I owe anything to Murphy. The so-called guilt is because I like but don't admit it. I refused to open up her heart and finally decided to be strong and brave enough to express my love to me. It's equivalent to stabbing another knife in her wound, so I stayed in Fengchang to fight with Zhangjia as much as I could It's because I feel guilty about the stabbing sooner or later. I want to do something to make up for her, but more importantly, I hope that the woman I like can have a better future.

I haven't hurt her, at least not yet. All I do now is because I value her and cherish her, because I can't put her in my heart! hurt? This is not only a denial of her special position in my heart, but also a satire on me!

Murphy stared at me with a blank face. The deep and beautiful eyes behind the lenses seemed to pierce my heart and make me feel a bit flustered. For a long time, she suddenly lost her smile and smiled with such pride. "I see, so you dare not admit that you like me, because you think that to admit is to promise me, to promise me, you must cherish it I value me, so you just won't say it, but you don't like me, do you? "

I finally found out that I hate smart women very much

"as Cheng Liusu said, Chu Nan, your understanding of the word" responsibility "is almost antique, but" Murphy came to me, stretched out a small hand to help me tighten my tie, smiled shyly and said: "I like it, I like your macho, which proves that I have a great chance isn't it? I just need to force you to give me a promise. "

Being brought into Murphy's rhythm, I was a little flustered and forgot to deny my understanding of responsibility, "I will not give you any commitment." And then I realized, isn't that to admit that I like her?

"You will, because there is only one Murphy in the world, and only Murphy in the world, only one Chunan, because she can't leave him, so there can be no one in her eyes, including Cheng Liusu's hateful fox," the woman pulled my tie, stood on tiptoe at the same time, touched my earlobe with her soft lips, and said softly in an extremely bewitching voice "As long as you say that you love me, I will promise you to turn a blind eye to the relationship between you and Cheng Fox"

I am not moved, because I think Murphy is insulting himself. A man like me is not worthy of her love, or maybe she just relies on her, she just doesn't have the courage to face everyone with her real self, so she thinks that I am so important

I dare not think down, "stop playing and keep talking about business"

"what I'm talking about is business! Do you think I'm kidding? " Murphy took a bite in my ear, then stared at me and said, "I know what you think, but I tell you, it's not what you think! Do you think it's easy for me to say these words? I also thought about it for a long time and struggled for a long time, including now, I am also very contradictory! I say it, not to you, but to force myself to make up my mind, to restrain myself, because I am like you, a person who will not make commitments easily! "

"Why should I deceive myself"

"I didn't deceive myself! I have no other way, I can't leave you, but you don't want to leave Cheng Liusu. If I force you to leave her, you will leave me! For me, there is no justice at all, either wronging myself to be with you or completing you and Cheng Liusu. How can I choose? How can I choose? Why do I have only two choices? Because it's always you who deceive yourself! You like me, but you won't admit it. You won't give up Cheng Liusu for me! " Murphy interrupts me excitedly. She seems to be overstocking a lot of grievances. She seems to be releasing her grievances. She roars angrily: "I agree with you when you say that feelings are not games, but I disagree when feelings are not winning. You say that because you have no competitors, but I do! Cheng Liusu also has! Your calm and calm is the result of our two women's intrigue and struggle. It's a hateful sense of superiority! If there is no threat of Cheng Liusu, without me, you will create a competitor to make you nervous and please me. Then you will know what competition is like. Then you will know how much you value me and how much you want to prove this to me! Do you believe it? "I am speechless, because I believe that Murphy and I are speculating in order to repay Wu Xueqing's usury. When we invested in Hengxiang group, we called Murphy to Shangri La Hotel and scolded him. Murphy's eyes were swollen because of crying and he didn't come to work the next day. At that time, I only heard Song Jia say that Murphy went out with a man and didn't know that man was Murphy Yu Murphy stayed in the hotel for a night and was full of suspicion. Until he understood the reason, his heart was like being pulled into a knot. I would be jealous. I have no doubt about that.

"If you don't believe it, go outside to find Song Jia. This morning, she received another bunch of flowers for me. Each of them is inserted with a card. You can go to see the sarcastic lines written on those cards. After reading them, you just need to say that you are not angry or jealous, and I will never pester you again. I will go to date men who are more handsome and rich than you at night, and be a rich and young grandmother Men coax a lifetime, and low three under four coax a lifetime of men, which kind of life is more moisture I don't know? Who is not a handsome man with a famous car living in a villa? But I fell in love with you, a man who took my salary to pay the rent and didn't even have a bicycle. He was not handsome, and he didn't have any ambition. He was just a man with a bad heart! Have you ever seen me post such a stupid junior? " Murphy's eyes were red and he cried, "but I'm cheap. I don't want to be coaxed by others all my life. I just want to coax you all my life, because I'm myself only in front of you. I don't need to pretend myself. I like you. I just don't want to cheat myself. I'd rather be wronged. I don't want you to praise me for my greatness, but I don't want you to despise me!"

I should say, am I wrong or am I wrong? I'm a little confused, but I agree with Murphy's words - you're really stupid, stupid and cute, stupid and I can't help but want to hold you in my arms and confess to you

"I tell you, Cheng Liusu must also think of it in her heart. Without me, she has already made you a rival. Don't think she's any fuel-efficient lamp," Murphy wiped a tear that was about to fall "No woman doesn't want to test her weight in the heart of the man she likes, and no woman doesn't like to see the man jealous, so you say she is simple and I believe it, but you say she is simpler than me and I don't believe it!"! She is kinder than me, but she is meaner than me! "

Fringe despicable? I don't like to hear that. "Why is she mean?"

"She is mean!" In fact, I didn't have a straight face, but Murphy's aggrieved expression told me that I seemed, seemed, probably and really a straight face. "Obviously, I was bullied so badly by her, but as soon as I said she was mean, you will show me the face immediately, which is the proof of her meanness! Why do you always look at her instead of me? "

Well, that's confusing me