"From then on, happiness has no place to write. From then on, visions and so on come to disillusion and wake up. They are all empty. Only hatred and unwillingness hate her, blame him, and love him." Shu Tong recited the poem on the last page in a low voice. The brilliance in his eyes suddenly became firm. "No matter hate her, blame him, or love him, you should not stop writing here, you should not be disillusioned here. Chu Nan, fate is mine Student, tassel is my cousin, you are my friend, I hope you are all happy, I don't know how to do, but I know, you must know how to do, because I believe you. "
"Do you believe me?"
"Well," Shutong's eyes twinkled and his face flushed, "as a beneficiary, I can't deny that you are a good person, just like the guy in Yuanyuan's novel, you're not annoying, and I'm a bit flattered and flattered by the comments of"
Shutong. As a guy who doesn't trust himself, I laughed at myself.
"In this way, I still have classes in the last two classes. I'll go back first," Shutong said, rising up. "What I should say, what I can say, I'll tell you. What to do next, I can't do anything. It's up to you. But if you need someone to discuss something with you, come to me."
I was a little stunned, shook the book in my hand, and asked, "this is what you found. You are her teacher again. Are you not going to talk to her?" I'm just surprised at Shu Tong's attitude, but I don't want Shu Tong to go to Chu Yuan. Because I know Chu Yuan's temper so well, Shu Tong's result is only to make fun of herself and hurt that stinky girl
"do you think she would like to talk to me?" Shutong grabbed the notebook in my hand, turned to the last page, pointed to the five big words written in red pen, and said: "I can't help but curious to look through this book that thought it was a diary, because she was very strange to me recently besides her exam results. She was not like this before. She was obedient, but now she is very obedient to me I found the reason. It's all written here. If she knows I found her secret, do you think she might listen to me? I think it's more likely that she and I will tear their faces. When I criticized her for her poor performance in the morning, her attitude was very clear. In her mind, I'm not her teacher anymore, I'm just Cheng Liusu's cousin who she hates the most "
this is the so-called Jiang Shanyi's changeability, which is hard to change. In front of me, the stinky girl was very rational and accepted me and Liu Liu Su's relationship, but carry me, she even small Shu teachers are angry, this is not as usual two sides? Isn't this unreasonable anger as always?
"No matter how you talk with yuan yuan, I hope you can promise me two things. First, don't tell yuan yuan, I stole this book and gave it to you," Shu Tong said with a red face, "I'm a teacher, peeping at the student diary. If it comes out to cough, you know what I mean?"
I understand that because I agree with you more than anyone else, your behavior is very weak. If you don't read this diary, you won't find the secret of fate, and I can continue to deceive myself and maintain a life that I think is happy, Not only as her teacher, but also as her friend. In this way, I can better understand her and help her. Secondly, Shu Tong's expression became serious. "I don't want you to hurt fate, nor do I want you to hurt Su Su. I know it's difficult, but I'm willing to do my best to help you. So, can you promise me? No harm to any of them "
the music played in the restaurant stops. All the voices in the world seem to have been discussed. Suddenly, they are quiet. Shutong is like a child who has been teased by such a prank. When the last one of her voice falls, she is panicked. She looks left and right nervously, as if to confirm whether she has made a fool of herself or not When there are only two people left in the quiet world, she dare not look into my eyes.
I picked up the coke whose ice had begun to melt, and my hands were shaking uncontrollably. I stuck the cup on my face, which was cool, which lowered the temperature of my chaotic brain. I looked at Miss Xiao Shu, who twinkled with emptiness of heart because of my eyes. With a smile that didn't know how awkward it was, I asked, "for my sister, you are worried about leaving the fringe. It's this knot Fruit? Murong's brother likes Murong, and in reality, Chunan has the same feelings for her sister - that's the answer in your heart, isn't it? "
Shutong shivered all over, but did not deny it. She stood beside me side by side and looked at the real world outside the glass door. For a long time, she whispered, "I'm sorry"
I laughed at myself and said, "Why say I'm sorry? Ha ha, I am such a untrustworthy "
" no! " Shutong interrupts me loudly, and a few guests in the restaurant turn their eyes on us. This time, Shutong turns a blind eye. She doesn't hide her face because she becomes the focus again. Although she still doesn't look at me, she still looks at the real world outside the glass door, but she puts one hand on my shoulder. Her voice is not loud But it's very sincere, "the eyes of secular morality, the shackles of ethics, these things are all on you, not on me. If I haven't read the novel of fate, maybe I will have that vision, maybe I will also be a shackle bound on you, but as a reader, I can't find Murong to be infatuated with her Brother's reason, when reading this novel, I subconsciously put myself into the role of Murong. If there is such a boy in reality, if fate really makes me meet such a brother, I would like to pay for it like Murong, and be proud of it. If I can become a pure and lovely girl like Murong, I will also feel that he did not It's hard for me not to like me for some reason, because I can't see their stories from the perspective of secular ethics, so I do worry about my cousin and fate, but I'm more worried about the guy who has to make a choice in reality! "The guy you're worried about is me?
"Why? Because it's hard to decide? "
"For a moment, like Murong predestination in the book, I had a vision for that bad guy. So, like her, I didn't want to disillusion with the vision. Women are always romantic. They believe in the perfect existence, whether it's predestination or Murong predestination, since in their hearts, there is such a Wen that won't hurt anyone Soft man, with such a perfect existence, then don't destroy him. This is your responsibility as her brother, as a man, as the protagonist worthy of everyone's trust in this novel. I'm a reader. Even if I'm the only reader of this book, I have the right to ask you to finish it and write a perfect ending! "
Shutong's words, make me dumbfounded, is flattered? Or embarrassed? The ghost knows how complex it is. I look up at Shu Tong's red face and say, "I promise you two things. Then you can answer me two questions, OK?"
Shutong still didn't dare to look at me. It seems that she forgot that her watch was on the left wrist holding my shoulder. She actually raised her right wrist and looked at it. She pretended to be anxious and said, "you need to ask, it's almost my class"
in fact, this girl is as embarrassed as me
"the first question, what do you think of the perfect ending?"
"I don't know." Shu Tong's answer is very straightforward. "I'm a reader, neither the protagonist nor the author. I can only hope for it, but I can't control it."
This is a natural answer. If she knows what is perfect, she doesn't have to be with me, or force me not to hurt anyone.
"the second question" I paused, hesitated a little bit, but asked shamelessly: "you said you had a vision for that bad guy in the novel, which moment?"