"And the second request?"
"The second requirement is our conversation tonight. Don't tell fate! In particular, if you dare to mention the two requirements I forced you to accept with a knife, I will tell Yuanyuan, Xiaoye sister, Bobo sister, Cheng sister, Mo sister, Xue sister, Murong aunt and uncle Chu to tell all the people around you that I came out to the toilet in the middle of the night and was pulled by you to chat. You tried to force me and said that you wanted to sleep. I compared you with a knife because of me Protect your virginity! "
"Are you sick?!" The threat of such a reversal of black and white makes me cry and laugh, "still protect chastity? Do you still have chastity? I took the initiative to climb to my bed in the middle of the night, and I didn't put a knife to put you to sleep with me. Are you still willing to bite me back? "
"Even if I want to sleep with you, do you think someone will believe you? Don't you always treat me and fate as children? Children have the advantages of children. Yes, I climbed to your bed on my own initiative, but I can pretend to be naive and cute. In front of sister Cheng, sister Xue, sister Bobo, uncle Chu and aunt Murong, I was inspired by sister Xiaoye and sister mo. I think it's a way to express my love. I don't know how children like it and how adults like it Huan 'is different. The way adults express their love is so dirty
It's true that I'm not covered by the evil of Dongfang xiaoniang. Murphy's sleeping with me after getting drunk with winter Xiaoye has become the handle for her to threaten me. She knows very well that I don't want to be known about the last kiss mark incident. This can be seen from her name Xiao Yike - so I believe it's just a dream, because I'm the only one who has a relationship with the goblin Is the clearest.
Yes, it's a nightmare that turns my inner secrets and fears into Oriental compassion!
Confirmed these, I steadfastly many, "you are afraid the predestination knew that you threat me with the knife, will be angry with you?"
"Yes," said the East affirmatively, "she is my only friend. I can't lose her."
Thinking of the "pitiful" in Chu Yuan's novels and the different comments Chu Yuan made on the "pitiful" in the novels and the real East, I couldn't help asking: "you do so much for the reason of fate, only because you are friends?"
This is my curiosity, but also Chu Yuan's curiosity.
The East kept silent for a while, "for Yuanyuan, I am her friend, but for me, Yuanyuan is not only my friend, but also my hope"
"hope?"
"Yes, hope," the voice of the East was very light, and there was a sense of caution, as if it was a secret that she didn't want to escape from her heart, as if she was just afraid that I would laugh at her heart and have such a secret, "can persistence and persistence bring happiness? When I despair about this, fate let me see the hope. If she can prove that she can, then, as long as I continue to persist, I can also so, I hope her happiness, not only for her, but also for myself, her happiness, is my courage to pursue the future. "
I think I understand what the East is saying, and I use the disdainful tone to prove: "you mean, you don't have the courage to try on your own, so you are cowardly to place your hope on fate?"
"You think it's incredible? Do you think such a cowardly girl should not be the arrogant Oriental pitiful person? " "That's because you never know the real Dongfang Lianren, and you are cheated by her superficial brilliance like everyone else. Brother Nan, I tell you that Dongfang Lianren's pride is just covering up her inferiority"
"your inferiority is a fart!" I felt a great deal of anger? Is anyone alive? You have an enviable appearance, you have an enviable family background, you have a smart brain, and you are destined to have an enviable education in the future. You have what others are destined to have, and what others may not have in their struggle life. Do you feel inferior? "
"All you see is the surface!" "East excitedly said:" I said, that is only the surface of light! What if I had those? It can't change my nothing "
" you nothing? " I am even more angry. I feel insulted by her. "You are only sixteen years old. Before you reach the age to contact the society, your brain has grown more mature than your body. If you are useless, you can't hide what you think from your heart. Isn't it necessary to live?! I'm not as useful as a little girl with no hair. Shouldn't I feel inferior to you
The East choked me and said nothing. Maybe it was the first time she exposed her fear in front of her. She was a little surprised, but even more funny. "You will feel inferior in front of me?"
"No!" I said: "I will envy you, but I will not feel inferior to you. You have the brain that I envy, but I have the sister that you envy, you have the wealth that I envy, I have the family girl that you envy. When people are born, they are doomed to what you will have, but they are not doomed to what you will not have. What you have, others are pursuing, others have, you also You can go for it, and your efforts will be rewarded. The world is fair, and the future is in your own hands. So "
" so you don't think I should turn the efforts and results of pursuing happiness by fate into courage to encourage myself? "I didn't deny it, I didn't implicitly or politely, "isn't it? You dare not pursue by yourself, help her or even connive her. In order to make her efforts bear fruit and become your courage, you are willing to give up your position and promise all her willful demands, even if she lets you like a person you don't like. Your connivance is not only harming her, but also practicing yourself! "
I have too much dissatisfaction with the East, but the dissatisfaction is more because of her excellence, because she can play with me in the palm of envy and hate, but her accommodation to Chu Yuan is the reason why I should say dissatisfaction to her - she dotes on that girl even more than I do!
"Brother Nan, I understand what you said. You are the one who doesn't understand. First of all, I feel inferior, not because of who and what I envy, but because of my existence. Then," Oriental smiled and asked, "how do you know the person whom fate wants me to like, the one I don't like?"
I think she's standing up to me habitually, "because you don't know that person at all! I don't even know that person! "
"Then how can you be sure that I won't like him after I know him?"
"You" I want to say, but I don't know how to say it when it comes to my mouth. I have long been aware that the attitude of the east towards me has become somewhat abnormal, and it has been confirmed from the words of Chu Yuan. But whether it's me, Chu Yuan or the East itself, it's very clear that Chu Yuan's absurd request is full of contradictions and struggles. She hopes that I like the East, but I don't want Dongfang to like me
Dongfang moved the kitchen knife across my nose, put the mobile phone back to my pillow, felt the dark, and climbed down from me, "brother Nan, do you know why I and Yuanyuan became good friends?"
"Why?"
"Because all people think Dongfang Lian is a different girl, but only fate knows that Dongfang Lian is very ordinary. If people give her a little care, she will be very moved. If people give her a lot of care, then she may also like most people, because she is moved and likes each other, even though she knows it's very common Oh, fate is because we know me so well that we hope to be friends. Brother Nan, your own sister, don't you know? That wench, is a for oneself, does not hesitate to hurt friend's person? I'll tell you one last thing - she's dumber than me, but she's smarter than me, and one more thing you should remember: she's a hundred times more pure and kind than I am. "
I was stunned. In the dark, I couldn't imagine her expression and mood. She sighed for a long time, and I couldn't figure out the meaning. She seemed to walk towards her room, because her voice became a little far away. "Brother Nan, you are a person who can do what you say. I believe you, so please don't forget that tonight is right My promise, even if you are still in your dream. "
"I'm dreaming?"
"Yes, you are dreaming, a dream that can't be told to anyone."
"Wait!" I yelled at the voice that went farther and farther away. I wanted to sit up, but I found that my body was still heavy, as if the weight on me had never disappeared. I didn't know if it had been pressed by the East for too long, and I couldn't slow down for a while. I said in a hurry, "since it's a dream, you should answer me a question."
"You ask."
"Is this kiss mark on my neck left by you or by fate?"
The voice, after a moment of silence and a slight smile, said in a somewhat mischievous tone, "that's a secret."