"I'm not afraid you didn't look at me. I'm afraid you are looking at me. But when I look at you, you dare not look at me!"
I was stunned, and then touched my hand on the girl's head. "Can you eat people? Why can't I look at you? "
Chu Yuan carefully raised his head, saw me looking at her, did not shift his eyes, she slightly relieved, "are you really not afraid of me?"
"Afraid."
Hearing this, Chu Yuan leaps back a step reflexively, as if he has something harmful and unclean on his body and is afraid of polluting me. It's not the rejection of me, but the fear of inferiority, "what are you afraid of me?"
I looked at my hanging hand, and looked at the panic expression of Chu Yuan that touched my heart. I slowly extended that hand to Chu Yuan's face. When she was puzzled, I hit her forehead with a fierce finger.
"Oh -" Chu Yuan cried out in pain, and tears flew out. I used my strength deliberately. Don't say that she was hit by me unprepared. Even if she was shot on the back of her hand, it would hurt her for a while. The girl was expected to get angry. She started to fight back when she was attacked. It's no longer a habit, but her instinct, so she should take it for granted "What are you doing?" she said angrily?! I kick you to death -- "
when the" kick you to death "voice falls down, she just reacts and becomes the normal self again.
Of course, she didn't kick me, and I put my hand on her head again, and frankly said, "I'm afraid, too, of what you're afraid of."
Chu Yuan was stunned and let me caress her long, fluffy hair. For a while, she whispered, "hate"
but she put her head on the chest of this annoying person
"stupid girl, you think too much," I said: "you are still you, brother or brother, we live together, grow up together, this kind of fetter, not anything can be cut off Yes. "
"Well, I know." Chu Yuan asked softly, "brother, we still get along as before yesterday, OK?"
"Why not?"
"Because I think something will be different from the past."
I understand what Chu Yuan means. There may be no difference in the nature between the hidden love and the hidden love, but the way is very different. When Chu Yuan has no secret, can we go back to the past?
Yes! Because Chu Yuan is still Chu Yuan, because I am still me, I can't say whether to persuade or comfort, but there is no doubt that my words are for myself, "only when people change, will the way of getting along change."
Chu Yuan said curiously, "how can people change?"
This question asked me, how can people change?
"When people grow up, they change."
Yuan nodded. "I'm relieved. I haven't grown up yet."
This makes me feel a little different. If what's the biggest change of Chuyuan after last night? She always hopes to grow up quickly, suddenly she doesn't want to grow up. "And even if I grow up, some things will not change." Chuyuan looks at me proudly, a little shy, but very confident. "No matter who I am, It's still you. "
In this moment, my heart hidden in the flesh and my mind hidden in the heart seems to have been cut open by Chu Yuan just like countless times by the East. I think I understand what she means, but the terrible thing is, I think she knows what she means
"cough, right, brother asked you something." I want to cover it up. I don't want chu yuan to become like the East Just like Fang, I can easily see through my heart, so I came up with a question related to the East.
"What is it?"
I glanced at the bathroom and whispered, "is the birthday of the East Christmas?"
"Yes." Chu Yuan's answer is very clear, just like a thunder, I almost petrified.
"Eh?" Chu Yuan suddenly felt bored. "Brother, did I tell you the birthday of the East before?"
No, that's why I'm so sure - I didn't dream at all last night. Little oriental lady, she did climb up to my bed with a kitchen knife!
"Hoo ~ so comfortable --"
I'm still in consternation. Dongfang walked out of the bathroom with a happy face. Before I could stop Chu Yuan, the girl couldn't help but ask, "Dongfang, how does my brother know your birthday is Christmas? Did you tell him? "
The exaggeration and satisfaction that the East deliberately performed were frozen in her face. Obviously, the girl with such a mind as electricity understood what Chu Yuan's problem meant. When we looked at each other, what I saw in her eyes was the innumerable and incomprehensible complexity
"did I say that? It seems to have been said, and it seems not to have been said, "the East is quite incoherent, saying:" brother Nan is not ignorant? No, you've seen my ID card, haven't you? "
These words have been purely said to Chu Yuan. Have I seen her ID card? She is the most clear in her heart. Chu Yuan believes that it is true and let her take a breath, but I still doubt that she is still flustered - why is she flustered?I decided to test, "you told me, did you forget? You also said that you are looking forward to Christmas every year, because on that day "
" brother Nan, your wallet ~ "the East bumped into my arms, and the wallet was put into my hand, but her nails were inlaid in my flesh. The little girl's skin laughed more falsely and more falsely, and her mouth corners were twitching, and she said:" I was wrong for the prank just now, so was her dawdling I apologize for my mistake, and promise that I will never play with you again "
the meaning of my words is nothing more than not to let me talk down. Sure enough, what she showed in front of Chuyuan in the past was her mother's disdain. She loved her mother deeply. It was a secret that only she knew. No wonder Chuyuan always told me that the relationship between Oriental and mother was not good, It turns out that the East has been hiding the secret, even Chu Yuan has never told it.
It seems that Dongfang said she left her mouth last night because she was too excited and didn't realize it. Otherwise, when I was forced to promise, she should add another one to let me keep the secret for her.
Stinky little lady, did you really scare me with this o-knife? What happened? I caught your weakness and asked Chu Yuan, "how was that day? Brother, would you like to finish? In a word, Oriental, we have known each other for so long. I never seem to have given you a birthday. I don't know what you expect from that day. "
" gifts, of course, are expected. Because there will be many people giving me gifts that day. The thing I look forward to most is to share the gifts given by others with you the next day, because we are good friends !”
The reaction of the East is really fast. We can think of all the reasons that are so flattering. I moved Chu Yuan's heart. OK, it's been so long. Brother Nan is going to be late. Let's go quickly. What about sister Xiaoye The intention of the east to diverge is obvious.
"Sister Xiaoye receives the electricity in the room"
before Chu Yuan finishes speaking, she sees a face that can't tell whether it's gloomy or excited. She opens the door and steps out of the room. Before I ask, she says to me in a deep voice: "hurry up, let's go, I have to go back to the Bureau immediately!"
"What happened?" My intuition tells me that it's a big thing, otherwise sister tiger will not be so restless, "good or bad?"
Tiger sister said: "there is news of the boat of sand! He hasn't left Beitian yet! "
"Good?" I'm not sure, because I can't see the excitement of sister tiger.
"But" the tone of winter night turned, and his face became gloomy, "he is in Dongcheng District."
Dongcheng District?!
Not only me, but also Chu Yuan and Dongfang. They stayed in Dongcheng District. Isn't that the place where Xu Heng hid?
PS: first of all, I'd like to say sorry to you, because I have to ask for leave again, and I have to ask for leave for at least two days. It's not because of the obstinacy of eyes. Please rest assured that the fragile eyes of right and wrong have been safe recently. This proves that The ice water alleviates the eye fatigue the method still has some effect, ha ha.
I know that some careful friends know the reasons for asking for leave. Yes, the day after tomorrow, may 22 of the lunar calendar, the second month after my mother left, sixty days. According to our custom here, we need to burn paper boats and so on. We need to take care of them. At that time, relatives and friends will come home. As we all know, right and wrong are the only ones left at home The four smelly old men are not only the eldest son, but also the only one in the family who can enter the kitchen at present. Therefore, they will be busy in purchasing and preparing the meals the day after tomorrow. I'm afraid that they can't find the time and strength to update for you. I hope you understand.
If there is no accident, the day after tomorrow, we will resume the update and apologize to you again. After the quick update, it is a continuous update recently. I'm really sorry. I'm sorry.