Chapter 795

"I won't have any psychological problems, now or later."

Shutong questioned and sneered: "so sure?"

I light smile, "if I am ill, fate may also be ill."

Shutong was stunned. After a while, he stared at the ice cream in the palm of his hand and asked in a low voice, "what do you mean? In order not to get sick, are you going to make Susu sick? "

Shu Tong's reaction was not fierce. She really became a loyal fan of Chu Yuan. She wavered and hesitated between the stinky girl and her cousin, which seemed more contradictory than me

When I say this, I think of more, not Chu Yuan, but winter night, is the purple garden.

Shutong said: "are you crazy?! I admit that Xin Quji's words are reasonable, but some things are not accepted by most people even if they are in accordance with the law and reason! It's a sensitive and taboo topic to kill people under the root of tongue, brother and sister's love. People who want to bear the public opinion and secular eyes may not know your fate, your parents, women who are close to you like fringe and Murphy, women who are ambiguous about you like dongxiaoye and xueziyuan, and relatives and friends around you! They not only support you, but also bear the attack of public opinion together with you, or oppose you, and give you those condemnations that are doomed to be unbearable. Chu Nan, you must think clearly, you will not get more, but you will lose a lot! "

"And you?" Instead of answering Shu Tong, I asked, "as a friend, will you condemn me or resent me for being attacked by public opinion?"

Shutong didn't expect me to ask. He was silent.

"From my personal point of view, I will not condemn you. People's experience and time spent together determine the occurrence and development of feelings. I can't think of a reason to attack you, and I don't think most people have such a reason." the implication is that she will refute those who condemn me, because we are friends, but there is another meaning. That is standing on As a cousin, she has enough reasons to condemn me. At least, the accusation of "flower heart" is indelible

"Don't thank me," Shutong said with a wry smile. "It makes me feel sorry for Susu."

"In fact, you have a reason to condemn me. People don't have to force themselves to look at a thing too objectively."

"I owe you something, but I have to pay it back." Shutong turned around, looked at me, smiled, and saw a layer of water light in his eyes. The complex expression, which was suffering from his inner contradictions and struggles, was still pitiful to me. "Maybe, it's just that I'm too subjective to do what you call objective, Chunan. Don't think I'm a reasonable woman. I'm just a comparison The Shu Tong you know is more selfish. She is stupid, but not stupid. Some things are met, but she can't react. So I don't have to think about them as if I haven't seen them. I'm stupid, but I don't stay. Some things are clear, but I don't know how to deal with them. In the end, I just let them alone Others have taken the hurt, just like now, I don't know whether to help fate or to help fringe. Just like before, I thought a white lie, not only dragged you into my family affairs, but also let you be entangled by the woman named min, and let you owe her the most difficult debt of human relations. Here you are pushed into the mire, and I'm disturbing you at home. The lies bring you Not only more lies, but also more injuries to more people. But even if I understand this truth, because I always think about myself subjectively, want to free myself, or ignore others, I don't know. But maybe my position is not because of predestination or fringe, just because I owe you, want to pay you back, so I think naively, don't condemn and abuse you Brother and sister, if you feel a little less pressure in your heart, you will pay the debt "

if so, how can you say it? I smiled, hesitated for a moment, and bravely scraped the tears out of her eyes with my fingers. "You are not stupid, not stupid, you are stupid, maybe you really add a lot of unnecessary troubles to others and yourself, but you also make a lot of people happy or moved. What a person has done, the good and bad of the process is just the embodiment of ability , and the reason, that is, the good or bad motive, is the key to the conclusion of a person's good or bad. At least, I never think you are a bad woman, because a silly and stupid woman is usually a kind of big fool who can't learn how to be bad, and although the fool always hurts the head, it doesn't make people hate it. I think that the fool is more or less lovely. "

If Shu Tong can't understand whether I'm scolding her or comforting her, she's really stupid. But her reaction is beyond my expectation. The girl's face is red and even blushed. After staying for 30 seconds, she suddenly opens the salty pig's paw that I wiped off her tears and forgot to collect. Then she will Another box of ice cream, which had not eaten two mouthfuls in his hand, was pressed on his handsome and gentle smile and shouted, "don't show me how nice you are! I know you're pretending! You are not generous at all. You can put on a smile even when you are angry, just because you are used to such hypocrisy and gentleness! Get used to making people happy! You can't fool me! "It's true that this girl has read Chu Yuan's novels, hypocritical smiling face, vile gentleness, and seemingly broad mind, but after countless repetitions of lies, she will be used to develop a kind of instinctive character expression, but in the final analysis, this acquired 'instinct' is always a disgraceful habit.

There is no secret in front of this woman after thinking about it. My friend's heart is not generally depressed. Although I was forced by the environment to cultivate a bad character, to be honest, I'm quite satisfied with such a character. Shu Tong said that she doesn't know whether she is really subjective or objective, but I'm very clear about the hypocritical smile and vileness Is the most real me.

Because there is nothing more real than the reality. In real life, there needs to be a product that can fake a smile and be cheap and gentle to balance my family. So, my product is in line with the demand. If there is any accident, it is that someone falls in love with my product that likes fake smiles and being cheap and gentle. Chu Yuan is, fringe is, Mo is Fei is, Dong Xiaoye and Ziyuan are, so is Xiao goblin. Maybe, even the Oriental little lady who can see me through at a glance is also

similarly, there is no real thing more realistic. Just because they know that it's a fake smile and cheap gentleness, they will enjoy it? If I knew that such a character would bring such a happy trouble in the early morning, I would rather face Chu Yuan and his stepmother honestly when I first met them, to avoid the formation of such a character now, but time will not flow back. Memories have long been engraved on the path of life, will not go back, will only continue to move forward, and it is too late now, because I can't imagine not having this What kind of person will I be and how will I get to this day? Because now I am the most real me. Even if I am hypocritical, I am cheap

"you see through me? Ha ha, that's not interesting, "I shrugged and smiled." it's true that I can't let go of the fact that you lied to your family and asked the fringe to come out to me and drag me into your trouble, but it's not because I spent a lot of money for you, or because you made me owe minrou something, but just because I was dissatisfied with you Well, I have to choose my boyfriend and your cousin's boyfriend to be your boyfriend. I'm not very happy because of this awkward force. I've been used as a joke by the guys around me all day. As for money and human relations, I don't mind where the money is spent as long as it can make tassel happy. What's more, the last person who feels happy is not tassel. It seems that only unhappy people Have you one, you drag me into the water, you are not happy, I have another reason to be happy, right? What's more, don't you watch the news? Minrou's goods have now disclosed her identity and background. Her yuezhigu new energy is the representative company of the three young ladies and Fengchang to discuss cooperation projects. She will come to me no matter whether you are involved or not "

" why? " Shutong probably realized that he was too excited just now. He interrupted me and responded to my words, but he was implicitly solving the embarrassment when exposing me. He was not interested in Miss San or min rou.