Chapter 1145

The empty corridor resounded with the sad roar of Madame Duanmu. It was the grievance and anger that had been repressed in my heart for too long, too deep and too deep. It was like the eruption of a volcano, which had been accumulating for a long time, but without any sign. It was like the breach of a river bank, the surging waves and unstoppable...

the first time I saw Madame Duanmu who was so excited and lost her temper, it turned out that smile was not her expression, but just her expression The camouflage that hides her fragile heart, when she takes off this camouflage in front of me, what I see is only a poor woman with a lot of scars, who is crying like a bloody cuckoo. She is sad and sad. The echo to her ears is like a ghost who is sad and unwilling to go away. How much melancholy, how much loneliness, how much helplessness, how much regret, how many curses, and how much want to heal Contrition to mend a fault? All kinds of contradictions are intertwined, and I respect her. I have no dissatisfaction or resentment with her any more. Her distinguished birth, outstanding ability and proud achievements make many people, including me, ignore this point. In fact, there is no difference between people. There are seven emotions, six emotions, all emotions, all emotions... But she has never been treated by ordinary people It is not her thin body that has taken her power to pursue happiness, but those boring people with worldly vision who comment on her. These people are the so-called friends who surround her and are trusted by her.

It seems that I suddenly understood why Mo chose Wu Xueqing. Maybe it's not as Mrs. Duanmu understood it, because the rules bound him, but that Mo knows more about Mrs. Duanmu's inner pride and vulnerability than anyone else. That's why he was afraid of Mrs. Duanmu becoming the object of criticism. And Mo didn't protect Zheng Xuedong's confidence, because of him Never hurt her determination.

Mo is not indecisive either. He is just too gentle. He and Mr. Duanmu are just the same kind of people - they all believe that they are not the only one who can give her happiness in the world, but they must be the only one who will not bring her any harm.

Madame Duanmu is very lucky. She meets two men who really love her, but she is also unfortunate for this. These two men love so much that they just guard carefully, but they lose the courage to have her, because they know her excellence too well, they are ashamed of themselves, and they also know her vulnerability under the disguise and are afraid of harm.

I secretly sigh: between luck and misfortune, between the first lines, the difference in one's mind... Probably, this is the truth that Madame Duanmu told me a story and wanted me to realize.

Madame Duanmu realized her excitement, blushed slightly, and said sarcastically: "these are all words in my heart. She never told anyone. Even when she was sitting alone in the Buddha Hall, she did not dare to face them. She did not want to believe the reality. She was too pessimistic to summarize her life, or she did not have the courage to face the real self and feel like herself It's so pitiful. Anyway, everyone, including myself, thinks Zheng Xuedong is a arrogant and arrogant woman. She's proud of herself all her life. I didn't think before I came to Beitian. When I asked you to send me upstairs just now, I didn't think that I would let you see my self abased and resentful wife full of Sao. I don't know if you were surprised Surprised, I am really surprised by myself. "

I don't know how to answer her words. I can only pretend to be silly.

"Go back to the truth, or answer your questions," Madame Duanmu stood at the door of the room, but she didn't open the door to enter the room. She felt a little tired. She leaned on the door and said, "like you said, I don't think I'm that kind of unreasonable and stubborn woman in nature. My anger at Xiaoqiu's indifference and alienation and all kinds of resentments in my heart can only be counted as The reason why I really can't like her is the same as the flowing water... "

" master Duanmu has so many expectations and fantasies of you, but there is a girl who is better than him in every aspect under your eyes, constantly proving the mediocrity of master Duanmu with facts and beating your vision for a better future with reality... "I sighed "Miss Zheng's existence makes you unable to feel the joy of growing up in Duanmu young master all the time, and even has doubts and fears about his future. Such a sense of crisis makes you have to give him higher requirements, but Duanmu young master can't reach the level you expect, so he is annoyed by this kind of pressure and becomes angry. Naturally, he has no good feelings for Miss Zheng, and begins to She is hostile to her and dislikes her, but Miss Zheng wants to be strong and aggressive. She is angry with Duanmu young master, but she doesn't want to lose to him in other aspects. But the harder she works, the more pressure you put on Duanmu young master, and the more mediocre he becomes in your eyes... "

Madame Duanmu is really surprised now. After a while, she says:" I thought I was This kind of relationship is very complicated. I didn't expect that I just started, you have seen it so thoroughly... "

I smile bitterly in my heart. I don't think that we are the same kind of people who are in sympathy with each other. I used to alienate and hate Chu Yuan, but it's not because her excellence had a serious impact on my life? Although I don't agree with Duanmu Shuishui's attitude towards Zheng Yuqiu, I quite understand that no matter how hard I try, it's doomed to be just mediocre frustration. The guy who is too excellent around me reminds us of the cruelty of reality all the time, so that we can't even find an excuse to comfort ourselvesI'm luckier than Duanmu Shuishui, because the old man has never asked for me, not to mention to give me pressure, and Chu Yuan's show off to me is just to attract my attention, does not contain real hostility, our relationship is not harmonious, just based on our unilateral inferiority and comparison, not like Duanmu lady, Duanmu master and Zheng Yuqiu, fighting each other , completely into a vicious circle.

"Your guess is generally accurate, but you may be mistaken. My requirements for running water and my expectations for his future are not particularly macro or divorced from the reality. On the contrary, a very small woman, as long as she surpasses fei'er and Wu Xueqing's daughter, is OK. Xiao Qiu and fei'er are very similar, not only in the same age, but also in the same living environment and growing environment, It's all the life of a young lady's body servant girl. Fei'er is a mother who doesn't love her father's pet. Xiao Qiu is a sister who doesn't love her brother-in-law to coax her. The two families are one south, one north, and they don't communicate with each other. I'm looking forward to the future of Liu bifei'er. But I can't see fei'er at ordinary times. I unconsciously regard Xiao Qiu, who has too much in common with her, as an imaginary enemy. After a long time, I really regard Xiao Qiu as fei'er... "Duanmu The lady sighed for a long time, and finally took out the door card and opened the door. But she didn't ask me to go in and sit down. She smiled at the opposite door and said: "the running water lives on the opposite side. I'm afraid it's coming back soon. I'm not happy to see me leaving you here to talk. So I won't invite you to come in for tea... Ah, he really doesn't want to join your small group. It seems that I It's no use trying to force him any more. He's not a child anymore... "

so I'm going to be driven down? Did she forget to answer or didn't answer the question on purpose?!

Seeing that Madame Duanmu really wanted to close the door, I quickly reached for the housing door of the card. She pretended to be shocked and made a very vulgar joke, "little se ghost, you won't be interested in women of my age?"

I estimate that I say that it's the same thing to say no interest as to say that interest comes to an end. There is a problem in this question. How to answer it is to offend her. From this judgment, she deliberately avoids the previous question and wants to drive me away. "What do you mean when you say that Miss Zheng was bullied by master Duanmu and Mr. Duanmu wanted to manage but could not manage it?"

Madame Duanmu saw that I was not deceived, but smiled and did not answer the question, "what do you think it means?"

My friend's heart was flustered. The woman was really not simple. My curiosity was out of control a little bit. It was more obvious. She immediately smelled out the taste of it...

"I just don't know what it means, so I asked you for advice. If it's not convenient for you to answer, I won't ask."

"Well, retreat is progress. Ha ha, the subtext is, if you don't tell me, I'll ask my little sister, right?" Madame Duanmu shook her head and sighed, "what did that girl really say to you..."

I don't mind. Zheng Yuqiu did say something that I cared about.

"Chunan, why do you think I have to be more aggressive and want to be more promising than Feier?"

"Because you don't want to lose to Wu Xueqing, and you want to prove that you are better than her both as a woman and as a mother..." I said insincerely.

"Bullshit, she's a big vase that has lost her family and doesn't care about her family. Apart from being taller than me, her chest is bigger than me, her butt is bigger than me, and her face is prettier than me, what else can she compare with me? As a woman, as a mother, I am better than her, and I need to prove it? "

Well, if it wasn't for my own sister, listen, I'm familiar with it...

"I've always been partial to the running water, overindulged him, and didn't want him to lose to fei'er, because this kid never got what he should have. I'm sorry for him, and I'm jealous of fei'er for him." Mrs. Duanmu closed the door a little more, so I quickly took back her claws, she only kept them The next door slit, blocking most of his face, asked in a low voice, "you think Duanmu can't manage the running water. It's hard to understand, right?"

I nodded.

"What if I told you that Shuishui should be named Mo?"

I stayed outside the door and watched Mrs. Duanmu quickly close the gap.

I can't see her expression, but I can see clearly that her face is as red as blood when the door is closed.

Original Zheng Yuqiu really is not nonsense, Duanmu water is the flesh and blood of ink?! He was... Murphy's half brother?!

All of a sudden, I understood -

why Madame Duanmu said that all the performances of Duanmu Shuishui after she came to the north were acting, but it's true that he hated me...

why is the same scale on me? He obviously had a close intention to Murphy, but he didn't flirt with her. He only chose the fringes he met for the first time to provoke...

because Murphy is His sister! Because his sister was split by me!

PS: I asked for leave yesterday, but it's later today... I have been busy with work these days, and only have time to code words in the evening. Last night, several friends came to visit my family, and I didn't go back until very late. I don't know if I was lazy in the hospital. Although I was always sleepy, I used to sleep six or seven hours a day, or even four or five hours a day, but I could still carry it. Now I'm a little back to Benxing. I began to doze after supper, Strong tea and coffee are useless. It's not efficient to code words...

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