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After the meal, Lin Qingrou carried out the "fair play" principle and took the initiative to take on the task of washing the dishes.

She said to Ye Qingming, "How rare, you didn't finish your meal today and went to hide in the study room."

Ye Qingming leaned behind the counter. He held a peach in his hand and said, "We should have gone. But seeing that you are washing the dishes is a little dangerous, it's better to have your own son watch."

"You actually started working as a supervisor."

"Of course, some people are not in a good mood today. I'm afraid that our bowls, plates and the like will become venting tools."

Lin Manshou glanced at him.

"Some people may seem generous, but in reality, they are even more narrow-minded than women!"

"Alright, alright, I won't say anything else. However, it's really strange. I remember my teacher saying in school that a woman's bad temper during pregnancy is due to hormone problems. I didn't think so before, but now I do believe it. "

After Lin Qingrou washed the bowl and put the ring on her sleeve, she opened her palm and held it in front of Ye Qingming, "Then I've shown you the theoretical knowledge in the teaching materials. Shouldn't you pay me a bit of the copyright fee?"

Ye Qingming smiled and patted her hand, then asked her, "So you're a money grubber."

Lin Qingrou nodded.

"Of course."

She saw a peach in Ye Qingming's hand, so she asked, "What are you going to do with it?"

Ye Qingming picked up a small pot and black tea bag and explained to her, "From what I heard from colleagues, it's said that black tea and peaches can both be boiled together, which can relieve the symptoms of vomiting during pregnancy."

"Really?"

Ye Qingming wasn't sure, but he didn't mind giving it a try.

Lin Qingrou sat in the back. She looked at Ye Qingming's nimble hands slicing peaches, and couldn't help but wonder what he would look like when he had surgery. But as she thought about it, she couldn't help but feel depressed. She didn't want Ye Qingming to be too good to her, because the more meticulous and gentle he was to her, the deeper she would sink. If she were to fall into a situation where she was completely unable to free herself from her predicament, it would be her greatest calamity.

Right now, Ye Qingcheng, Ye Qingzhi, and Quan Wei could already see that he was' a thorn in the side '. If not for the fact that he still had the authority to handle Ye Qingcheng's situation, they would probably have long wanted to grind her to ashes. However, how long would this protect her? Ye Qingzhi was not a fool, and Ye Qingcheng was not one either. Sooner or later, they would get out of this predicament, and he would definitely not allow them to use this reason to threaten him for the rest of their lives. Ye Qingming stared at her blankly, thinking that she was tired.

"Don't wait any longer. You need to drink tomorrow morning even after you've finished cooking." If you're tired, then go to sleep. "

Lin Qingrou immediately shook her head and said, "I'll wait. We have to drink the first mouthful first."

He had no choice but to follow her.

Suddenly, Lin Qingrou heard a knock on the door. She got up and walked to the door. Through the peephole, she saw that the person standing outside the door was Ye Sisi.

Ye Qingming followed her to the door. The moment he opened it, he saw Ye Sisi with two dark gray tears on her face. Beside her was a huge suitcase.

He asked in surprise, "What happened?"

Lin Qingrou let her in, then closed the door and held onto Ye Qingming, "Don't ask, I think it's a quarrel with my family."

"Arguing?" Ye Qingming shook his head helplessly. He could not understand what those who ran away from home were thinking, because in his view, running away did not solve anything. If running away can solve the problem, then the problem itself is not enough.

Ye Sisi sat on the sofa with empty eyes. She no longer had the heart to explain. She turned to Ye Qingming and pleaded, "Uncle, can I stay at your house tonight?" If it's inconvenient, I can go and live in your other old house, as long as you don't drive me home. "

Lin Qingrou looked at Ye Qingming in surprise, "Wow, so you have another suite." From the looks of it, you want to hide a beautiful girl in a golden house in the future? "

Ye Qingming could not help but have a headache, "I bought that when I first went to work. I haven't taken care of it for many years, but she actually remembered it."

"That's because young people have a good memory," said Lin. As she spoke, she secretly pinched Ye Qingming's back to show her 'punishment'.

Ye Qingming felt the pain, but he endured it. He then said to Ye Sisi, "Forget it, I'll stay here tonight."

Ye Sisi nodded weakly and lay down on the sofa.

Seeing the situation, Lin Qingrou quickly told her, "The sofa isn't comfortable to sleep on, come to the bedroom."

After saying that, she hurried into the bedroom to pack her things.

"Then where should I sleep?" Ye Qingming couldn't help but ask her.

"Who's study, or you can sleep on the sofa." After all, I can't just let a girl like her sleep on the sofa and catch cold easily. "

Her words were righteous and unquestionable. However, Ye Qingming was unwilling: "Then what if I get a cold? "If he really gets sick and can't go to surgery or get out of the clinic, it will be a huge loss."

Lin Qingrou reached out her hand helplessly, pretending to be angry as she pinched his waist, "How old are you to care about her, and treat yourself as a child? I haven't asked you about the other suite yet.

Ye Qingming took the quilt and smiled, "I was just joking with you, why would I bother with her? I was just watching you get angry and having fun."

Lin Manshou said with dissatisfaction, "You're such a freak."

As the two walked towards the living room, Ye Qingming suddenly turned around and said to her, "When you're sleeping, if you're not comfortable, remember to call me."

Lin Qingrou found him long-winded, "I got it, I got it. What a nag."

Ye Qingming asked again, "You didn't tell her about the pregnancy?"

"Of course not."

A few days ago, the two of them had reached an agreement to "not tell the family about the pregnancy first". Although their starting points were different, it was fortunate that the results were the same.

Ye Qingming sat next to Ye Sisi and asked, "Tell me, why did you leave home?"

Ye Sisi felt somewhat awkward. It wasn't that she didn't want to talk to Ye Qingming. It was just that she didn't want to explain herself further because he didn't know the ins and outs of what had happened.

"Can I speak to my aunt alone?"

Ye Qingming sighed helplessly and waved his hand, "Alright, you guys go ahead."

Lin Manshou pulled her back to the bedroom. Then, she handed her a bottle of makeup remover.

"Take off your makeup first, you're all crying. Didn't you scare the driver when you were in the taxi? "

Ye Sisi could not help but smile and said, "It's better if you're scared. That way, I won't have to pay."

Lin Qingrou sat upright, looking somewhat like a parent.

"Have you quarreled with your family again about your love affair?"

Ye Sisi slowly nodded and said dejectedly, "Tonight, Ji Heng and I will go eat dinner."

"Who is Ji Heng?" Lin Qingrou pretended not to know.

"The child of a friend of my father's who was a few years older than me."

"And then?"

"My dad always wanted me to be with him, but I didn't like him! His family background is different from mine. It's as if his family background is different from mine as well. Why can't my dad accept the difference between high and low!? "

Ye Sisi was so excited that she couldn't help but wave her hand in the air.

Lin Qingrou asked again, "What did Ji Heng say when you went to eat today?"

Ye Sisi became even more discouraged. "Although he's not bad and he treats me very well, he clearly told me today that he has someone he likes and that it's his senior sister. However, because of their family's circumstances, they had never made it public, and could only secretly date. I said to him, 'You're not as good as me. At least I'm able to be fair and square with people I like.' Do you think so? "

Lin Qingrou nodded her head and turned to look at Ye Qingming, who was in the study room. He was currently seriously reading a book. At this moment, as if he felt her gaze, he suddenly turned around to look at the door.

They saw each other, but did not speak. They only smiled at each other, and spoke a lot of words. Ye Sisi didn't realize this and continued, "Why is my father unable to bear it? Why is he forcing me to run away from home? Right now, I can only pray that Ji Heng can explain to me clearly that he doesn't like me and hates me when he gets home.

Lin Wanrou stood up and walked behind Ye Sisi. She braided her hair and told her, "Regardless of what happens, you still have to follow your own heart. Otherwise, the one who will suffer in the end will only be yourself. No one can bear the pain for you, and no one can protect you from the wind and rain. "

Ye Sisi looked at Lin Qingrou. At first, she was a little hesitant, but then, as if she had received Lin Qingrou's encouragement, her eyes suddenly became incomparably resolute. "Okay, I will persevere until the end! I will never admit defeat to my father. I just want him to see that my decision is the right one! "

After saying that, she extended two fists and waved them in the air a few times.

Looking at her young appearance, Lin Qingrou could only feel a sense of confusion and confusion in her heart. She clearly knew the difference between Li Yuan and Ye Sisi, but she still managed to lure Ye Sisi into this turbid and unknown "trap" step by step. She felt that it was a pity, not only because Ye Sisi was naive and ignorant, but also because she was Ye Qingcheng's daughter. It was also because of this that Ye Sisi seemed to have some sort of original sin in front of her that she couldn't get rid of.

Lin Qingrou pitied Ye Sisi, but he did not pity her.

That night, after Ye Sisi had gone to sleep, Lin Qingrou went to the study room and placed a cup of water beside Ye Qingming.

Ye Qingming playfully said, "Just now, my big brother called me. It seems that it really was about the matter of our relationship."

"Why are you looking like that? Do you still think it's funny? "

"It's not funny. I just thought it was childish."

Lin Qingrou was curious, "Childish? Is it childish to want to be with someone you like? "

Ye Qingming looked at her and explained, "Sisi is different, her marriage still has a bit of interest. Although she might not necessarily have to marry into a wealthy family, at the very least, with her identity, she can't marry into a family that will drag others down. "

He didn't look like he was joking. She stared at him, feeling more and more sorrowful for Ye Sisi.

"What about you? When you were getting married, Big Bro didn't ask you to find any of them.

He answered matter-of-factly, "Why did you ask such a strange question? Of course not."

Lin Qingrou sat behind him, looking down at the textures on the floor, feeling dizzy.

"I'm tired, let's go to sleep."

With that, she put her hands in her pockets and left the study.

It was a good day, and Liu Yuxi came to flower arranging class early in the morning.

As for Lin Qingrou, after three days of severe vomiting, it was rare for her to have the strength to continue attending the lecture with her.

The two of them stood by the window, enjoying the warm sunlight as they chatted.

"How did you have the time to come to the flower arrangement class? I remember that you hated this the most."

"There's no other way. If you want to cultivate your emotions, you have to pay the price. It's a good thing that the environment here is good, so it's pretty comfortable. "

Lin Qingrou picked up a pink peony herb and stared at it for a long time without knowing where to put it. It seemed like she really had no talent for arranging flowers.

"Gratitude? This is not like your style. Who do you think you are going to be embellished with emotions? "

Liu Yuxi took the peony and placed it among the two hydrangea flowers.

"For myself, of course. "And you, you actually came to class with me today, are you feeling better?"

Lin Qingrou felt her waist ache, so she sat down and said, "It's good that I don't feel sick today, so I took the chance to get some fresh air."

Liu Yuxi reminded her again, "About the child, have you decided yet?"

Lin Qingrou fiddled with a bunch of stars in the sky, feeling dizzy. She had never liked these kinds of flowers that could only be found by piling up. She only felt that it was a type of self-abasement and self-abasement without any reason.

However, Liu Yuxi liked it a lot. She felt that it was a kind of perfect and lively place.

"Yes, but I don't know what to do." For the past few days, she had been vomiting and had lost the ability to think independently. She only felt that it was urgent to get rid of this child.

"Can't you just go straight to the hospital?" Liu Yuxi suggested.

"It's not that I haven't thought about it, but my relationship with Ye Qingming is being maintained to a large extent by this child. Therefore, I can't just recklessly take him away."

Liu Yuxi sighed, "Then it'll be difficult."

During the break, the teacher gave everyone a cup of scented tea.

Due to her body, Lin Qingrou could only pass her cup to Liu Yuxi.

"You've suffered so much yourself, if you impulsively take the child away at the end, it won't be too much of a pity." Liu Yuxi also began to advise her.

"Why did even you say that?"

"I saw that you were too slow to take action, so I decided to keep the child."

"Keep it?" Lin Qingrou suddenly had an idea.

Liu Yuxi said to her, "Look at you getting up early in the morning, getting greedy for the dark, vomiting and losing sleep. Did you get rid of the child just like that? I think that your sudden heavy reaction right now was probably because the child sensed your thoughts and reminded you. "

Lin Qingrou's hair stood on end from what she said. She couldn't help but believe what she said.

"Really? "It can't be. It hasn't grown up yet, so how could it have thoughts?"

Liu Yuxi raised an eyebrow, looking like he was "doing his best without saying".

However, this thought had been bothering Lin Qingrou for a long time. She had returned home after class, and was still thinking about it. It wasn't until Ye Qingming had gotten off work that Lin Qingrou finally looked up from her computer's web site and asked him, "You're only a three-month-old child, will you feel anything?"

Ye Qingming was stunned for a moment, and when he finally reacted, he said, "Feel? Maybe, but most of the time the body is just beginning to form and the organs are growing. If you want to talk about feelings, maybe it's the feelings between a child and their mother. "

Ye Qingming's words were simple, so what Lin Qingrou said was simple. However, she still understood that this feeling was probably due to the connection between their blood ties, so she was unable to explain it clearly. In the past, when he injured his own fingers, he still knew how to connect his fingers to his heart, not to mention that he now had a fresh life in his stomach.

When Ye Qingming saw this, he thought for a while and asked, "At first, I didn't take the initiative to tell my family, because I was afraid that you would be worried. It has already been three months, shouldn't you tell your family now?"

Lin Qingrou rejected him subconsciously, "No, no."

"Why?"

"I'm not ready." She had to use this as an excuse.

Ye Qingming didn't understand. "Are you afraid that elder sister and Quan Wei have problems?"

Lin Qingrou nodded, but this was still a good reason.

Ye Qingming said worriedly, "But this is not the way. We can't let them know until the child is born."

Lin Qingrou's mind was in a mess, so she could only take a deep breath. However, she suddenly smelled the disinfectant on Ye Qingming's body, causing her stomach to feel uncomfortable. She could have held it in, but she didn't want to discuss it with him anymore, so she went to the bathroom and threw up again.

Seeing this, Ye Qingming could only temporarily put aside this topic and go to the bathroom to accompany her.

After Lin Qingrou rinsed her mouth, she sat on the edge of the bathtub and complained to Ye Qingming, "The peach juice you made last time didn't have any effect at all. It's even worse now."

Ye Qingming didn't know whether to laugh or cry. "That's just a new idea to make you happy. If it really works, then I'm rich."

Lin Qingrou complained weakly, "Wealth fanatic! If you treat the patients like this, you would probably have been 'dealt with' by the patients' families. "

Ye Qingming smiled and did not argue with her.

Around midnight, Lin Qingrou lay under the blanket and started to feel cold. It was not the coldness of the temperature, but the confusion and worry for the future. She felt as if she were a cicada wrapped in the sap of vengeance before finally turning into a turbid amber. All of this caused her to constantly be surrounded by a suffocating feeling of helplessness and a feeling of being unable to struggle.

Release? It wasn't that she hadn't thought about it. On the contrary, she had more than once deceived herself by saying to herself: Actually, if you don't think about the past, you might be able to live a peaceful life, and it wouldn't make any difference.

However, every time she got by, she would end up being condemned by her conscience.

In this world, there had never been a 'if'. And if there was one, it was the most detestable illusion created by the people of this world.

She had no choice but to follow the inertia of her conscience. It was as she had once said: Revenge was her entire pride.