Chapter 521

"Lilong, I love you. Leave him and come with me."

Hearing this, I broke away from Luo Yuanjiang and held my hand tightly. My eyes are cold.

Luo Yuanjiang looked at me like this. He was stupefied. Immediately, a ray of unbearable pain appeared on his face“ Lilong, I know you don't want your son. Why? Why do you have to sacrifice yourself for your son? You know that scum is using you to retaliate against me. You... Why are you suffering? "

Listening to this, my heart is bleeding, but my face is even colder.

Raising my chin, I firmly said to him, "Luo Yuanjiang, you are wrong. He loves me, absolutely. It's you. This reunion is just a simple reunion. I hope you don't think too much about it. "

I no longer look at Luo Yuanjiang's convulsive face in pain. I'm afraid I can't be cruel. This once, has been holding me in the palm of the man, has been treating me as a princess like man. However, he and I are doomed not to be together. This kind of thing, let me very sad.

Who does my heart belong to?

Not the husband at home, not the man who has been infatuated with me, but

When my eyes, fall to the distance, the face of the cold man, heart, sour. Fall in love with a person, should not love, doomed, will be a bad ending.

I love Shen Chongwen all the time and deeply.

However, fate is so unfair to us.

When I graduated, Shen Chongwen married another famous girl and had a son because of the crisis in his family.

I married Lei Zhentian when I graduated.

In the same way, I have a son. Moreover, my son inherited all my advantages, that is, he and Lei Zhentian, although they have no feelings, are just pure political marriage. However, my feelings with my son are real.

Recently, my heart, no longer return to calm, just because, Shen Chongwen's wife, seriously ill lying in the hospital.

I heard that she won't live long.

In my heart, I feel sad for the four-year-old Shen Yixuan, but also... A little happy. Just because, I think that thin, dry woman, how also does not deserve the heavy article.

Besides, knowing the news of her death, I feel that my mood has revived. It's a despicable idea, but I can't control the excitement.

On this day, I came to see Chongwen's dying wife on the pretext of visiting Chongwen. I really just want to see Shen Chongwen.

I don't know. I'll meet the senior who was studying in this place. When I was in love with a man, I didn't expect that this man told me that Lei Zhentian didn't love me.

I feel so ridiculous. Originally, I didn't love him. How can we love each other? What does it matter whether he loves me or not?

But, to my surprise, I heard another news. He said that Lei Zhentian and my sister Zhao Lirong got together. This news makes me sad and angry. He can screw any woman I want,

I don't mind. I'm not angry. But why do you want to marry my sister after you marry me.

How to say, Zhao Lirong is also my own sister, although she doesn't have much self-respect. But you don't respect yourself?

I'm angry, I'm sad. It's hard to say how painful it is to mess with your relatives like this.

But Luo Yuanjiang also said something that made me laugh and cry. He said that Lei Zhentian wanted to use me to cross Shen Chongwen.

God, how can I believe such a thing? Although there are some business disputes between the Shen family and the Lei family, they will not be hit hard by them. All this is too funny.

I firmly rebuked Luo Yuanjiang and walked slowly to the other side.

Go to the corner of the place, the body, was a pair of strong arms around. With my eyes closed, I smelled the familiar breath of Shen Chongwen. I was so excited that I couldn't restrain myself. For several years, we have never crossed the line like we do today. Today, he will take the initiative. It shows that he missed me too.

"Lilong... Lilong, I miss you, miss you... My baby..."

His hoarse, through the oppression of affectionate call, called my heart and liver pain. This man, he also loves me so much. These years, we have been reluctant to speak, but the heart is always missing each other.

I look up and kiss him warmly. At this moment, we forget the identity of each other, and we forget that we are married.

"You..."

When I heard this fragile question, I was surprised to push Shen Chongwen away. Looking back, I saw my son Lei Haoming standing in the distance with sweat on his face.

In his eyes, there is a deep doubt, that angry look, I look heartbroken.

A mother is with other men, but her son sees her... I'm sorry.

Then came the four-year-old Xiao Yixuan, even ran to grab his son's hand, "brother Haoming, let's play together."

These two children, because of my relationship with Shen Chongwen, get along fairly well.

Can, at this moment of Hao Ming, but a throw away Shen Yixuan's hand, "go away, I don't play with you."

My son glared at me, turned around and faded out of my sight.

I chased after him for a long time before I found my son.

He didn't pay attention to me. When he was about to get home, he glared at me angrily, "bad Mommy!"

This, deeply stabbed me.

It also made me make up my mind... No, I can't do anything wrong to my son.

You can take me down, but you can't take your son down.

Therefore, during this period of time, I will not go to see Shen Chongwen and his wife.

Even if Shen Chongwen's wife died, I just let people send elegiac couplets in the past.

The days seem to go on peacefully. However, what surprised me was that I didn't know whether Lei Zhentian really had an affair or whether he really knew about Shen Chongwen and me. He, actually outside began to openly find a woman.

This kind of day, let me break my heart.

"Oh, look, there's a woman over there who's been staring at people all the time."

The woman holding Lei Zhentian tightly frees herself from his arms and arranges her clothes calmly.

Then he took a provocative look at me, turned around and left slowly

Lei Zhentian looked up, I saw his face, red abnormal. A pair of eyes, vaguely looked at me once, this just hehe of smile voice.

"Wife?"

He shook his head in doubt, "no, no, you are not my wife. My wife has always loved others. This kind of thing, unexpectedly... Will happen to me Lei Zhentian. I thought, I heard wrong. However, the fact is in front of us. You said, "do you love that man?"

He grabbed me and scolded me so loudly in front of everyone.

I glanced at the people coming and going in the street, and endured the anger in my heart, "Zhentian, the things between me and Chongwen are the same as before. Now, I just want to be your good wife and Haoming's good mother. "

I really... Really think so. Although, I can give up this loveless marriage and have my own happiness. But, I, do not want to give up!

When I think of my son's injured eyes, I'm not willing to give up my family. For my son and for my parents. I can't afford to hurt, what's more, my own reputation.

As a woman in an acting career, what she is most afraid of is making a scandal.

However, Lei Zhentian seems to be crazy.

The more he tugged at me, the tighter he was, the more red his eyes were. "Zhao Lirong, do you think I married you to love you? No, it's not. I married you just because the old man in my family wanted me to. If I don't marry you, I won't have my present career. If I don't marry you, the old man will give my present career to others. I don't care if I marry a woman. I thought, I will be good, give you a name. However, you let me down too much. I didn't expect that there was another man in your heart. I'm not convinced. I'm not convinced. My wife can love other men. You bitch, I hate you. "

He shook his hand, in front of the people on the street, so beat and scold me.

The newspapers of that day filled the sky with information about the incident.

What surprised me even more was that Shen Chongwen managed to enter Lei's villa in the middle of the night.

I looked at him, terrified. At this time, it's so late that he appears here... It will be seen for a while. What should I do?

I quickly dragged him to the gardener's temporary rest room.

As soon as I went in, Shen Chongwen sealed my mouth with a kiss, "Lirong, I'm sorry, I'm afraid you'll be hurt. I just came to see you. I promise, it won't hurt you. I really won't. I just want to have a look and you'll leave. "

He kisses my mouth heartbroken, and I kiss him back sad.

Immersed in this intoxication, we didn't notice that in the dark, our son's eyes were staring at Shen Chongwen.

What surprised me even more was that Shen Chongwen came to see me in the middle of the night and was seen by the servants in the villa.

This matter, inevitably, spread to the ears of thunder.

One day, I was pulled by Lei Zhentian to drink. He had a very good attitude. Just like when we were together.

He is polite, like a gentleman, also like a man who will give me a sense of security.

At that moment, I drank at ease. Until, head melon a dizzy.

When I woke up again, I saw another man lying beside me.

I exclaimed, but the door was knocked open at this time.

Lei Zhentian embraces another woman and openly appears in front of me.

His eyes were cold and heartless, and he looked at me jokingly, "bitch!"

Disdain curse words, listen to my heart.

"Zhentian, I didn't, I didn't really."

"No, do you know who he is? He's just my driver. You even have to seduce my driver. You are such a bitch. It's really disappointing. How can a woman like you be a mother? "

When he scolded me like this, I quickly searched for the figure of my son Lei Haoming. Looking at the resentful and disdainful eyes, my heart sank to the bottom of the millet.

In this moment, I suddenly understood that Lei Zhentian was destroying my image in my son's heart. He, deliberately ugly, my son in the heart of the good, in order to be fair and aboveboard kick me out.

And the woman in his arms, at this time, looked up and gave me a proud smile“ Sister Zhao, we haven't seen each other for a long time. Well, you are my elder. At the beginning, if it wasn't for you, how could I get to know such a good person as Zhentian? Thank you for everything. Oh, I forgot to tell you, Zhentian, the person he has always loved, but I, we... Have a child, which is one year younger than Haoming. However, you can rest assured that after you leave, I will treat Haoming well. I will take him as my own son. Haoming has a mother with such a good reputation as me, which is better than a mother who only knows how to cheat and always makes a third-class movie. "

Unexpectedly, Lei Zhentian, in order to get rid of him in a fair and aboveboard way, made such a great effort. At this moment, I no longer feel inferior, no longer feel that there is anything wrong. I don't think I'm sorry... Except for my son Lei Haoming.

I sneered and signed my name on the paper. Among them are the money I made as a star when I was a student, and some investments. I didn't want all this.

Just because, I know, all this, I want, or not. Lei Zhentian, on the surface, the company operates well, but on the inside, it is in deficit.

Because of this, so at the beginning, he would reluctantly agree to marry me this student period, on the popular big star of it.

Alone, in the middle of the night was banished, the kind of desolate mood, can imagine.

The next day when Shen Chongwen got the news, he came to me and wanted to be with me. I declined.

After a long time of depression, after all, I can't resist the feeling of missing him. One day, when I was intoxicated, I slept with Shen Chongwen. Dry firewood fire, this encounter, that situation can be imagined.

Afterwards, Chong Wen married me, and his business is getting better and better. And I didn't dare to see my son because I felt guilty. Only one mind, all used in Shen Yixuan's body.

What I didn't expect is that this kind of practice, more... Hurt my son Lei Haoming.

Several times, I watched my son fighting with others from a distance. My heart was as sad as a knife cutting.

My happiness is based on my son's pain.

My joy is stolen.

All I have is a disguised injury to my son.

People all over the world have failed me, but I have... Failed my son.

The price of cheating... Is my son. I can't forgive him all my life... This is also my inner regret

"You're a bitch!"

Hearing such a roar from my son, I stood there with unparalleled pain. I want to explain. Shen Chongwen and I have always been lovers, but my son certainly can't understand.

My happiness is only superficial happiness. My happiness is just superficial happiness.

God knows, as long as I go to see my son Lei Haoming quietly, I will be seriously ill.

Long and long know, Shen Chongwen no longer let me see Haoming.

He took my place, quietly to see him, to inquire about all his news.

"Today, he won the first prize and was praised by the teacher."

"It's said that he did well today, and because he couldn't stand a girl being bullied, he stepped forward to teach the boy who was two grades higher than him. Unexpectedly, Hao Ming is so brave. "

Shen Chongwen only said to me that Haoming is excellent, but I know that my son is more and more fond of fighting, and more and more... Strange and bad tempered.

Is he happy?

Will that little star be good to his son?

All of it, it worries me, I can't control it. I still want to see him secretly, even if I can't afford the serious illness stimulated by him.

"Who are you, I don't know you?"

I am full of joy to see him, get is Haoming such cold questions.

"Haoming."

Hearing this warm call, I was stunned. Looking back, my sister Qingrong was waving to Haoming.

Look at her looking at the smile on Haoming's face, and the shallow smile in Haoming's eyes. I think, sister, I've taken my place as a mother. She is also, although mixed with Lei Zhentian, but, in the end, did not walk with Lei Zhentian. Now, I don't have to think about it. With her character and the nature of thunder, these two people should still be together. However, the younger sister seems to be very good to her son. Or there is love, such they, let my heart, finally at ease. However, many years later, when Haoming told me coldly that you were not my mother, when he looked at the pain in my eyes after I was injured. I've learned that he has always regarded me as his mother. And I, indeed, was his mother. The status of relatives, how can because of some things and betrayal. Betrayed, but I did not understand his heart. So, I missed the opportunity to make up, also missed, said to him, mom is wrong, I'm sorry for you. I shouldn't feel that if someone loves you, I can... Let go and enjoy my happiness. My love for you, has not been enough, son, I'm sorry, my mother is wrong. It's really wrong... But, all this, I said, Haoming can't listen. Fortunately, many years later, when the son's side, with another woman, his cold, repulsive eyes, finally got a huge change. I know that my son's heart will gradually have love. Those lost love, will be a little bit back to him. It's just that the woman who falls in love with him will work harder... Ha ha, everything is really like what I think! Fortunately, their ending is still beautiful, which I am really glad to see!