Chapter 619

Why do people have flowers? It's because they don't meet the one who can make them not.

How to let oneself become not flowery, learn to fall in love with a person.

As the only prince of the royal family, I want power, money, and good looks.

It's not that I'm narcissistic, it's true.

Also because of this, there are a lot of flowers and plants around me. I want to be my younger brother more than anything else.

But the more this situation is, the more disdainful I feel.

Maybe it's really that kind of bad nature. If you send it, you will feel that it's too easy to get it. It's not challenging, and it's not interesting.

So I constantly change pure female, sub female, in a better mood on more exchanges for a period of time.

I also know that the evaluation of me from the outside is nothing more than scum, the son of a bitch in the male.

But I just can't stop this kind of groundless pleasure, as if it was arranged from the beginning, I can only follow this pattern.

That feeling is terrible, I want to break free, but often in the first rise of this idea, it is all scattered.

It won't be long before the mood disappears completely.

I don't know what to say. In short, I feel strange and inexplicable.

It was an accident to meet her. Originally, looking for Jones was my favorite one. It's a pity that I'm not in good health.

After all, she looks like a fragile glass doll. I'm afraid that if I'm a little bit stronger, I'll break it directly.

So Lola's appearance opened a new way for me.

Although she is a sub female, but no haze, clean like a snow lotus.

Such a she, let me used to meet coquettish and cheap, slowly attracted, even more than I care about looking for Jones.

But NIMA, the turning point has come again. The beautiful and enchanting Annie easily makes me feel that the beauty is incredible and wants to hold it in the palm of my hand.

At that time, she was really what she said, no matter what conditions, she basically agreed.

It's hard to say, because most of the time, I don't know why I do it myself.

I met Miss Jones by chance, and I was attracted by her, and my obsession with Annie was much less.

After that, the same thing happened. As long as I met Annie, I would become very, how to say, questioning myself.

And when I'm with seeker Jones or Lola Brenda or Annie, I'm not aware of Lola.

It's so weird that I feel like I'm in a daze. Fortunately, I'll wake up soon.

The snow lotus pressed the angel and the enchanting rose in her heart, and became a beautiful scenery that bloomed independently.

In fact, even at that time, I still didn't know what love was.

It can be said that only like and pleasing to the eye, of course, I still know that I like Lola, otherwise, how can I stay with her for more than a year.

On this day, in the corridor, I ran into an angel in my heart. She no longer had a smile and couldn't see the gentleness in her eyes.

All of a sudden, I feel very confused, and there is indescribable confusion.

"Why did you make yourself like this?" I still remember asking, because I really didn't understand.

She seemed to squint at me, then raised her head, looked straight into my eyes, and said, "you don't understand."

Simple three words, but directly negate me, I will not be happy.

"If you don't say it, how can I understand it? Maybe if you say it, I will understand it."

After all, I used to like the pure female, I still can't bear to see her become this way, as if there was only a shell.

How did she answer that, oh, come to think of it, it was the only time she said so much to herself.

"You won't understand, your highness Singh. A man who doesn't know what love is and has never tried to love will never understand what it is like to be in love with each other."

"I love him. He's missing. I'm upset. No matter how careful I take care of myself, I still ignore myself for thinking about that person."

"For me, the most meaningful thing in my life is to fall in love with him and meet him."

After a pause, she looked at me with deep eyes, but the words behind were meaningful.

"You're not precious, your highness. You're a coward."

"The affection you give is just something you can throw away or take back."

"Do you know why Lola doesn't want to go back to the capital with you? Not only because I'm staying here, but because of you. "

Then she walked away from me, not continuing.

But I fell into a deep silence, because I what, why not tell me directly?

I wanted to question her back like this, but turned around and found that she had already disappeared.This problem has also become a knot in my heart, always remembered, how can not forget.

Every time I see Lola, I want to ask why you don't want to go back with me, but looking at her happy smile, I can't ask.

The father constantly sent orders to let them go back, but the man was not willing to leave.

I know she is waiting for the man with little hope to appear, but it has been nearly three years. Even if she is alive, it should be found back.

Why do you still have to be so stupid to believe that the other side is still there, in the end where the self-confidence, where to be so firm and persistent.

It's been three years since the missing man came back.

As they walked through the street, I stood with Lola in the crowd, looking at the two men in a mixed mood.

"Lola, can I ask, why don't you want to come back with me?"

Finally, I didn't hold back and asked the questions that had been piling up in my heart and still had not been answered.

But I didn't wait for Lola to answer. She just looked at herself bitterly and turned away.

Her nose was blocked, which made me feel uncomfortable.

This kind of feeling is very strange, but it can't make people cry to death.

That night, I lost sleep. After thinking all night, I finally realized that I could not love because I didn't understand love.

But now I want to understand, like is not equal to love, but is equal to my heart wants to love.

I found Lola and said, "Lola, I'm falling in love with you."

As early as unconsciously you have approached my heart, but I have never thought, so I will make myself confused.

If you, I can't fall in love, then no one can let me treat you differently, and I've already learned how to love you.

It was at this time that I realized that since I confessed to her, my love had never appeared again.

Now I am very happy, because there is a person who makes me miss to be able to change myself.

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