Chapter 160： Male concubine difficult (20)

But from a distance, I saw many palace guards standing in front of the Liangfu gate, and a gorgeous bright yellow carriage was parked.

Shen Yan was shocked, is this someone from the palace?

Shen Yan knew from a young age that the country of Xiliang is very strange, and the throne is passed on to women and not men.

He had never seen the Empress, so he couldn't help but become more curious, and trotted into the mansion to see what the Queen looked like.

Going straight to the main hall, the butler grabbed him and pulled him aside halfway, and glared at him: "The queen is inside, what are you running around for! Don't you die?"

Shen Yan had no choice but to pretend to be honest, and when the housekeeper left, he crept to the window and looked in quietly.

Apart from Liang Yu, there was only one person dressed as a woman in the hall.

It is true that he is wearing a bright yellow robe, but his clothes are not as gorgeous and rich as he imagined. There is only a jade hairpin on his head, which is really simple, but Shen Yan feels that this is not the point. Based on a man's intuition, he just felt that there was a sense of disobedience in this female emperor.

Shen Yan secretly felt strange, his eyes fell, and he stared straight in shock.

The Empress was actually holding Liang Yu's hand, and Liang Yu's head was half-drooped, his expression difficult to judge.

Shen Yan's mind exploded when he saw this scene.

He used to be blunt in this respect, but now his attitude towards Liang Yu has changed, his mind has become thinner than the strands of hair, and he is very sensitive, and he can immediately see that there is something between the two.

Shen Yan was ready for a long-term battle with Liang Yu, no one could make him back down, but at this time his heart was cold. If the emperor liked him, then he really had no chance of winning with the emperor.

What's more, these two seem to be the intentions of Lang Youqing's sister.

"What do you mean by the letter you sent to the palace this morning?" The queen finally spoke, but her tone was very sad, and she asked Liang Yu, "Why did you send the jade pendant I gave you back?"

Shen Yan was shocked by this new discovery, but his spirit was shaken when he heard this.

Jade? Could it be that jade pendant last night?

Was it actually given to him by the Empress?

Did he send it back?

Could it be that he didn't like this female emperor at all? Was he forced?

Shen Yan was overjoyed at first, then shook his head and felt that his guess was wrong.

He straightened his eyes and looked in, only to see that Liang Yu was just silent, but his face was paler than usual.

He looked back at the queen for a while and said, "I just figured out some truths on a person recently. It's not right to make the living suffer for the dead. I'm looking for a shadow for my own good, that shadow. also innocent"

Shen Yan's heart trembled, he was talking about himself?

He never thought about these things.

"You only think of me as a shadow, a substitute?" The queen's voice trembled, and her gaze at Liang Yu became sharp, "Do you dare to look into my eyes and tell me?"

Liang Yu's face turned paler, but he finally looked directly at her, "Yuan Su, I like you, but when I see you, I will think of another person in my heart, and I can't even distinguish the element of this feeling, this is for you. After it's unfair, don't come in again"

Liang Yu seemed to be hesitant to speak.

Shen Yan's heart was sour, he actually admitted that he liked others, how could he

When I was jealous, I couldn't help defending him. Didn't I like Zhongyi before, so I allowed myself to like someone else, and he was not allowed to have it. Anyway, listening to what he meant, I wouldn't have a relationship with this person. result

Thinking of this, the feeling of suffocation in my heart finally eased.

Shen Yan listened to the conversation between the two, and gradually became a little less understanding.

The queen's face was pale, she stared at him for a long time, and said softly: "Okay, you don't like me coming in, I won't come to see you in the future, I'll wait for you in reality, and I'll always ask for the result before I'm reconciled."

Liang Yu sighed, trying to persuade him to say something, but finally returned to silence.

Shen Yan heard the fog in the clouds, and was secretly suspicious. The queen had already got up and left. Shen Yan quickly shrank his head and hid, but saw Liang Yu personally escorting her out the door.

Shen Yan sat on the ground leaning against the wall, staring at the door, but his heart was lost.

Even the queen refuses to ask, will he still like himself?

How could this man have such a high vision, is he trying to marry a fairy in the sky?

Shen Yan touched his face and sighed in frustration. If he wasn't disfigured, he could still be a maid beside the fairy. Now that his face is ruined, it has nothing to do with the fairy.

Liang Yu stepped back after a while, stopped suddenly when he reached the door, turned his head to look, and said coldly, "I've heard enough of the corner, why don't you get out soon?"

Shen Yan was startled, got up and ran over.

Looking at him with a guilty expression.

"I didn't eavesdrop on purpose." Shen Yan showed a pleasing smile and stepped forward to help him beat his shoulders. Seeing his gloomy appearance, he felt a little scared in his heart.

Liang Yu glared at him angrily, turned and entered the room.

Shen Yan hurriedly followed, "Your letter was originally written to the Queen"

Liang Yu took the cup to drink tea, but found that the cup was empty, and Shen Yan hurriedly picked up the pot and continued.

Seeing that he was in a bad mood, he couldn't help but want to ask: "You don't even like the emperor, do you really want the gods in the sky?"

Liang Yu frowned and remained silent.

What he said just now was indeed what he thought, and he saw himself in Shen Yan.

They all look for their past in others, but they hurt others because of it.

When he came to Xiliang to rescue the queen who was disguised as a woman, and when he recognized that he was Yuan Su, Liang Yu felt that maybe he should let him go and let himself go.

Shen Yan was just a joke, but seeing his sadness on his face was one of the few real emotions Shen Yan saw on his face, but it touched his heart for a while.

"Without her, you still have me"

Shen Yan didn't know how to comfort people, but couldn't help reaching out to hug him. The fragile side of Liang Yu's body seldom showed, but it hurt his heart so fiercely.

Liang Yu rarely pushed him away. Instead, he pulled him into his arms, leaned on Shen Yan's shoulders with a tired expression, and said in a low voice, "Don't move, let me lean on him."

"I don't move, don't talk about leaning on it, you can hug it if you want"

Shen Yan was both happy and surprised, knowing that he was just taking advantage of others' danger, and the usual Liang Yu would never treat him like this.

Liang Yu didn't listen to his nonsense, just closed his eyes and let himself empty his mind.

Generally speaking, he does not like negative emotions to accumulate in his heart for a long time, which is not good for both body and mind, but some things are not so easy to get rid of

Shen Yan blinked and pulled his wrist around his waist.

He didn't resist either, as if he was asleep.

How good it would be for him to be so obedient all the time, Shen Yan thought to himself, thinking about it and laughing again, if this is the case, then it is not him.

"Liang Yu, are you asleep?" Shen Yan sat on his lap, motionless for so long, and his body was a little stiff. Seeing this man still closed his eyes, he asked in a low voice.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Shen Yan felt itchy for a while.

He tilted his head slightly and kissed Liang Yu's face quietly. The other party seemed to be really asleep. He became more daring and slowly kissed his lips.

Proudly ready to taste the handsome man's lips, his eyes moved up to meet a pair of bright and bright eyes.

Shen Yan was startled and fell backwards.

Liang Yu grabbed him with a dark face, and said gloomily, "What are you doing!"

Shen Yan's face flushed, and he was so embarrassed that he tried to calm down, "What's wrong with kissing you? I, if I'm your husband, I'll kiss you" Liang Yu snorted, grabbed someone and pulled him away open.

Shen Yan was full of disappointment. Sure enough, the bullying appearance just now only appeared occasionally. This guy is inherently hard to provoke, and even the emperor dares to reject someone, how can I make him like him.

If his face is not destroyed, he can still have sex.

The more Shen Yan thought about it, the more frustrated he became, regretting why he was not nice to him before, why he couldn't be smarter, otherwise he wouldn't be trapped in the brothel and could only escape by disfigurement.

Now he can only count on the medicine prescribed by the old doctor.

Shen Yan drank the medicine for more than a month, his voice was no longer as rough and hoarse as before, and the burn scar on his face was lighter, but it was still obvious.

Holding the mirror and looking at it, Shen Yan sighed deeply.

Thinking of going out with Liang Yu for a while, his face became better.

Although he was depressed, he still changed into a new shirt. This was the money that Liang Yu had generously rewarded before, so he had the money to buy a set of clothes that he could finally wear at a clothing store.

When going out, Shen Yan deliberately shook in front of Liang Yu.

In the end, the man didn't respond at all, and got into the carriage and Shen Yan felt even more depressed. He deliberately got close to the past and asked in a low voice, "Master, the little man changed his clothes today, what do you think?"

Liang Yu finally glanced at him.

"Not so much." He replied lightly, then lowered his head to read again.

The little courage that Shen Yan had managed to accumulate was completely beaten by his indifferent attitude.

This man's heart is so hard to fathom.

"Do you think I'm ugly?" Shen Yan tugged at his sleeve and asked sadly.

"You haven't looked in the mirror yourself, so why don't you ask me?" Liang Yu beat his confidence mercilessly. Shen Yan's face became even more ugly, and he gradually lowered his head.

Said: "I know"

The carriage was withered for a while, and Shen Yan said faintly, "So you don't like me, do you?"

Liang Yu put down the book and stared at him for a while, then he suddenly came closer, stretched out his hand to squeeze Shen Yan's face, and asked with a half-smile, "What do you think?"

Shen Yan's heart skipped a beat when he saw his eyes, and his mood was even more bitter.

He blinked, broke free from his hand, and stretched out his hand to cover his left face, "Actually, if you don't look at this face, I can still look at it? Can you just look at me?

the other face? "

Maybe he should find a mask to cover the ugly side?

Liang Yu gave him a deep look and said nothing.

Shen Yan has a lot of heart because of him. He grew up in a simple environment, and people are simple and unintelligent. He is really not good at dealing with such a thoughtful man, and he really does not know how to figure out people's hearts.

The more Shen Yan thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, and he sighed continuously along the way.

Liang Yu was annoyed, turned his head and stared, "Can you be quiet for a while?"

Shen Yan looked at him aggrieved, and felt uncomfortable in his heart, he couldn't even bear to sigh, he really didn't like him.

"You can't blame me, I'm in a bad mood, I can't help it," Shen Yan defended in a low voice, muttering, "How can you understand my heart?