Chapter 183： Am I so useless?

?Seven-headed griffins fly in the sky. There is one in the middle and three guards flying on each side.

Along the way, Yiluo Chenfeng was quiet and didn't talk much. She sat behind Habayashi Blood Eagle, holding his waist with both hands, and sometimes resting her head on his back. Yubayashi Xueying himself was worried, because he knew how bad his flying and riding skills were, and he was trembling when flying by himself.

Now that there is another person added, he is always worried that the person behind him will fall. So he sat stiffly all the way. I generally dare not move around when it is not necessary. How can I pay attention to the warm and fragrant nephrite behind it?

Every one or two hours of flying, I have to come down to rest, not only to rest and restore the strength of the Griffin, but also to relax his nerves that have been tense. He doesn't think he has any fear of heights, but he is definitely not a pilot material.

Yiluo Chenfeng is always full of energy, no matter whether she is in the sky or on the ground, she has never seen the slightest worry or fear in her. She is as innocent as a heartless little girl, as if this journey is the most relaxed and happy day in her life.

Habayashi Xueying sighed, thinking in his heart, being a guard must be very hard. It's not easy to protect a person. Nerves are tense all the time, especially when there are many people, always beware of assassins in the crowd.

I just flew for half a day, because I was afraid that she would fall, so I was so tired after just a while. 35xs didn't know how they could stand it, so he didn't bother her happy time, most of the time he just watched her play, dance or laugh.

Once Habayashi Xueying asked her if it was hard for her to be a guard? Yiluo Chenfeng smiled at him, saying it was normal, that's all. Habayashi Xueying once again found that he was not suitable for a job, that is, guard, also known as bodyguard. He thinks it's okay for him to be a dog leg who pretends to be a tiger, but if he is really a bodyguard, he is 100% incompetent and can't do it.

Because in a real fight, his side would win all the way, and if he played triumphantly, he might fight bravely along with him. But if there are some bad signs, as a person in a peaceful age, he is very likely to be the first to slip away. He felt that even though he was in primary school, he had been learning some texts about heroic deeds. In junior high school and high school, I also received the party's political education class for several years. But he never thought that he would have that kind of heroic spirit to die generously.

Not to mention those who are in prison, who still regard death as home and are strong and unyielding. Those people are really amazing, they are not ordinary people. Ordinary people will never be able to do what they do, no matter how much they usually blow their mouths. When it is really immersive, 999 people will pee their pants in fear.

Among all the people he knew in the previous life, there were also a few who became big brothers outside. Many people are usually afraid of them, but they can only bully ordinary people. Once he entered the police station, his image plummeted immediately. It looks like a steel bar on the outside, but on the inside, it’s as soft as a roasted onion, as soft as you want.

Those people went in many times, and he once asked them, have they ever seen a strong and unyielding one? They laughed. They thought that Habayashi Blood Eagle's question was naive. They said that in the decades since they were there, there has not been a single case of perseverance. After entering, no one can face the police and hide what they should say. Mung beans are definitely poured out of bamboo tubes, and everything that should be said or not should be poured out at once.

Not to mention facing the police, if you go in, the cell bosses alone can scare those people to their knees. It's easy to talk up and down on the outside, bragging, but there has never been one who can do it inside. From then on, he felt that the will of most people is very weak.

Yubayashi Xueying didn't think that he would be stronger than them. He felt that if he was arrested, he felt that his performance would not even be as good as them. If it was during the Anti-Japanese War, he felt that the possibility of being a traitor was very high. Besides, he doesn't think he has the noble sentiments not to bend his waist for two buckets of rice, and there is a high chance that the seller will seek glory, so he thinks that he must be insulated from jobs like bodyguards.

His self-deprecating mouth curled up. Fortunately, a baron title fell on his head when he came, and he still had the No. 100 junior thug in his hand. What would happen to him if he was just an ordinary soldier? If you found out you were fighting on the battlefield as soon as you arrived, would you be too scared to move?

Maybe not, because at the time I still regarded it as a dream. All of these people are just npcs. Maybe I still hope that after the battle, I will rush to the corpse to fight again.

But, in case, if you can be resurrected after dying in battle, but it will be very painful, will you run away? He wanted to find some reasons for himself not to run away, but in the end he was shattered by his only reason. The reason is that he is afraid of pain, and he has been afraid of pain since he was a child. So even if he knew it was a dream, but if the dream was painful, he would definitely run away or hide.

"I'm really a potential type of traitor and dog leg! I belong to the type of bad guy where good people don't live long, and bad guys live for thousands of years." Habayashi Xueying's self-deprecating smile became even more serious.

"What are you laughing at?" Yiluo Chenfeng saw him laughing unfocused.

"Laugh at myself!" Habayashi Xueying laughed.

"What are you doing laughing at yourself?" Yiluo Chenfeng was very surprised. UU reading

"I laugh at myself as useless, a superfluous element who wastes food while alive, and takes up land when dead." Habayashi Xueying laughed at himself.

"Are you not sick? Why do you say that about yourself?" Yiluo Chenfeng said suspiciously.

"It's nothing. I suddenly realized that I'm really useless. It's just a moment of emotion." Habayashi Xueying stood up and said with a smile, "Let's go! Hurry up, don't keep them waiting."

"Well, let's go!" Yiluo Chenfeng also said.

Greeting the guards, the two walked towards their griffin.

Suddenly, Yubayashi Xueying turned around and asked, "Yi Luo, do you think I'm very useless?"

"Why do you think so?" Yiluo Chenfeng asked worriedly, "Is there something wrong?"

"No! I just feel that I am really useless." Habayashi Xueying turned back and continued walking.

"What's going on?" Yiluo Chenfeng hurriedly stopped him and asked.

"Nothing happened!" Habayashi Xueying said.

It's just that the tone of his speech is somewhat lonely.

"Are you all right?" Yiluo Chenfeng couldn't believe it.

"It's all right!" Habayashi Xueying said.

"No! You must have something to do!" Yiluo Chenfeng said with certainty.

"I don't think I'm good enough for your legion commander! Forget it, I won't force her anymore, she can follow whoever she wants! I won't stop her. The only ones who can match her are big heroes! "

Habayashi Blood Eagle shook his head and turned around desolately and said, "A hero deserves a beauty, and a good horse deserves a good saddle. A little man wants to pursue the oss, but a toad wants to eat swan meat. Cinderella is just a legendary story."