Yin, the dark blue sky, stars.
Although it is located in the south, it is still foggy on December night.
The wind came from the sea, cold and cold.
Qiujinglan only wears a jacket and walks to the martial arts hall with a knife.
At the end of Mao Dynasty and the beginning of Chen Dynasty, he was wet as if he had stepped into the dining room.
Half a minute later, after breakfast, I went back to my room to clean up and change clothes. I took Ruan Yi, the schoolboy, to the jingshe where the teacher was, and started my study today.
At the end of the morning class, the teacher will take a nap after lunch. While Qiu Jinglan takes Ruan Yi back to the house to finish the homework assigned by the teacher in the morning and Practice for a while. It is estimated that the teacher has got up and he will go to be taught again.
Shenshi half, the end of this day's academic.
After saying goodbye to the teacher, first have dinner, then go back to the house to do homework.
The homework usually can't be finished until three minutes in the morning.
There is such a moment to wash, drink tea and relax.
At the beginning of the year of the first half of the year, I practiced my Dao. Then I read the account books and records that Ruan Yi brought, and wrote down my opinions and disposal opinions on every account and thing. At the same time, the final results of these things are compared and reflected.
After the child's time, it is the time when he is most often placed.
"Young man, it's hard!" His servant girls, chunran, xiaran, qiuran and dongran, have said such things more than once.
But only Qiu Jinglan knows that he doesn't feel hard.
Because it's more painful than hard work.
Especially every two months, Ren ziyong allowed him to listen to a report from Beijing: "how about it?"
"The princess is fine. The princess's wife has sent someone out to take the medicine. I tried to read the prescription, like it's for treating the cold."
"Cold wind? How can a mother get cold when she stays indoors? "
"I think it's walking in the yard. Our people are afraid of being found and dare not enter the mansion, so they don't know?"
"The concubine is not a person who doesn't know the importance. She just walks around the yard. If she feels cold, she won't add clothes in time?"
"Will it be the princess's temporary carelessness?"
"How could it be? The mother has always been the most careful You show me the list of the dowry that the former mother and princess used to be! "
"Yes!"
"Sure enough There are so many big wool clothes, don't you say... "
"For whatever reason, before you have a proper reason to go to Beijing, what happens there has nothing to do with you!" I don't know when, Ren ziyong strides in and says lightly, "please calm down, don't call the sacrifice of Lian Taifei, it's wasted!"
He lowered his eyes and raised his eyes a moment later: "can't you give me a big coat?"
"Not even a needle!" Ren ziyong is determined, "for the mountain nine Ren, the failure!"
"If I had to send it?"
"The subordinates can only start first. Send someone to send the princess and the princess first, and go underground to get together with the princess and the prince!" Ren ziyong said indifferently, "in case the childe is impulsive, he will cut off the last lineage of the autumn family, so that his subordinates will not be able to explain to the Empress Dowager when they go underground in the future!"
Qiujinglan stared at him for a long time, and finally left without saying a word. He knew that although he was the nominal master of "Tianya", he was the little master respected by Ren ziyong.
In fact, Ren ziyong is the real master of Tianya.
He can't resist Mr. Ren.
For now, at least, he can't resist.
Even though Ren ziyong pretended to be dead and left Tianya shortly after this incident, Qiu Jinglan still dare not contact his mother and sister who are far away in Beijing.
All because before he left, he stressed again: "the life of the princess and the princess is between the young master's thoughts! I hope you can make a good choice. Don't leave a lifelong regret! "
Think about How do you want to grow up?
I don't know how many times I look up at the sky - it seems that for a long time, since he was sent to the south by Ren ziyong, he witnessed every starry sky in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and every cold, hot, rainy and snowy night.
The next time the stars pull out their swords, they read hard in the cold window.
His sweat flowed through the four seasons, and he absorbed all kinds of lessons with the most devout and fearless mood.
But the more I wish I could fly to the familiar palace, the slower life seems to be.
According to Ren ziyong's plan, when he was 14 years old, he began to end his pure study and asceticism, and gradually appeared in the public to cover his identity.
By spending money like earth and passing it on from his parents, he made a name in this city with little effort.
Riding on the bridge, full of red sleeves.
In his age circle, the scenery before the publicity is just like this.
Ren ziyong didn't object to his mingling in those qinlouchu pavilions: "as long as you don't really indulge in it, it's OK to relax once in a while."
Born at the knee of the most important but early dead counselor of emperor Dezong's empress dowager, he was entrusted by Princess Lian Taifei. Of course, he would not be let go to love me with Huakui people for such simple reasons. "Later, when the young master arrives in Beijing, he is rarely allowed to go in and out of similar occasions. General Bi jingruan's current situation can't pave the way for you. You can only go through it by yourself It's always right to learn more about camp and the means in the wind, flowers and snow! "In the end, he was still required to learn something - but Ren ziyong's arrangement was indeed useful. When he arrived in Beijing, he managed to meet the two most famous flower leaders in Beijing. With only a little calculation, the flowers who were used to being courteous looked at him differently and helped penglaiyue.
From this, he set up Lingzui, the most favorite young son of Jingchuan Hou and maodechang princess.
There is a reason to choose Ling Zui. As the former West River prince who returns to Beijing as Ruan's exiled illegitimate son, Qiu Zhaolan carries a deep blood feud on his back, but he can't beat grass and frighten snakes. It's doomed that he needs to make a living in the court to accumulate the capital for revenge, but he can't be too ambitious and exposed, which attracts the attention of Gu family and Kuang family, so as to kill him first.
Ling Zui is a typical dandy, but his conduct is not useless. He is worth making friends with.
The point is that his parents have a place in the clan, in the court, and are all members of the neutral party.
In the second empress war, when both the Empress Dowager party and the Queen's party are trying to win over the neutral party, they will never deliberately embarrass a friend of the son of an important member of the neutral party unless there is evidence.
This is very important for qiujinglan.
After all, his apparent identity as Nguyen's heir was deeply related to the Empress Dowager party.
Ling Zui's identity and growing environment also determined that although he had never been an official, his ability in Beijing was not small. These are exactly what qiujinglan in Beijing needs.
On the surface, one is a well-known brothel frequent visitor in the south, and the other is a famous dandy in Beijing. The difference is that although the former is loose and loose, it happens to have the talent of learning hegemony; while the latter is not very good at reading, but has a good family. It's no surprise that these two people can mix together, just like each other.
In addition to Ling Zui, qiujinglan did not deliberately make friends with others.
As expected, Ren ziyong's careful arrangement did not attract any attention from the Empress Dowager's Party - even if he arrived in Beijing soon after, Qiu Xulan was involved in the dispute between the two empresses. However, the Empress Dowager's party's prevention of him was always based on the illegitimate son of Ruan's family, which gave him the most urgent development opportunity.
The next year in Chunwei, he became the student of Xue Chang.
At the age of less than 20, the youngest Jinshi of the dynasty deserves Xue Chang's attention. He would have been the son-in-law of the Xue family if he hadn't been the one who gave advice and taught frequently.
Although Xue Chang was in love with his talent, his first step towards Ling Zui's behavior was not without influence. He made friends with the younger generation of the neutral party. Xue Chang was a man who didn't say anything, but he would give extra benefits in action.
Then he went to Xijiang and entrusted his younger sister to Ling Zui. As expected, Ling Zui was very interested. Even if Jing chuanhou and his wife forcibly sent them to the south in the middle of the way to avoid the limelight for a few days, the first thing to do after returning to Beijing is still to visit Qiu Zhaolan.
And at this time, qiujinglan has already forgotten the flowers that lead him and penglaiyue.
He didn't feel guilty at all. He felt that he had made a lot of money and goods, but the rest was just a show.
These two flower KUIS are hard to tangle up, which only shows that they are not professional enough - for several years, he hated Ren ziyong very much.
Resent his harshness and sternness. Resent that he threatened himself with Princess Ruan and qiuhualan again and again. Resent that everything in his words is floating cloud indifference except for the entrustment of Princess Lian Tailan But unconsciously, qiujinglan finds that she has gradually become another Ren ziyong.
The calculation without moral burden, the simplicity of seeking only ends and means, the indifference in the eyes of all but the people and things we attach importance to
Many years later, he finally understood that Mr. Ren: it may not be really cold and cruel, but the responsibility on his shoulders is so heavy and the goal ahead is so far away. On the way to the destination, he is weak, tired, desperate, sad, painful and suspicious There are so many reasons for interruption - therefore, we can only move forward without stopping, and we can only stare at each other without blinking. Even if we know that we will miss countless sceneries for this, we will miss many beautiful things in our lives, and such a miss is likely to be irreparable in this life!
However, I can only make my heart a little bit colder and colder, so cold that I am indifferent to all foreign things and immersed in a world with only myself and goals.
But for the hope of the light.
As for such behavior, whether it also cut off the hope of others, qiujinglan is indifferent.
Thousands of miles away, after hearing the news, he went to Beijing all night. With the greatest perseverance in his life, he kept a calm look and stepped into the familiar and strange mansion. When he saw Princess Ruan's cold Lingtang and her careful but suspicious sister behind the account, he thought sadly and calmly, "there is nothing I can't do in this world!"
From that day on, he forgives Ren ziyong, who is more like Ren ziyong day by day.
Flower deeply once threatened to fail with death, crying and asking him, "do you have a heart?"
He turns around and goes away, the back of the decision is better than the refusal of thousands of people - it's so simple and without concern, the heart is calm and can't afford any waves.Only when he treats his younger sister, can he find the "mire gold" in full bloom in the West River mansion in autumn, in the yard where his mother lived, under the stone steps and behind the low fence. It's as gorgeous as the rippling Golden Lake and the waning sunset glow. He likes to lie on the low fence and pick one that he thinks is the best, and take it to play with the swaddling one Younger sister: when the baby is awake, she will laugh. The laughter is clear and delicate. It's as sweet as the silver wind chime hanging in front of his window. When she is asleep, her mouth is slightly tooted, and her long eyelashes and fans are hanging on her eyelids. She puts the flowers beside her. The little child is like a fairyland in the flowers, so carefree and full of laughter Ming is so far away that it can't be touched, but it's as fresh as the last moment.
It was the only consolation in his broken heart.
So when he inadvertently heard that the red coat of the winning fire pulled the autumn drag LAN and asked, "don't you think you lack a cousin?"
He only felt that it seemed to be a trouble, not a little bit of the joy and pride of being admired by the beauty or Jingbo's only daughter.
His premonition is right at all - after refusing without any room for maneuver, he thought that the ladies with such status would never come again clearly, right?
However, he was annoyed by the entanglement over and over again, and had to look at the whole European family with great admiration: it's not enough to raise such a girl who is obsessed with men. The most rare thing is that the elders of the whole family seem to know nothing, and let Ou Qinglan toss