Chapter 1902： too deep into the play

"Xiao Ye, do you know something?" Zou Hanqiu heard that Ye Qingqing was not joking, and his heart sank.

What he was most worried about was his friend's body, and he and Ye Qingqing believed that Zhang Zhengrong was definitely sick. If he wasn't sick, how could his body become weaker day by day.

"Yes, I know some, but I can't say that Mr. Zhang's illness is very serious. If he doesn't get treatment as soon as possible, he may..."

Although Ye Qingqing didn't finish speaking, Zou Hanqiu and Zhang Zhengrong understood it, their expressions changed greatly, and they shouted in unison, "Will you die?"

"Yes, that's why I said it's serious, Mr. Zhang, don't take it seriously." Ye Qingqing looked solemn.

Zhang Zhengrong swallowed, he didn't want to die at all, how beautiful life is, he still has so many places to play, and so many delicacies he hasn't eaten yet, and he also promised to accompany Andy for the rest of his life. If he did, he was reluctant to die.

"What disease do I have?" Zhang Zhengrong still didn't understand.

Ye Qingqing frowned. In fact, she felt that pure depression could not explain Zhang Zhengrong's illness. After Zhang Zhengrong's death in his previous life, many people analyzed the cause of his death. The pinnacle of his acting career is winning an international award, and the characters in it have been superbly performed by him, and no one has surpassed it so far.

But that character was tragic all his life, his lover was unattainable, and he was alone in death. Everyone thought that Zhang Zhengrong must have regarded himself as this character. Even after nearly ten years of that movie, he still failed to come out. .

Indulging in a tragic corner will naturally not be good for the mind and body. In addition, Zhang Zhengrong has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, the pressure must be very high, and there will be depression to some extent. Depression plus the inability to step out of the role , which is what caused his tragedy.

Ye Qingqing also has no good solution. This kind of psychological disease is the most difficult to treat.

If Zhang Zhengrong wanted to come out, he had to rely on himself.

Of course, Xiying is unrealistic, and it is of no help to his illness. Ye Qingqing thought about it and said, "You have a mental illness, and you have never been able to step out of the role of Tsing Yi, so you are subconsciously living according to his way, but You don’t realize it yourself, and you still feel very happy.”

"Impossible, I've acted in so many plays, how could I be unable to come out? You are questioning my professionalism." Zhang Zhengrong was unhappy.

Zou Hanqiu frowned, thoughtful.

Ye Qingqing asked patiently: "Then let me ask you, sometimes in the bustling street, do you feel that you are actually floating, and you are in two worlds with the pedestrians on the street?"

Zhang Zhengrong's complexion changed slightly. Although he didn't want to admit it, he still nodded. He had this feeling many times.

"And in the dead of night, you suddenly don't want the dawn, you just want to be in the dark forever, and even look forward to the end of the world, because at dawn, you have to deal with a lot of annoying people, and you hate them very much."

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The questions asked by Ye Qingqing are actually what Zhang Zhengrong's relatives in his previous life said in an interview after his death. They were Zhang Zhengrong's own feelings and his relatives. Especially in the two years before his death, he lived very miserably. .

Zhang Zhengrong's face was getting paler and paler. Ye Qingqing's every sentence hit the depths of his heart. It was exactly what he often felt. Could it be that he really failed to come out?

Zou Hanqiu patted his friend's shoulder lightly and asked, "Can he be cured?"