C156 Fear of losing you

On this cold day, when the dumplings could be stored for a long time, it would not be easy for it to break. was very happy to have the palace maids cook a few dumplings for her every day and treat them as midnight snacks.

Mufei, here are a few prescriptions for medicinal food. You can get someone to cook them for you as early, medium and late as possible. You have been eating vegetarian food for a long time, which will have a certain effect on your body.

"If you don't eat meat, your body will be unsatisfactory, so you have to make up for it no matter what. You can't deal with me, you have to eat on time, okay?"

There were some things that Luo Qingqi couldn't say. He felt that it would be too unreasonable if a man said it like that, but how could Qingluo say it?

"I have given you a detailed explanation on each list. I won't be going into the details. Is it convenient for you to cook the porridge here? If it's inconvenient, then let the Clear Stream Tribe think of a way. "

"If it wasn't for the fact that food was not allowed to be brought into the palace, I would have cooked and delivered it to you every day. Even the dumplings today took a lot of effort to bring them in."

Of course Grand Consort knew that Qingluo was not talking about the inconvenience, it was not that she did not have any place to cook. Even if it was inconvenient, but as for Spring Festival Hall, there was still a place to boil water and make porridge.

Just like this medicinal cuisine, one must use medicinal herbs, and one was not allowed to prepare them in their own palaces. Therefore, in order to cook the medicinal cuisine, one had to write an application.

"Both of you, don't worry. If I want to use some medicinal herbs, it's not a problem. With such a large palace, I won't be lacking anything."

Grand Consort didn't really care about using this medicinal food. She only thought that it was a filial act of her son and daughter-in-law, there was no point in refuting them. Otherwise, she really wouldn't want to eat this food.

Her body knew that she wouldn't be able to hold on for too long. She had expended too much energy. "But, how do you know that these medicinal cuisines are suitable for me?"

"Mufei, I've said that you're not allowed to be angry. I've studied some pharmacology, and although I'm not proficient in it, I can still take a look at some common ailments."

"The last time I came, I saw that you were not in a very good mood so I secretly took your pulse. It wasn't that you had some big problem, it was just that your body was in trouble, so I decided to make you a prescription for your medicinal food."

Qing Luo seemed to recall something as she added, "Mufei, I'm not just randomly prescribing prescriptions. After prescribing prescriptions, I went to a doctor and told him about your general symptoms."

They also think that my prescriptions are pretty good. They mainly rely on nourishment, and don't use too many medicinal ingredients. The medicinal ingredients used in the medicinal cuisine are all supplementary.

Seeing Qingluo's nervous look, Grand Consort pursed his lips and smiled. She was still a child after all, and he had not even said anything, yet she was already so anxious. "Look at you being anxious, I didn't say that I didn't believe you."

"I'm just curious, how do you know what I'm supposed to make up for? Mufei only knows now that Qingluo used to understand medicine. She's really a capable child, much stronger than mufei back then."

"If mufei had known something about medicine back then, she wouldn't have suffered so much." Mentioning that year, Grand Consort felt a little sad. If not for her decision back then, who knew if she would have been able to see her son again.

"Mufei, it's all in the past now, we have to look further ahead, there's no absolute in this world, good and evil comes to the end and there's always retribution. Those who treat us badly or give us obstacles will get retribution sooner or later, so, mufei has to live well, to live longer than them, we have to live to see what happens to them."

Qing Luo knew that a human's will would sometimes surpass what the medicine gave them. She wanted the Grand matriarch to have a thirst for life, to have a future, to live a longer life.

Of course I want to live well, not for any other reason. I want to see your child born, and when I think that my son has finally grown up and married, I feel that there is hope in life. So, you two don't have to worry.

These words caused Qingluo's heart to feel a bit uncomfortable. She didn't care about being shy, she only felt apologetic. She was still young, but when it came to having children, she had really delayed her recovery.

"Mufei, I'm sorry. The two people you sent over weren't that calm, but I've surrounded the courtyard. If you're really in a hurry to hug your grandson, I … I …"

She didn't want to find a woman for Luo Qingqi, but Grand matriarch had such a wish in her heart, and she felt that she was too selfish. Because she wasn't willing, and so she delayed Luo Qingqi's son, which was something he shouldn't do.

"..." Pick another two for him. " In the end, Qing Luo gritted her teeth and said it out, but she was so wronged that her eyes had turned red.

She didn't even want to help clean her groin and change her clothes. If someone else was sleeping in the same bed with her, it was unknown if she would do something extreme.

"Silly girl, mufei didn't say that you can't wait. Why are you being so generous?" Luo Qingqi held Qingluo's hand and squeezed it hard, expressing his consolation.

If it wasn't for the mufei's presence, Luo Qingqi would have carried Qingluo in his arms. Seeing that Qingluo looked like she was about to cry, Luo Qingqi was actually quite happy.

He still had a certain position in Qingluo's heart. Otherwise, she wouldn't be so sad, as Grand matriarch was also amused by Qingluo's appearance.

"I was just saying you were sensible, but now you're acting like a child again. What's weird is that he's an adult. He doesn't need anything from me and you, it's not something he can control."

"I also really like you. If it's a baby from someone else, I might not like it. So, work harder, I'll work harder too."

"Grow up and I'll live longer. Let's compete. I can still pick him up from the day you give birth, okay?"

This kind of agreement made all of Qingluo's thoughts come to fruition. She fiercely rushed forward and hugged Grand matriarch, tears streaming down her face. Mother's love was just this great, for her son's sake, she would do her best.

When they left the palace, Qingluo refused to say a single word. "What's wrong? You're so well-behaved, I'm really not used to it."

Luo Qingqi hugged Qingluo's waist and pinched Qingluo's cheeks. It felt so smooth that he couldn't bear to put his hands down.

"Who's as heartless as you?" Qingluo patted Luo Qingqi's hand down, "I just love you dearly, you still don't appreciate my kindness." Luo Qingqi held Blue Lo and patted his hand, gently kneading it.

"Qingluo, thank you for what you did for me. I know you want to be filial and let mufei live without any regrets, but, Qingluo, life is for both of us. We are now husband and wife."

"Besides, for others' sake, even if it's mufei, we can't mess up our own lives. It's not worth it. Our lives are for the rest of our lives, so don't regret it for the next few decades just because of these few years."

Just like I don't regret marrying you, but I'm afraid to lose you.

On the sixth day of the new year, Qingluo went to the House of the Marquis of An and met with the Madam Hou a few times to discuss the choice of people. At first, she wanted to go to the Grand Princess Mansion of Ning Yuan, but she was afraid of encountering the Heir Rongxing, so she felt a little awkward.

In desperation, Qingluo had sent a message to Princess Ning Yuan, inviting her to visit her own Prince Yi's Mansion. This was Qingluo's decision after much deliberation.

She had even specifically asked Luo Qingqi about this, asking him to help her make a decision. She was afraid that if she acted this way, wouldn't it make people feel that she was being too pretentious?

"You're thinking too much. Although Grand Princess Ning Yuan is older than us, but in terms of seniority, we're of the same generation. It's fine to invite her to our house as a guest."

royal sister is not such a petty person. If she is really such a person, then she is not worth it for us to interact with.

This last sentence was like speaking to the heart of Qingluo. She didn't hesitate and happily posted a thread for Princess Ning Yuan.

"Qingluo, I've come to see you." She didn't expect that Wang Zirou would come uninvited. Qingluo had already asked Princess Ning Yuan to discuss things with her, but Princess Ning Yuan wasn't here yet, so she couldn't just drive her good friend away.

Although she also wanted Wang Zirou to participate, without the consent of the two, it was not good for her to speak so rashly.

"Zi Rou, why are you free today?" Hearing Mo Li coming to report, Wang Zirou came. Before she could go out to welcome him, Wang Zirou had already rushed into the house. It showed how anxious she was.

"Of course I'm free, if I wasn't, would you be free to come and see me? So, I don't have the time and I'm free, because I miss you, you heartless person, and I don't miss you at all. "

Wang Zirou curled her lips, looking extremely wronged. Qingluo quickly patted on the back of the little girl's hand to comfort him, as if she had completely forgotten that she was the little one herself.

"I'm not busy. You are an unmarried woman, so of course you don't know the hardships of our married ones. I am busy going back to my parents' home, meeting my mother-in-law, and even attending to my husband. How can I be as free as you?"

"So, while you're not married, you should come to our house twice more. Otherwise, it'll be hard for us to meet in the future."

"If it's really that tragic, then I don't want to get married. I don't have any freedom at all."

"It's not that you don't have any freedom at all, it's just that you're not as free as you were when you were a girl. It's definitely impossible to go wherever you want to go now."