C263 regret for loss

While they were talking, Madam Zheng's voice could be heard. Qingluo rushed over to the bed in a hurry, almost tripping over it. However, she was stopped by a pair of large hands.

Only then did Qingluo realize that Master Zheng was also in the room. She didn't have the time to talk to him, he only nodded at him, and then went to Old Madam Zheng's bedside. "Grandmother!"

A grandmother, two people burst into tears, Lady Zheng and Zheng Qingluo burst into tears at the same time, I regret that I didn't get close to you when I could have you, if I had to do it again, I would never leave.

In the face of life or death, the pride, the benefits, the struggles … they were all unimportant. Right now, all that Qingluo could do was regret.

The person in front of him was his own blood and flesh, his grandmother. What could be more precious than blood? At this moment, all she could think of was how good her grandmother had been to her.

"Grandmother, I'm sorry. I made you sad. It's all my fault." He thought about the time when he had just returned to the capital, it was this old man who had protected him from his father and mother.

It was this old man who helped him take back his mother's dowry, as well as all the silver taels that had been withheld from him.

When the old man wanted to learn some skills, he did not care about the reputation of the Zheng Mansion. Instead, he had the people his aunt brought to teach him that all these were good things that were currently floating in the heart of Qingluo.

Madam Zheng wanted to wipe away the tears, but she was too weak to do so. She saw through her grandmother's intention and quickly grabbed her grandmother's hand and pressed it to her face.

"Qingluo — —" Madam Zheng struggled to call out Qingluo's name, then took a deep breath. She closed her eyes and opened them again, as if she was saving up her last strength.

"Qingluo, don't say you're sorry. Grandmother is the one who's letting you down." The old mistress tried her best to speak clearly, but her voice was only audible.

Fortunately, Qingluo was close enough that she could hear everything clearly. Those who were slightly further away could only hear about it. The room was so quiet that even a pin drop could be heard.

"Will you forgive Grandmother? At that time, grandma shouldn't have only protected Qingjiao and hurt your heart. Since you are both grandma's granddaughter, grandma shouldn't have been so strict with you. "

Madam Zheng had said a few short sentences. She had been gasping for breath many times now, but the words had stopped her, causing her eyes to be unable to stop herself. "Qingluo, don't cry, just smile for Grandmother."

With tears in her eyes, Qingluo smiled at Madam Zheng. It was a desolate smile, but it did not lose her charm. The beautiful Qingluo, even when tearful, was still heartbreaking.

"Qingluo, Grandmother's granddaughter, I'm very pleased to see you doing so well!" Grandmother really wishes you would stop hating Grandmother. "

"The reason why I chose to do that was because I knew that you had someone protecting you and that the Seventh Prince was treating you well. It was also because I knew that you were strong and strong, so I was confident that nothing would happen to you."

Old Madam Zheng was panting heavily as she spoke, but Qingluo didn't dare to tell her to stop. She knew that she must want to say what she wanted to say; otherwise, she might never have the chance to say it again.

"But I'm afraid of something happening to Qingjiao. I know that Qingjiao is shallow, and I know that she's restless and doesn't understand. However, it's because she doesn't understand that I'm afraid that no one will protect her."

"But after a while, I also understood that you shouldn't protect her because you have someone to protect you, because you know what's good for you." But after a while, I also understood that you can't because you have someone to protect because you know what's good for you, because you know what's good for you.

"This is unfair to you, no wonder you are sad." Qingluo helped the old mistress, but she couldn't say anything. She felt extremely upset as she choked on her words. "Uhh!"

"It's just that, Qingluo, you will understand the thoughts of your elders in the future. No matter how much you hate her, she is still your child. You won't be able to bear hurting her."

"It's just that I didn't use the right method when I was in a hurry to save her. I didn't consider your feelings and caused her to not appreciate your kindness, but it also hurt your heart. So, please forgive me."

Madam Zheng's hand that was on Qingluo's face was shaking non-stop. A long cut was torn open in Qingluo's heart as well. The pain was heart-piercing.

Grandmother, it's all my fault, I shouldn't be so competitive. We're all sisters of our own, so why would I bother remembering them all my life just because they were bad in the past. Don't worry, I'll treat her well in the future.

When Old Madam Zheng heard Qingluo's words, he let out a warm smile and turned his gaze towards Zheng Qingjiao. The old man's eyes were already far away, and could not clearly see what was happening.

Zheng Qingjiao anxiously walked forward and stood in front of Madam Zheng. Madam Zheng's face was filled with tears when she saw Qing Jiao, but she stubbornly asked her, "You should apologize to Little Sister, don't make me leave with regrets."

Zheng Qingjiao had already heard what Old Madam Zheng had said and understood the painstaking efforts she had put into this matter. She had left behind even more regrets for her arrogance in the past.

"Little sister, I'm sorry!" I sincerely apologize for everything that happened.

If he didn't hate others and hated them to no end, he wouldn't have to lead a life like this if he could get along with Qingluo.

He knew about Qingluo's personality. She valued her relationship the most, just by looking at how she didn't leave Mo Lun and Mo Ju, and even the way Mama Pan had treated her after she had secretly helped her.

Besides, he was her sister. He was blind and heart-blind back then. If he was a little bit like a sister, Qingluo could help him.

"Qingluo, I'm sorry!" She only had to say a few words of apology and she couldn't erase the fact that she had hurt Qingluo. In these past few years, she had watched Qingluo and Zheng Mansion almost break away from each other.

He watched as Qingluo's days passed by, then he saw himself alone. He clearly had two younger sisters, but no one was willing to help him. Gradually, he understood many things.

He felt endless regret over all the shameful things he had done. If he could do it again, he would definitely choose to love each other.

Turning his head back to look, Zheng Qingjiao finally realized that what he had lost, was such a precious innocence in human nature, and he would never be able to come back.

"It doesn't matter, I didn't do well either." Qingluo had already become the mother of a child. Naturally, she could understand what Madam Zheng had said just now.

It was only because she was angry that she had never placed herself in the position of the madame to consider things for her own sake. At this moment, Qingluo had completely understood the meaning of those words.

"If I had been more patient and tolerant, things wouldn't have turned out this way." Indeed, whether it was good or bad, they were all their own children. There was no one who didn't want to take care of them all.

However, once there was a conflict between the two sides, the elders naturally had to protect the weak and incompetent one among the two. Naturally, it would harm the obedient, sensible, and capable one.

This was indeed unfair, but in every family, it was a common occurrence. The one who was more capable had to pay more than the one who was useless.

At that time, Qing Luo only thought that Zheng Qingjiao was despotic and always bullied her. Now that she thought about it again, she was just an outsider, a weakling. The old man's eyes were bright, of course he could see how weak she was.

Hearing Qingluo's apology, Zheng Qingjiao shook her head in panic. She knew that her big sister hadn't done well enough, so she couldn't blame her sister for her intolerance towards him.

Could it be that she had to hand over a broom after being slapped in the face? Qingluo's words made Qingluo feel even more arrogant and unreasonable.

"Grandmother, don't worry. In the future, I will take care of sister." When she saw QingJiao's appearance, Qingluo also sighed in her heart.

He then looked at Old Madam Zheng and softly made a promise. In the end, Zheng Qingjiao's tears came out again and he started sobbing until he could no longer hold it in.

"Good, good, good. I knew you were a good person. If you can protect your sister, then I'll be at ease." Although Madam Zheng's eyes were blurry, they were filled with gentleness.

Qingluo felt even more stifled. "You will be fine, grandmother. You haven't seen the baby born in my womb yet."

Old Madam Zheng then shifted her gaze to Qingluo's belly. There, it was bulging and bulging, filled with a brand-new life. This was how the world circulated.

New life was coming but there was also the gradual departure of old age. Everything had its beginning and end, his body knew it but the old mistress was reluctant to part with it.

"Yes, it's going to be born in a few months, if only I could see it." What a vigorous life force it was to see the advent of new life.

"You do it." Old Madam Zheng once again raised her head and looked into the distance. Her only son was standing there — — Zheng Mingrui.

After that, he watched as he gradually became more and more outstanding. His son had always been so outstanding, until that woman occupied his heart. He was so easily destroyed by her, and she destroyed his entire life.

"Mother." Zheng Mingrui, on the other hand, had almost arrived in front of his mother with trembling footsteps.

In the past, if he had listened to his mother and stayed away from that malicious woman, why would he have to cause his wife to scatter and his family to ruin, causing his old mother to worry about him until she grew old.

"It's all because your son is unfilial and that you can't live in peace in your later years." Master Zheng directly kneeled in front of Old Madam Zheng's sickbed, crying until he couldn't make a sound, crying like a child.

"Get up." The Old Mistress did not have much strength left, she could only signal with her eyes, and Qingluo quickly helped Master Zheng up from the ground.

She reached out her hand, and Qing Jiao quickly reached out to grab it. She even nervously warned, "Be careful." Qing Luo looked at Zheng Qingjiao and gave her a pure smile. Perhaps, the old man who was about to die had taken away all his grudges.