Master Zheng thought of that person and felt as if his heart had been cut by a knife. He could only let out a long sigh. "Ai, it's too late to regret it now."
"Early the next morning, the madame called me over and severely rebuked me. 'Say that no one threw the bride into the bridal chamber just because of a new marriage. Will that slut die if you don't go?'"
"I was also warned that in these three days, this official must rest in the main house day after day, otherwise the Qiu's would be sold out. When this official became afraid, this lowly official obediently stayed in the main house for the remaining two days."
"Chiang agreed at that time, this official is very happy, now thinking about it, from that moment on, Chiang should have already given up on this official, it's just that this official was stupid, and did not notice what she was thinking."
"Since Qiu's has been taken as a concubine, she would go to her room every day to greet me. When this official is here, she will always be respectful and never disobey orders. If this official is not here, she will wail and complain to this official when I return."
"Tell me how Madame got off her face, and how I helped her put on her small shoes." Tell me how Madame got off her face, and how I helped her put on her small shoes.
"It was only until Zheng Mansion was cleaned up this time that we found out from the servants and servants that as long as I was not around, the Qiu's would go and provoke the official and report the wrongs to the official.
Although he hadn't thought of it, he had a clue about it. It was just that Master Zheng at that time didn't believe that a woman he had doted on would put a completely different face behind his back.
If these words from Master Zheng were placed in the mouth of someone else, would not believe a single word of it. No man would be stupid enough to believe that a concubine who was raised to a whole house would hurt her legal wife like this, and no one would believe that a married woman would be stupid enough to slap the face of the manager so straightforwardly.
Only the man in front of him would believe such a thing, and saying such words out of Master Zheng's mouth at this moment, Seventh Prince would not find it unacceptable at all.
He was now convinced that this man, a man of political acumen, was a fool at heart, and thought himself a lover.
"Actually, I didn't notice anything at all, but I did notice a lot of things. It's just that this official never thought too much about it."
Master Zheng touched his chest. If he did not dare to admit this, then he would have lost all of his conscience.
"Ever since Chiang agreed to use Qiu's as a concubine, Chiang used his pregnancy as an excuse to avoid Qiu's's morning fainting. If it's an honest concubine, she would definitely take this opportunity to hide far away."
"However, the Qiu's always comes close to me and then turns around to tell me. She is such a sensible person, even if the Chiang doesn't allow her to go, she will still follow the rules and come to visit every day."
"Then it's about how she was frightened by the grievances, and how the Chiang didn't give her face, making her lose all face. When I think about it now, I also feel that it's inconceivable, why such an obvious thing, I just couldn't understand it at the time."
Seventh Prince already did not know how to answer him, and did not know if he understood now.
Even though I have tried to persuade her several times, she still insisted on me and even used her name to fight for my honor. For this reason, I have sought out the Chiang several times, and asked her to restrain herself a little, not giving face to the, and also giving face to the Old Mistress, so as to not make everyone lose face, the Chiang at that time …
Master Zheng tried his best to recall her appearance. His face was already extremely blurry, but some memories still remained of her appearance.
"At that time, Chiang should have been pregnant for more than five months. She was so skinny that her skin was only as thick as a skeleton, and her protruding stomach was exceptionally conspicuous. When this official questioned her, she held onto her stomach with one hand and her bed with the other …"
Thinking back carefully, Master Zheng suddenly felt that the picture became clear — —
"..." After that, under my questioning, she suddenly started crying. Her tears slipped down her face so suddenly that I didn't even see them gather in her eyes. They flowed down her face and face. I was shocked by her appearance … "" You … "
Master Zheng was completely immersed in his memories, claiming that he had already become me, and talking to himself in a low voice as if he was talking to himself.
"But she still didn't say anything. Then she revealed a big smile towards me and tilted her head to look at me. She seemed to want to have a good look at me, but her eyes were filled with tears and she couldn't see it clearly."
"She raised her hand to support the bed, and her body fell backwards. She was actually so weak that it took all of her strength to sit down. I just watched her struggle to move back and lean against the pillow next to the bed."
"Then, she raised her hand again and wiped her tears dry. When she looked at me again, all that was left of her was a smile. She said to me, 'Master, since you have so much love for her, can you stop her from coming again? Don't let her come and humiliate herself, and don't give me the chance to humiliate her again.' "She …"
Master Zheng's tears finally rolled down his face. Perhaps, that was how he looked at him back then. In these tears, she looked at his blurry figure.
She had to regret so much for agreeing to this marriage, she had to regret so much for marrying Zheng Mingrui. Master Zheng covered his face with his hands and finally cried.
He didn't know how long he cried when he felt a warm touch on the side of his hand. Master Zheng raised his head and saw that Seventh Prince had brought a cup of tea to his side and even lightly touched his hand.
Master Zheng held the teacup tightly in his hand and drank a few mouthfuls. He swallowed the sobs in his mouth, "Thank you, Seventh Prince!" He used his free hand to wipe away the tears on his face.
However, the tears in her eyes still gushed out. It turned out that wiping them off was such a difficult thing to do. How did she do it? It was because she had finally given up and wouldn't shed tears for me anymore.
"She … she just looked at me like that. She smiled with the corner of her mouth bent and didn't say a word, but there was no warmth within that smile. That's right, I didn't realize then that there was no warmth within that smile.
Master Zheng lowered his head and looked at the teacup in front of him. Then, he saw ripples on the surface of the water inside the teacup.
"At that time, I only saw that smile, and my heart was still filled with anger, I actually managed to smile after stepping on someone, how sinister my thoughts must be to go back and continue persuading Qiu's, telling her not to cause trouble, and not to come and pay respects again."
"However, she still continued to visit the Chiang. She continued to lower her head and act as a pawn for the Chiang, to suffer the humiliation of being able to escape. She said that she would help me atone for my sins.
Seventh Prince could not hold it in anymore and interjected, "She wants to force people to their deaths, and he's trying to lower his head so that they can die together."
The Master Zheng also nodded as he clenched the teacup in his hands tighter. "I understand Qiu's's thoughts now, but I really thought at that time that she wanted to atone for my sins, then he came back to cry on my behalf."
"When I go find the Chiang again, she will only be lying on the bed, and won't even sit up, not to mention look at me. She will be in a stalemate until she gives birth to Qingluo."
"She is a strong mother!" In such an environment, for her to be able to give birth to Qing Luo, what kind of faith must have supported her. Seventh Prince suddenly thought of that head of white hair, and her eyes turned slightly red.
I invited a doctor to treat her. The doctor prescribed medicine for her, and I let the little girl go and fry the medicine, wanting to take a look at Chiang when she was free. Qiu's grabbed onto my sleeve, and continued to cry, and continued to cry.
"She said that she won't be able to recover from her illness this time. If I leave now, we might never see each other again. Since she said that, how could I bear to leave her by her bedside?"
"As for Chiang, because of her weak body and the difficulty of childbirth, it took her close to two days to give birth to Qing Luo. After the birth of her child, she had almost exhausted all of her heart failure, but fortunately, there was no postpartum hemorrhage so Chiang managed to preserve her life."
Seventh Prince Luo Qingqi was so angry that he broke his chopsticks, "You sure are lucky, your mother managed to preserve her life, while that bitch only had a cold, and managed to keep you here. Your love is truly great!"
Seventh Prince sarcastically replied Master Zheng, but the current Master Zheng was buried in the past. He did not react to's ridicule.
"When Qing Luo was born, she was so thin that she couldn't be seen. Because the Chiang gave birth to her, she had her illness worsen several times and the doctors asked the palace to prepare for the future. In the end, she managed to survive, but she protected Qing Luo to the death and didn't allow anyone to get close to her.
True love has always been selfless, in the moment of her dedication, although is painful, but she should also be happy, as a mother's happiness.
Speaking of withering, Master Zheng took a deep breath. It was as if there was the fragrance of flowers at the tip of his nose, but also the smell of blood at the end. The past that he could not see clearly now seemed to have become clearer, as if it had long sunk deep into his bone marrow.
"At that time, I really did not think about taking good care of them, and I didn't even want to look at Chiang. Since she was willing to guard Qingluo, then let her guard it.