Chapter 68

"Parsley, where are you going?" Xianggu saw song Shiyan's face and went out, shouting behind her.

Song Shiyan walked down the stone steps and turned a deaf ear to the mushroom.

Seeing this, Xianggu sighs helplessly, and is planning to leave here with song Shiyan. Suddenly, he seemed to be telepathic and suddenly turned back. The lens constantly switch between the guests, a face on the TV flash quickly, suddenly, the lens stopped to a man. The man was cold and fierce, and his eyebrows and eyes were full of rebellious. He sat at the banquet with a smile on his face, but he was still cold and proud. Shiitake turned her head silently, with a trace of cowardice in her eyes. He clenched his hands and quietly chased song Shiyan away.

Honey, and I, but they mercilessly into the sea. Maybe God couldn't bear to see me die so painfully, so he kindly gave me a chance to be reborn. But now I have nothing, how can I fight against them, and how can I make them atone for their mistakes? If God gave me a new life, but only let me watch the enemies get away with it, maybe I shouldn't have survived. "

I don't know why, even though Lentinus edodes still need their own protection, song Shiyan still unconsciously leans on his shoulder. She looked at the sea in front of her eyes. Her eyes were a little empty. She opened her mouth and said, "mushroom, do you know? In fact, the real me, has died in this sea. The man I used to love most scratched my face with a knife; the friend I used to trust robbed everything I had, including my face. The two of them lived together and had a very happy and sweet life.

seeing this, song Shiyan sighed helplessly, which was so heavy. She hesitated for a long time. After all, she turned around, went to Xianggu and extended her hand to him. When Xianggu saw this, he had a smile on his face. He slowly stretched out his hand and stood up with the help of song Shiyan. Song Shiyan took his hand and sat on the huge rock beside him.

"Incense, coriander..." Shiitake looked at the expressionless Song poetry and muttered.

Hearing this, song Shiyan couldn't help looking back. Cold wind hunting, mushrooms shaking body, sitting on the ground covering the wound. He was pale and looking pitifully at himself.

I can't help exhaling in pain.

"Ah --" the mushroom was thrown on the ground by song Shiyan, and broke his hand

"let me go, let me die, let me die --" Song Shiyan struggled violently, with tears streaming down his face, and growled hoarsely, "is it so difficult even to die?"

One hand held her tightly, pulled her back to the cliff, and then she fell into a warm embrace. Needless to think, song Shiyan also knows who is coming.

"Song Shiyan, after so many years, your wish can finally come true. Now, you can realize your wish and fly like a bird Song Shiyan said silently in his heart. Then, with her arms outstretched, her eyes closed and she slowly stepped out with one foot.

"Dad, my wish is to become a bird and fly freely in the sky. When I'm tired of flying, I'll fly back to my father's arms and have a rest. " Song Shiyan blows out the candle, opens his eyes, looks at his father and says with childlike innocence.

"My little birthday girl, what's your wish?" Song Qigang looks at Song Shiyan sitting in front of the cake with a kind smile on his face.

It's better than living in pain all your life!

"I don't even have the right to take revenge. I don't even have a face to talk about?" Song poetry is full of tears. She stood on the edge of the cliff, watching the snow-white spray beat on the rocks, weak smile. Maybe, I just died.

even if I live with another body, how can I succeed in revenge? In this world, how can I compete with Yin Haoming and Yan duoya? Now, I have nothing and have no strength. How can I talk about revenge? Living in this world, with such a cruel and painful memory, but powerless, God, do you know how life is like death? If you had known that, you might as well have let me die! Perhaps, today's me, has been reunited with my father in the sky, and will not be like now, forever separated! God, you are really kind, but cruel!

Take care of my Uncle De and protect my Ah Xiang, they will not be killed by Yin Haoming's people because of me; when I am homeless, my grandmother will not die in the fire because of me; Xiao Hu will not be displaced because of me; and I will not suffer all these inhuman torments.

God, since you have the ability to let my soul come to another person, so that I can live in another body. So why don't you let me go back five years? If I could go back to five years ago and know the ending, I would not trust Yan duoya and fall in love with Yin Haoming, so I could avoid all these tragedies! Taking care of my father,

Song Shiyan dropped his hand feebly and looked at the vast sea in front of him with tears streaming down his face. She took a hard step, step by step, slowly towards the edge of the cliff.With the sound of the waves beating on the rocks, his nose was red with cold, and his hands and feet were cold. However, she felt that her heart was colder than the cold hands and feet. Song Shiyan raised his cold hand and touched his soft and smooth hair. Once I had such an enviable hair, but in the fire of grandma's house, that hair no longer existed. Then she reached out and touched her face again, laughing bitterly. Once I had such a delicate face, but that face was destroyed by Yin Haoming himself. Up to now, she can still feel the cold of the knife tip in her skin and flesh, and the great pain.

Song Shiyan is standing on the cliff by the sea. The cold sea breeze blows on her face. It hurts like a knife. Her long hair is dancing in the sea breeze, like a bunch of soft and graceful seaweed. She listened to

"however, if coriander, you, you want revenge, you can't, can't live such a stable life," Xianggu looked at Song Shiyan's sad eyes and said with some heartache, "I don't want to see you, so sad, like that."

"If I can get revenge, I would rather abandon everything I have, not to mention the stable life?" Song Shiyan turned his head and looked at the mushrooms. A cluster of flames rose in his eyes and said coldly, "if you can't get revenge and let them pay for what they have done, what's the meaning of the rest of my life? What's the point of my rebirth? If so, then I might as well die like this, finish everything, and no longer have to live in endless pain! "

"If, you can, revenge, then, coriander, you will, abandon me?" Mushroom smell speech, looking at Song Shiyan's eyes, eyes clear, hesitant to ask. He was afraid to hear the heartbreaking answer, but he could not help asking after all.