Of course, every time it ends in failure. Who would like to be manipulated by another person as a puppet all the time, and still betray the person who is best for himself.
Betrayal is as addictive as marijuana, but the deep or shallow scratches left in the heart because of betrayal can't be erased for a lifetime.
It's like the scars left by marijuana in Chen miner's house.
Chen min'er rolled up his sleeve and saw one terrible scar after another on his arm, in the middle of the night without a candle. It looks particularly dazzling in the moonlight.
Every time Chen min'er has a marijuana addiction attack, these servant girls around her have to make her anxious first. When she can't help it and has been guilty for a period of time, she will find marijuana and give it to her.
She has been used to it for so many days. Every time she can't help it late at night, she will pull off the hairpin on her head, scratch the wound on her arm, and use the physical pain to alleviate the pain caused by addiction.
Her strength recovered a little. Chen min'er moved her fingers, hugged her knees at a very slow speed, leaned against the bed behind her, and cried silently in the moonlight.
Zichen palace, Liu Ruyan just woke up. Lian Chengming had gone up and there was no one in the room.
Since she took the initiative to find Lian Chengming, the ice between the two people dissolved, so Lian Chengming continued his previous days and went almost nowhere except Zichen palace and imperial study.
The concubines in the harem were looking forward to Lian Chengming's return, but they watched Lian Chengming pet Liu Ruyan as usual, and fell into despair one by one.
"Madam, you are getting better and better recently. Your body should be almost better." hong'er stood behind her and helped Liu Ruyan comb her hair. Zhen'er stood aside and looked at it with some envy in her eyes.
"Hong'er's hands are so skillful. If a maid can comb her hair, she can also help her mother comb such a beautiful bun." zhen'er held her chin in one hand and looked at the two people in front of the bronze mirror with her head tilted.
Looking at zhen'er in the bronze mirror, hong'er couldn't help laughing and said with a smile, "then you should learn from me. I'm afraid you won't learn."
She glanced at Liu Ruyan and looked down at her hand. Zhen'er couldn't help glancing and said, "forget it, I'd better learn those Jiangnan snacks and make them for my mother when I'm free."
"My snack is still delicious, isn't it, madam?"
Stretching his neck to ask Liu Ruyan, Liu Ruyan glanced at zhen'er and nodded solemnly, but she stretched it because hong'er was holding her hair, and gave a painful "hiss".
"Empress... Are you all right?" hong'er was startled, subconsciously about to kneel down and was held by Liu Ruyan.
"It's all right. Don't panic."
When hong'er was about to say something, a little girl outside hurried in and stood at the door saluting several people.
"What's the matter, so anxious?" Jane had nothing to do. When she saw someone coming, she came forward and asked.
"Miss Hui zhen'er, empress, Prince ilgen asked to see her outside. He said yes, he said he had something to find her..." the little servant girl came not long ago, and her eyes were still timid.
"Little Prince Luo Ying?" Liu Ruyan was stunned, looked at his bun in a bronze mirror, and pointed to a good golden step he had just made a few days ago. "Wear this today."
"What is he doing here?" Liu Ruyan frowned, but he just met the little prince. Why did he come to Zichen palace to see him at this time.
"That empress, see or not?" the little girl asked again for fear that Ergan was waiting outside.
Liu Ruyan thought it would be better to disappear. When he just wanted to refuse, he heard hong'er say, "empress, after all, it's a little prince of a foreign nationality. It's better to see. I'm sure there's something important."
After hesitating for a while, Liu Ruyan stood up and said, "see you then."
With that, Liu Ruyan put on his robe and went out. Just now he saw ilgenluo Eagle standing at the door of Zichen palace, wearing a white crescent robe, which was spotless, but it looked like some men in the Central Plains.
Ilgen turned around and saluted Liu Ruyan with a fist. Liu Ruyan nodded and bowed back.
"I don't know the little prince's visit today, but what's important?" Liu Ruyan still frowned, which almost became her habit.
"A few days ago, I heard that empress Hui's kite is excellent. Xiao Wang has always wanted to learn some strange things in the Central Plains. Today, he braved to come to the door for advice. I wonder if empress Hui has time to teach Xiao Wang."
Ilgen said politely, but he stared at Liu Ruyan's eyes and smiled.
"This..." Liu Ruyan hesitated. Ilgenluo eagle was a male, and she was worried.
"Xiao Wang has a sister about the same age as Princess 15. If she learns to kite, she wants to take the kite back as a gift for her birthday. I don't know if Princess Hui can succeed." ilgenluo Eagle saw Liu Ruyan's hesitation and added.
Liu Ruyan was relieved to hear that. She just flew a kite. She didn't let it go.
"Of course, the little prince is polite." Liu Ruyan smiled and immediately turned to hong'er and said, "hong'er, go get the kite and play again today."
"Yes." although hong'er was worried, she looked at Liu Ruyan's smile and went to fetch the kite according to Liu Ruyan's instructions.
It was also in front of the imperial garden. When Liu Ruyan and his party took kites, there was no one. The weather was just right, but there was not much wind in the morning, which made it very difficult to fly kites.
"Hold this thread..." Liu Ruyan put the kite in the hand of the eagle, shook it slowly with one hand, let the kite out slightly, and then motioned the eagle to hold the kite line.
"It doesn't need to be too tight, just slowly." Liu Ruyan told again, put the kite line completely in the hands of ilgenluo eagle, stood away and looked at ilgenluo Eagle shaking with the kite line in his hand.
"But like this?" ilgenlo eagle looked at the kite getting higher and higher, so he turned his head happily and looked at Liu Ruyan. However, at the moment of turning his head, the kite fell down like a broken line.
For a moment, there was no time to remedy it. The kite fell down and hung on the tree.
Liu Ruyan couldn't help laughing, so he saw the eagle's tiptoe jump over.