Lu Yishuang's anger, which could not be contained, turned into extreme fear at this moment, filled her whole heart, blinded her eyes, and let her thoughts float back to the previous life
In the past life, on that dark night, she was kidnapped into the hotel room by a group of small gangsters. They can't wait to tear off her pants and treat her one by one
The past can't be recalled. It has become a permanent scar in Lu Yishuang's heart. On the surface, it looks scabby, but on the inside, there are still many scars. A little touch is the piercing pain.
"You let me go, don't touch me!" She rebelled more and more violently, even shaking the whole table.
At first, her voice was angry and hurried, but later, she was controlled by the deep fear. Tears were raging in her face, and her voice gradually turned to entreaties: "I beg you, don't touch me, don't touch me..."
Li Qingcang is indifferent, still uncovering all the covers on her and checking her.
"Ah!" The sharp stabbing pain on her body made Lu Yishuang scream, and the crystal tears burst out of her eyes.
"Relax." She was so tense that the examination could not be completed smoothly. Li Qingcang was a little fidgety, but the movement on her hand could not help but be lighter. "You are too nervous. I can't get in."
You're too nervous. I can't get in In the past, when they were in the same room, he told her countless times
For a moment, his body was bursting uncontrollably. The fire of lust filled his whole chest, even made him thirsty.
His body's reaction surprised him.
He is a professional gynaecologist. In the past, when he was studying Gynecology, he also practiced many times in clinical practice. No matter what patient he met, he was very professional and never had any evil thoughts. But now, how could he react so easily?
For a medical staff, this is too much performance. So he paused his hand, closed his eyes, took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and then checked.
There is no crack in the vaginal opening, and the cervical opening is the shape of a small round hole All these show that she has never had a baby
In the car that day, she didn't really lie. That baby can't have been born to her.
So whose is this child? Why does she think so much of her children?
Did he Weiqi give birth to the child outside? But he knows Lu Yishuang very well. If he is proud of her, he can't bring up such a child.
Although these mysteries only make Li Qingcang feel his chest blocked, they make him feel a kind of ineffable ecstasy rising from the bottom of his heart uncontrollably
Lu Yishuang, she really didn't give birth to he Weiqi He suddenly remembered that on the night of tairu medical reception, she was poisoned, but she would not go back to find he Weiqi to vent her anger. At that time, he asked her if she had not done anything with he weiqi, and she did not deny
Then, will she not have that kind of thing with he Weiqi until now Although, this seems to be a little too fanciful.
Li Qingcang was immersed in reverie and could not help but hear a sob deliberately suppressed.
He looked up and saw when Lu Yishuang was already in tears.
Lu Yi is very strong in both directions, and this is the first time he saw her cry - tears like broken beads falling from her full cheeks. She stubbornly does not stop the clothes on her shoulders to rub her face. She wants to wipe away tears, but she rubs her hair very disorderly, fluffy, and can stand in the way of her face, which makes her face more delicate and pitiful.
There was a sudden stab in his heart, and his brow was collected without trace. He couldn't help reaching out to touch her long hair.
But before he met her, she was as cold as a prick. She had goose bumps all over her body. She went back as far as she could, almost hysterically shouting at him, "don't touch me! Go away! "
Li Qingcang's hand stops in the air like this, and then suddenly shrinks into a fist. In addition to guilt, he is more restless and confused - excessive vigilance, increased startling response, increased irritability and anxiety. This is a typical post-traumatic stress disorder.
This is a mental illness, PTSD for short. This kind of disease can only be caused after suffering from major traumatic events, such as witnessing death, serious injury, threat to physical integrity, etc.
For a moment, his heart was as painful as torn apart by life, unbearable. He immediately helped her to put on her pants, and then cut the rubber tube that bound her hands and feet.
As soon as the shackles of his hands and feet were untied, Lu Yishuang jumped out of the examination bed like a spring, ran quickly to the corner with a relatively greater sense of security, and squatted down directly, curled up tightly, trembled violently, and was frightened to the extreme.
Li Qingcang looked at Lu Yishuang, who was almost curled up into a ball. His big eyes were full of frightened Lu Yishuang. The anger in his chest would burn his whole heart to ashes, which made him lose his sense in a moment. He walked over, grabbed her shoulders and asked, "what did he weiqi do to you?"More than a year ago, when she divorced him, she was still a girl who was fearless and arrogant to the extreme. But why did she become this after she married he Weiqi?
What did he Weiqi do to her?
"Don't touch me!" Lu Yishuang couldn't hear him at all. He just hated his touch. He reached out and pushed him far away. "Roll away, don't touch me!"
She was so excited that Li Qingcang calmed down slowly.
Patients with PSTD can't bear strong stimulation. They must use mild therapy to achieve the effect.
"Well, I won't touch you." He immediately stepped back a few steps, and even raised his hands in front of her, indicating that he would not really hurt her, "I'm sorry."
The panic on Lu Yi's face eased a little, but now her heart was so anxious.
The previous gang rape did cause her to suffer from PSTD, but it was not serious. She was able to overcome her illness every time before.
Just now, Li Qingcang gave her a physical examination and tied her hands and feet, which really aroused her strong pathological reaction, but she soon adjusted herself.
The reason why she continues to pretend to be so serious is that she wants to win his sympathy and shame, and win a turning point for his refusal to cure him.
Now it seems that she did succeed. At the moment, his attitude towards her is indeed the best since she met him again after divorce.
But what should we do next? Did she take the opportunity to ask him to treat Ann?