Chapter 182

Li Mu's question made Su Yingxue's expression flash a little flustered.

For Li Mu, he always felt that he had failed in his last life, so he had some instinctive lack of self-confidence in many memories of the last life. His freshmen started from the afternoon of the last day of the college entrance examination, which was the fault of his life. After that, he was confident, resolute and tough enough, but before that, he was not sure how he was.

In my memory, three years of senior high school have been nothing good for me. No matter how I study, how I look, how I dress, or how I live in my family, I can barely be considered as a middle school student in my class, but Su Yingxue is different. Her every move and every smile affect the hearts of the boys in the whole school. So Li Mu in my last life always felt that my unrequited love for Su Yingxue would not have any result, even if I had it in my life Once in a while, I have the idea of coveting her and some confidence, which is also after rebirth.

However, Su Yingxue's words just now have somewhat subverted Li Mu's consistent cognition. Su Yingxue can tell so many details in her three years of high school, which is enough to show that she paid attention to herself in that year.

Seeing that Su Yingxue didn't speak, Li Mu said, "I'll tell you the truth. I've been paying close attention to you for three years in high school."

Su Yingxue smiled a little, the previous panic disappeared, his face was filled with a different kind of self-confidence and comfort, and said to Li Mu, "the same to me."

Said, Su Yingxue took the can in her hand and said, "let's have a drink and fill up the previous one."

Li Mu said, "you just finished. It was a farewell wine before. Why do you make it up now?"

Su Yingxue said with a smile: "what is mended is wine. As for the prefix, the original glass of wine was farewell. Now this cup is......"

Su Yingxue in front of Li Mu suddenly fell into thinking.

She subconsciously said a contrast. She wanted to tell Li Mu that this wine is no longer a farewell wine, but has the opposite meaning. But when she said it to her mouth, she didn't know what words to use to describe it.

In her heart. There is a word, but she is embarrassed to say it.

The missing cup, she felt, was a farewell, mending cup. It's mutual respect

Being together means waiting for each other. It's very close to the current situation of Li Mu and herself. But she also thinks that the word "being together" is always used in love and said. Whether there will be loss of reserve, and whether it will be misunderstood.

When Li Mu saw Su Yingxue's words fell into deep thought, he understood that he was ten times poor in words, and Su Yingxue would not be poor in words. She certainly thought of what to say, but she just couldn't say it.

As it happens, Li Mu also thought of that word.

So, he pretended as if nothing had happened, and said, "now this cup is for each other."

Su Yingxue is slightly shocked. Li Mu suddenly says the word. It happened to be in her mind that her reserve had just been cleared. She held up her glass and nodded, "it's right. It's mutual respect."

Li Mu looks up and drinks a bottle of wine clean.

Looking at Su Yingxue again, he frowned and took a big sip. Unexpectedly, he choked at the end of the drink, causing a violent cough.

Li Mu patted her back and said, "just take a sip and have a drink."

"Not good." Su Yingxue's voice was a little coquettish: "I have never indulged myself so much. You let me do what I want. "

Li Mu nodded slightly, regretting more about his attitude and performance towards Su Yingxue after he went to university. At least, he should continue to pay attention to her as he did in high school. This is not to forget the original intention.

The more wine you drink, the more you think about it, the worse the quantity will become. After a few bottles of beer are drunk, Li Mu will be a little confused, but his mind will become more and more confused.

Think back to Su Yingxue's life road of last life. In addition to the blank of her emotional life, she has done very well in other fields, with success in her studies and career.

Li Mu always thought that Su Yingxue was a very independent woman. She looked at problems more thoroughly than her peers, and she had a long-term vision. Therefore, he always thought that Su Yingxue was a kind of woman who did not rely on emotion at all. Her life satisfaction was never provided by the opposite sex, but by her efforts to realize her own price Value and dream.

But, he did not know, all along, Su Yingxue just buried the dependence on emotion.

Not only did Su Yingxue pay close attention to Li Mu in her last life, but also su Yingxue has been thinking about him almost every day these days. However, she is very rational to think that Li Mu must be busy these days, with all kinds of things involved. Although she can't bring any substantive help to his career, at least she can't drag him back.

Su Yingxue is such a light woman as water in her last life. Even if she cares about it again, she just puts it in her heart and rarely lets the other party know.

In the last life, both of them concealed their own concerns. Su Yingxue went north by train to study in the people's Congress. She thought about Li Mu who was going to Jinling. When Li Mu was in Jinling, she often thought about Su Yingxue who was far away in Yanjing.

He wanted to know about Su Yingxue, so he found a spoon beside the pool. Because of Su Yingxue's great reputation in the school, Li Mu could see countless information about her directly by the pool. But Su Yingxue wanted to know about his news, which is usually very difficult.She also paid attention to the forum of Li Mu's school, but in the whole freshman year, she didn't see any news about Li Mu on it. Until the sophomore year, she only saw the picture of Li Mu's band's first performance on a post. At that time, she was slightly lost, because she knew that there were always many girls around the college students playing music.

Both of them are concerned about each other, but they both think that each other has long forgotten themselves. In life, there are so many men and women who fail to come together because of this. The magnetic field between them is too similar, sometimes it will play a negative role.

Then Li Mu came to Yanjing after su Yingxue, but found that Su Yingxue had gone abroad. The news that Li Mu stayed in Yanjing for development was learned by Su Yingxue. Su Yingxue gave up the dream of Wall Street and went back to China for development. But when the two finally took root in the same city, Su Yingxue never waited for any news from Li Mu.

Like Li Mu, she felt that there was nothing left in each other's hearts for a long time.

Or that sentence, so big Yanjing, never gave them the chance to pass by.

In the end, Su Yingxue was so devoted to her career that she was forced by her family to marry her brother, who was a good sister when she was studying in the United States.

She and her good sisters knew that she was gay. Su Yingxue rushed to get married. Until she put on her wedding dress in the United States, she still had a regret for many years: she wanted to have a farewell drink with Li Mu after graduating from senior high school, but Li Mu was drunk too fast in that farewell meal, and Su Yingxue was just determined to find him for a drink By the time, he was already broken.

Unfortunately, Li Mu didn't know his inner feelings about the past of his last life, and Su Yingxue couldn't know the track of life that he had gone through in his last life.

However, Li Mu suddenly found something that he had never found in Su Yingxue this evening.

It's faith.

Maybe, Su Yingxue is not the kind of strong woman who only cares about her career and dream; maybe, she also secretly paid attention to herself and burst out the same ideas as herself; maybe, she has the same vision for love as other girls.

Last life's parting, this life's together

Li Mu repeated this sentence many times in his heart. Life has been so reversed. Why don't you bite your teeth and turn him around?!

For a while, Li Mu seemed to feel his ambition. He suddenly raised his head and his eyes burst into a glow. He stared at Su Yingxue and said, "Yingxue, I'll chase you from now on!"

Su Yingxue is stunned by the lightning strike. She is surprised at Li Mu's words. Why does he say that he wants to pursue himself from now on, instead of saying that I like you directly like other men? You are my girlfriend. The latter is the usual way to express your love, right?

What's more, she likes Li Mu. Since she saw the light in the eyes of this drowsy guy looking at her, she found that somehow, she would also be attracted by his small but dark eyes. Sometimes, the feeling of liking someone doesn't need material, appearance or even ability to support, a long time It's enough to look back.

However, Su Yingxue soon wants to understand that if Li Mu just said "be my girlfriend" like other people, I'm afraid that I would hesitate to struggle. After all, I not only promised my parents not to fall in love in college, but also didn't make any preparation for falling in love. If Li Mu suddenly omitted to express his love, I'd like to ask for a clear answer I'm afraid I'll be scared by him.

Li Mu now says he wants to pursue himself, which should also be regarded as an alternative expression, right? This guy doesn't even go the ordinary way to express his love.

Su Yingxue thought that she was also full of shame and joy. She once read a sentence in the magazine, which roughly means: if you like a person when you are young, the happiest thing is not that you can be together soon, but that you know that you like each other.

Su Yingxue asked Li Mu with a red face: "then how are you going to chase me?"

"I don't know." Li Mu spread out his hand and smiled bitterly, "I haven't thought about it yet. You have to let me think about it."

Su Yingxue finds that Li Mu usually has his own ideas and vision in his work, but now he doesn't know why. He is full of blankness. The whole person looks silly, but he is cute.

Su Yingxue asked Li Mu with a rare blush, "what is your purpose of chasing me?"

Li Mu said faintly, "do you look good? To be long-term is a test, anytime, anywhere, life... " (to be continued. )