Li Mu and Hu Zhengdao went out of the dormitory together. Hu Zhengdao took out a bag of soft red plum from his pocket, took out two, one in his mouth, and handed one to Li Mu.

Li Mu took the cigarette and asked him curiously, "when did you learn to smoke?"

Hu Zhengdao lit his own cigarette and lit up the fire for Li Mu. He said, "didn't you run around the Internet bar a while ago? Every one who went to an Internet bar gave me cigarettes. At the beginning, he refused. Later, I didn't know how to do it, so I started smoking."

Li Mu stretches out his hand to protect the flame of the fire engine. When the smoke ignites, he takes a hard breath. As a result, he doesn't smoke red plum for a long time. When he raises it fiercely, he even pulls his throat. He coughs a few times and even tears come out. He says to Hu Zhengdao in a mess: "it seems that I pushed you into the fire pit."

Hu Zhengdao smiled: "don't say that, third brother. You pulled me out of the fire pit. If you didn't give me this livelihood, I really don't know what to do with Yanan's mother."

Although the dormitories were arranged in different sizes, people seldom talked about the arrangement. Li Mu asked him, "what's the matter today? There seems to be something on my mind. "

"Well." Hu Zhengdao said: "Yanan's mother's condition has worsened recently. Today, she went to the hospital for dialysis. The doctor said that her physical condition was not very optimistic, so she went through the hospitalization formalities in the afternoon."

Li Mu asked him in a hurry, "what's the matter?"

Hu Zhengdao said: "I asked the doctor that it was the chronic failure of the body organs, and I had to stay in the hospital for 24 hours to avoid sudden complications."

Li Mu sighed and asked him a moment later, "do you need money?"

Hu Zhengdao shook his head: "it's still profitable to sell legendary overlord. It's enough to maintain her treatment fee. Today, I asked the doctor privately. The doctor said that if she doesn't receive kidney replacement surgery, she can't survive for half a year."

Li Mu asked him, "does Ya Nan know?"

"Yes." Hu Zhengdao said with a wry smile: "when I went to ask, the doctor was still wondering, saying that your girlfriend just asked, why did you ask again."

Li Mu asked, "how is Yanan's mood?"

"Hold on in front of her mother, hide her mother's face and cry."

Li Mu asked again, "what do you say about the affair of * *?"

Hu Zhengdao said: "there are so many people in the line. I don't know if I want to go to the year of the monkey and the month of the moon. The beds in the Department of nephrology in the whole hospital are almost full. Most of them are waiting for this disease. But the beds in the Department of renal transplantation are half empty. Only those who have just changed their kidneys or donated their kidneys will live in that department. The chance is too small. Even Yanan matching type is all If you don't succeed, you're less likely to be strangers. "

Li Mu nodded and said, "you should adjust your mood. Now her mother and her mother depend on you. If you look decadent all day long, it will be more difficult for them to persist."

Hu Zhengdao suddenly took a smoke: "what I installed in front of them is still very good, but it's Yanan. Her father's like that, she almost has no hope. Now her mother's condition is so serious. If she doesn't have it, I'm afraid she can't bear it."

Li Mu then advised, "isn't there still time? As long as we find out and have a transplant, it will last for at least ten years?"

Hu Zhengdao said with a wry smile, "it's true, but after all, the chance is very small."

"No matter how small the chances are, there will be opportunities. Patience and so on. Maybe there will be miracles."

Hu Zhengdao nodded slightly, flicked the fart in his hand, and then took out another one to light it. He said, "actually, going out to run outside is not the main reason for smoking, but the main reason is that he is too depressed. Smoking can solve some problems."

Li Mu patted him on the shoulder and said, "don't think about it so much. In these days, I'll review my lessons and prepare for the exam. I'll take the time to run more business in winter vacation, and then raise your income to a higher level. No matter what the result of my mother's affairs in the future, you have the ability to deal with it."

Hu Zhengdao understands Li Mu's meaning. Now, the income of plug-in is really high. If she can run the vacant market more, the income will be higher. In this way, if Wang Yanan's mother can wait until, she can afford her operation cost; if she can't find, she died of illness, she can take good care of Wang Yanan and give her a stable life.

In fact, Li Mu admires Hu Zhengdao very much. His family situation is not good. After talking about such a big thing happened to his girlfriend's house for a long time, he was able to bite his teeth and carry it all the time. This is really a man. Li Mu saw from him all the courage that he devoted to the people he loved.

After a few words of conversation, Hu Zhengdao was also relieved. He took out his cell phone and said to Li Mu, "I'll call first to ask about the situation. Originally I wanted to take care of it. As a result, Ziqiu and Chenjiao went there, saying that it was inconvenient for me to be a big man, and urged me to come back."

Li Mu nodded and Hu Zhengdao called Wang Yanan. Li Mu could only hear Hu Zhengdao.

"Honey, how is Auntie?"

"Just go to sleep. Can you cope tonight?""Ziqiu stay with you? That's good. You two take turns sleeping. Don't carry them all. "

"Well, I'm in the bedroom. Don't worry. I'll find time to read. I'll take my textbook with me tomorrow evening."

After hanging up, Hu Zhengdao said to Li Mu, "it's OK that Ziqiu is with her tonight."

Li Mu nodded and wanted to ask him about Zhao Ziqiu, but he hesitated and didn't say it.

Hu Zhengdao looked at the time and said, "three brothers, shall we go back? It's windy and cold. "

"Well, go back."

Hu Zhengdao lost his second fart and went back to the dormitory with Li Mu. When he was near the door of the dormitory, Li Mu suddenly stopped and asked him, "how is Zhao Ziqiu?"

Hu Zhengdao looked at Li Mu in surprise and said with a smile, "I thought you didn't care."

"Nonsense."

Hu Zhengdao said: "Ziqiu looks very good, but she has lost a lot of weight, and her breasts are all followed by a small cup."

When Li Mu heard this, he frowned, and Hu Zhengdao hurriedly said, "don't get me wrong, this is what Yanan told me."

Li Mu nodded softly and didn't speak again.

……

At this time, in front of the hospital bed, Wang Yanan's mother has fallen asleep. Wang Yanan and Zhao Ziqiu are sitting beside the bed. Wang Yanan's eyes are red and she looks at her mother sleeping on the bed. Her whole body, especially her face, has been obviously swollen, and her face is quite ugly. The side of her neck is still connected with the indwelling catheter used for long-term dialysis, which is shocking.

Most of the time, Wang Yanan will stare at her sleeping mother as she does now. She will think of her mother's healthy appearance, her family of three and her beautiful days. She will also think of her father who has never heard from. I don't know if there is a trace of guilt in his heart when he dodges debts, or how his mother and himself are living now Like.

At the thought of a good home becoming like this, Wang Yanan prayed to God in his heart that all this would be like a nightmare and disappear after he woke up. However, such a wish has been made many times, but it is impossible to achieve it.

Zhao Ziqiu caught a glimpse of Wang Yanan's silent tears. He couldn't help but reach out and hold her hand together. He said in a low voice, "stop crying, things will change. You are always so pessimistic. If aunt sees it, she will feel even worse."

Wang Yanan nodded softly, reached out his hand to wipe away his tears, and said softly, "I'm used to it. I can't move without tears."

Zhao Ziqiu smiled and said, "if you don't sleep on your stomach for a while, I'll look at my aunt."

Wang Yanan said, "I'm not sleepy. Go to sleep first."

Zhao Ziqiu smiled: "but I'm not sleepy."

Just finish saying, the mobile phone in the pocket vibrated twice, Zhao Ziqiu hurriedly took out a look, and then put the mobile phone back into his face.

Wang Yanan asked her, "is it Xu Jiahui again?"

Zhao Ziqiu nodded but didn't speak.

Wang Yanan smiled and said: "he is really very persistent, how many messages a day to you?"

Zhao Ziqiu said, "I haven't counted, and I'm lazy to count."

Wang Yanan said: "people care about you so much. You occasionally reply to them. Even if it's out of politeness, you can't be so indifferent."

Zhao Ziqiu said: "if he doesn't care about me so much, he will send messages like a friend occasionally, and I will definitely return to him, which is the key to him..."

Wang Yanan understood the meaning of Zhao Ziqiu's words, shook his head and said: "people are sincere to you, and his conditions are so good, you can't always be so stubborn."

Zhao Ziqiu asked her, "what do you do if he is after you? Will you take care of him? "

Wang Yanan didn't think about it, and said, "I'll certainly ignore him. I've got the right path and I'm satisfied."

Zhao Ziqiu said, "I have others in my heart, and I can't fit him."

Wang Yanan knew that she was talking about Li Mu, but still asked her, "even if there is someone else in her heart who can't fit another person, can't you still fit another SMS?"

"Zhao Ziqiu seriously said:" can't fit, don't say a text message, a word can't fit

Wang Yanan was stunned. Unexpectedly, after such a long time, Zhao Ziqiu still couldn't help sighing at Li Mu and said, "but you know Li Mu's situation now. Why don't you look away? Xu Jiahui is very good. You can try to get along with him. Maybe you will like him."

Zhao Ziqiu said: "I'm quite open-minded, so I won't consider trying to get along with Xu Jiahui. I didn't plan to fall in love in the University before I met Li Mu, and now I'm even less prepared."

In Zhao Ziqiu's heart, some positions are reserved for the specific person in his life. Even if he fails to be around himself, even if he accompanies others, he will never let others take his place in his heart. His life is still long, and he is only ten or nine years old. He firmly believes that he can wait, even though the waiting process is long and long pain. (to be continued. )