Chapter 200

This is the idea that has been suppressed in the heart of cloud painting.

When she studied Zhuang Zhou's dream of butterfly, she couldn't understand the philosophical meaning of this allusion.

In the study of philosophy idealism and materialism, she also did not understand well.

But now, she really understand the word Zhuang Zhou Mengdie!

It's like torturing everyone: do you really think the world you're in is real? How do you know the world is real? Maybe this world is just a dream for you. When you die, the dream will end, and you will really wake up

This is the biggest paradox since her rebirth.

She knows that Xiao Qiuci, Xiao Ruyue and even Yun Congjun's cruelty to her and her mother will never happen again in this world, or in her life! That won't happen again.

But

But is that the end?

Indeed, the tragedy she suffered in her last life was that she was too stupid and stupid, and that she loved Qi Ziheng so much that she could not be counted as such by Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue.

It is also strange that she is too eager for father's love, so she will agree to everything in order to please Yun Congjun!

Is she stupid or stupid, but should she be calculated and destroyed?

Should she bear all the darkness in the world for her suffering, the hell that life is not like death?

It's too painful. It's too painful.

She can't forget

Her mother said that it was just a dream, a nightmare, which was a warning from heaven, not to revenge her, but to keep her away from the darkness, so that she could become better and smarter!

Cloud painting also agreed.

Whether Zhuang Zhou dreams of butterfly or butterfly dreams of Zhuangzhou, she will not easily destroy her hard won rebirth, and she should not let hatred occupy the whole of her life!

She is busy every day and tries her best to do everything well. She doesn't want to waste a moment or a second, because only in this way can she feel that she can't live in vain.

He divorced his mother and Yun from the army and left the best of the family. He changed his situation in school and led class 15 to better step by step. He insisted on his swimming dream. He restarted his own writing Road, and the first book achieved success

She's done very well, hasn't she?

She is so busy, let countless things occupy every minute of her life, just to tell herself that this life is real!

Is also to tell themselves, now she is real, last life is a dream!

Those in my last life are dreams!!

She also kept telling herself that she was a human being, not a brute like Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue in her previous life. She also had human nature. She could not punish others for crimes that others had not committed or would never have the opportunity to commit

When Xiao Qiuci and Xiao Ruyue deal with her, she can fight back and fight back fiercely.

But she doesn't take the initiative to harm people.

She is human, and she has human nature. She should not be enslaved to hatred.

She even kept telling herself that it was a dream, that humiliation and hatred were dreams, dreams

She should not be immersed in it, she should come out, should let the sun shine into her heart, should dispel the shadow in her heart, should come out and laugh at life.

……

She even took the initiative to avoid Xiao Qiuci, Xiao Ruyue and Yun to join the army.

She was afraid to see them, and she would arouse her own inner darkness.

She has really worked hard!

But

But she was wrong.

Last life, not a dream.

Never

Others have not experienced, think it is a dream.

But only she knows how real that is How cruel it is

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