Chapter 1595

When Jingxiu wakes up, Luo Yunli is texting.

She was sitting in a chair next to the hospital bed, with her head down, trying very hard to text.

She doesn't spend too much time on her cell phone, and she doesn't know how to send text messages, let alone one hand. So now she is working hard to send messages with her head down and both hands.

Jingxiu didn't move either. He was too tired physically and mentally.

That's how he looked at her.

After more than ten minutes, Luo Yunli raised her head and suddenly put her eyes on him. She was also shocked.

"Hugh, you're awake!" Luo Yunli was stunned, and a surprise appeared on her face. "When did you wake up, why don't you call me?"

"Would you like something to eat? I'll buy it for you Luo Yunli put down his mobile phone and said, holding his hand tightly.

Jingxiu shook his head.

Luo Yunli, biting his lips, sits on the edge of the hospital bed, lying on his side next to Jingxiu. She goes to kiss Jingxiu's cheek, but Jingxiu turns her head slightly and avoids it.

Luo Yunli was stunned, and then his eyes turned red, "ah Xiu, you Do you dislike me

"No, I don't know how long I haven't washed my face." Jing Xiu smiles, "not clean."

"I don't dislike you." Luo Yunli held his face and gave him a kiss on his dry lips without hesitation

"Yunli, let me go first. I can't breathe."

Jingxiu's voice is very tired.

Luo Yunli quickly let go and nervously looked at Jingxiu. "What's the matter? Is it not comfortable?"

"It's OK." Jingxiu gave a long sigh of relief, "you haven't eaten yet. Go to eat, don't worry about me. There are nurses. "

"No, I don't want to leave you." Luo Yunli picked up the kettle on the bedside table. There was warm water in it. He poured a little out to let Jingxiu drink a little, at least moistening his lips and throat.

Jingxiu didn't have the strength to argue with her.

He lay still, silent.

Luo Yunli is constantly thinking of all kinds of interesting things to share with him.

"Yangji's operation was successful. The doctor said that it would not be long before I recovered and left hospital. There was also lazhen. Her eye surgery was also very successful. The doctor said that if she recovered well, her eyesight could basically be within 100 degrees! Gesang's cleft lip and palate operation has also been arranged... "

Luo Yunli chattered on and on, his voice brimming with joy.

"I took gersang to a movie, and I took him to KFC. The kid was so happy." Luo Yunli said, "by the way, I also bought a lot of books for them. There are too many kinds of books here. There are no books in the Tibetan areas, and they are very difficult to buy. Big city is convenient, I also learned to buy things online, the fastest day to buy things can be delivered, really can't imagine! "

"The children here are so happy." Luo Yunli sighed, "when I was shopping in the supermarket, I heard a little girl say to her mother angrily that she didn't want to go to a special class, to learn piano, to learn dance, to learn painting and to learn English It's really It's hard for children in Tibetan areas to finish primary and junior high school, let alone extracurricular classes. Many people haven't even seen TV several times, and mobile phones are only seen on TV... "

"Ah Xiu, in the future, our children must be given the best environment and the best education." Luo Yunli said in a low voice, "Oh, by the way, this is my bookkeeping book these days. All the money I spend is on it. I don't know. I've spent so much money. In this big city, it's really useless. "

"Don't show it to me." Jingxiu was very tired, "just a little money."

"That's your money too, not mine." Luo Yunli bit his lips, "I'll write down every sum of money I spend now, and I'll give it back to you later."

"Yun Li." Jingxiu didn't go on with the topic, so he called out to her.

"Well?"

"Do you love me?" Jingxiu's voice is very light and tired.

"What's the matter with you?" Luo Yunli looked at Jing Xiu strangely, "why ask this question all of a sudden? Don't you know whether I love you or not? I thought it was the only question we didn't need to ask again! "

Jingxiu looked up at her, "I have this disease, and I can't find out the cause. I don't know how long I can last. Maybe one time, when there was no medical staff, I had a heart attack and I died."

"No, no, no, you are not allowed to say that. No, it must not be!" Luo Yunli immediately hugged him and cried, "don't do this. You will really be OK!"

Jingxiu laughed. "Originally, I wanted to finish the work on the base as soon as possible, and then I would marry you. We would go back to Tibet and live there If my parents still don't forgive me, I'll take a little time every year to go home to see them. Other times I'll stay with you in Tibetan areas, teaching or working as a Tibetan doctor. If they forgive me, I'll take you home often If we had children, my parents would have been softer... "

“……” Luo Yun Li bit his lips and looked at Jing Xiu, "how did you suddenly talk about this?"Jingxiu smiles and reaches out to touch Luo Yunli's face. "I really want to spend my life with you, poor or rich. I don't like the life in big cities, nor do I like political intrigue. I have no ambition and no goals. I just want to live in a paddy field and help people in need as much as I can."

Luo Yunli didn't know how to answer.

"Yunli, you love the city, don't you?"

"I I didn't I like you I'll be where you are Luo Yunli bit his lips. "You like to live close to nature. We live in Tibetan areas. I will follow you wherever you want. It's just I think we should also think about children. If we have children, he will receive education in a big city, so he will have more choices in the future. If he follows us in Tibetan areas, he can't touch the developed society at all, and his horizon will be narrowed That would limit his life. At least let him contact prosperity, then make a choice, otherwise I worry that he will regret, will resent

Jingxiu was silent for a moment. "I don't want children."

"Ah?" Luo Yunli widened his eyes, "for Why? "

"No why, I just didn't think about having children." Jingxiu whispered, "I'm afraid I can't be a good father. I'm afraid I can't take this responsibility. If you give birth to him, but you can't raise him well, you'd better not give birth to him from the beginning. "

Luo Yunli was silent.

Jingxiu looked at her, "I'm sorry, Yunli. We haven't talked about this problem before. I can see that you like children very much and want to have children of your own, but I can't. I can help those children, but I'm not really ready to be a father, and I may never be ready. I may really, I can't be a father

"No No, it's not like this... " Luo Yunli's expression is very tangled, "you are so kind and loving, you are also very patient with the children, you will be a good father."

"Not the same." Jing Xiu shook his head. "I can't confirm that I can afford this responsibility. I don't want my children to resent. An irresponsible father is a disaster to the children."

"But..."

"Yunli, the money on my card should be enough for you to study and live in s city. You can go to college, learn anything you want to learn, and do whatever you want to do." You can have more wonderful life

"You What do you mean Luo Yunli looked at Jingxiu in horror and held Jingxiu's arm tightly with both hands. "Ah Xiu, you, you, you What are you going to do? Don't scare me. How can you say such a thing all of a sudden, Hugh

Jingxiu looked at her, reluctantly reached out and stroked her face. "Yun Li, can my illness be cured?"

“…… Yes, definitely! " Luo Yunli tightly covered his hand on her cheek. "We can find the cause and cure it. You can't be so negative."

"No, I asked you." Jingxiu looked at her and said, "when will my illness get better?"

“……” Luo Yunli blinked a little blankly, "I I'm not a doctor, but the doctor can definitely find out the cause of the disease and cure you quickly... "

"How about tomorrow?" Jingxiu asked, "or the day after tomorrow?"

"Hugh, you You... "

"Yunli, I am very grateful for all you have done for me and Yao Yao, and I will never forget it." Jingxiu whispered, "I really like you, love you, you are so kind I swear to give you happiness, I swear I will give you everything you want

"Ah Xiu..." Luo Yunli shed tears with emotion.

Jingxiu laughed, "but now, I find that you are not happy with me. I can't give you happiness."

"No, no, no, no, I'm happy. I'm happy when I'm with you..."

"Yun Li, listen to me." Jingxiu looked at her. "I thought I knew you, but I didn't know you at all. I didn't know what you wanted until now."

“……”

"Don't ask for it. It's fate to walk together. I always appreciate you. Really." Jingxiu said faintly, "I thought I could give you everything, but in fact, I can't. For example, I can give you marriage, but I can't give you children; I can give you love, but I can't give you life... "

"I don't want children, I don't want your life, I just want you!"

"All the money on the card will be transferred to your account name, and the apartment you bought the other day will allow you to settle down in s city. After that, I can't be with you any more. " Said Jing Xiu.

"Why! What's the matter with you? " Luo Yunli's face collapsed.

Jingxiu looked at her, and her eyes were filled with disappointment: "Yunli, I once told you that you can tell me what you want. I will give whatever I can, even if it is my life! But why don't you tell me? "

"Say What do you say

"Yun Li, you are used to fighting for what you want and getting it yourself. But there are some things that you can't reach out and take if I don't give them. " Jingxiu looked at her. "My life, for example."www.novelhold.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!