Apologies never make the dead alive.
It's like the water that's gone.
Cloud painting fully understands Shen Zhiyi's mood and her current weariness.
She experienced being reviled by the whole society. The feeling of being isolated and helpless was really very hurtful. Even if she turned around later, the whole society apologized to her, so what?
The hurt that has been done will not be eliminated because of apology. The injury is the injury and always exists.
What's more, not all people will apologize to Shen Zhiyi after they know that she is a victim. There are still some people who think that the fundamental reason why Shen Zhiyi was infringed by Peng Shuwei is that she is not pure minded.
It was not a holiday at that time. Leiden middle school did not have a holiday, and she had to go to the cinema instead. It is said that she went to see a movie because a certain male god on campus was going to go. If she didn't go, Peng Shuwei would not have the chance to invade her. Of course, there would be no fire, and there would be no later things!
Or is the victim guilty? You're in trouble because you don't obey the rules, because you give the criminal a chance
Under the circumstances of apologizing to Shen Zhiyi, some people still blame Shen Zhiyi for her accident, just like being harassed on the subway because you don't wear enough
Needless to say, the bystanders will feel uncomfortable, not to mention Shen Zhiyi himself.
Therefore, cloud painting can fully understand Shen Zhiyi's psychology of escaping from society and people.
That's normal.
However, Shen Zhiyi is now receiving treatment in the s city mental health research center, and she does not want to see her.
It's not that I don't want to see Shen Zhiyi, but I don't want to go to the Mental Health Institute.
Just go to see Shen Zhiyi. No one else is suitable except her. After all, she and Shen Zhiyi are classmates, and this time Shen Zhiyi is very cooperative with Bo Siqing's action plan, perfectly "suicide" and perfectly evade PN. She should thank Shen Zhiyi for her kindness, so
Go ahead.
"Is Bo Si Qing still busy?" Cloud painting asked Song Ci.
Song Ci nodded, "the follow-up work is very complicated, and Chu Yu also found out some things, is following the cane, there are some interrogation work."
Cloud painting nodded and said nothing more.
She took a deep breath and let Song Ci drive directly to the Mental Health Institute of s city.
The car stopped in front of the administration building. Song Ci came down to help her open the door.
Yunhua took a deep breath, took out the mobile phone from the bag and got out of the car.
As early as more than 20 days ago, after the subway accident, after PN's stronghold was knocked down, Shen Zhiyi's movement restriction and security level had been lifted, and she could move freely and leave at any time.
But Shen Zhiyi is not willing to leave.
Of course, she is not a ward of the Institute. Therefore, her area is a convalescent area, which is a separate short-term convalescent ward. The environment here is very good and there are not many patients.
In the past, Shen Zhiyi sits by the window and reads a book. He looks quiet and gives people a feeling of quiet years.
As soon as Yunhua stood there, Shen Zhiyi turned his head and looked at it as if he had a premonition.
When he saw the cloud painting, Shen Zhiyi closed his book and stood up.
Yun Hua also walked past. They looked at each other for a few seconds through the ground glass window. Shen Zhiyi turned around and helped Yun Hua open the door. "Please come in."
Yunhua went in and sat down on the windowsill
"Good." Shen Zhiyi replied.
A white dress, black long straight hair spread out, face without powder and Dai, completely plain face, so Shen Zhiyi looks particularly pure and clean.
Great changes have taken place in her whole temperament. Cloud painting even feels that she has lost a little smoke and anger, which seems to be out of touch with the world.
"It's all over. Thank you for your help." Cloud painting whispered, "if it's not you, the other party is not so easy to be cheated, and the follow-up action will not be so smooth. One of their biggest strongholds in the country has been knocked down and many people have been arrested. "
"Well." Shen Zhiyi nodded gently, but did not say anything more.
"If you don't want to go to school at home, you can go abroad." Yunhua said, "it's not difficult to apply for high school and college abroad. You have been very helpful in this operation. You should apply for it and arrange it for you. "
"No, thank you." Shen Zhiyi shook his head without much consideration.
Yun Hua looked at her, "why?"
"I don't want to go." Shen Zhiyi Tao.
"Don't want to go abroad, or don't want to go to school, or something else?"
"I don't know." Shen Zhiyi looked out of the window blankly, and his eyes were empty. "I just have no energy. I can't lift my spirits when I talk about going out to school. I feel uncomfortable and tired. I don't want to go to school, and I don't want to bear the strange eyes of the outside world. One by one, I look at me like a monkey. As long as I think of those eyes, I feel uncomfortable all over.""Inevitably." Cloud painting said, "it's like the stars, all the same."
"I don't know what I want to do." Shen Zhiyi constantly shakes his head, "it's like life lost all the goals, muddle along."
"What did you want before?" Cloud painting asked, "the previous goal, now has no attraction to you?"
Previous goals?
Shen Zhiyi was in a daze.
What was her previous goal?
She lived in her uncle's house and received the education and edification of her uncle and aunt. They told her that if she wants to become a master, she must change her own class. The best way is to marry a husband in the upper class, and to enter a wealthy family
All her education, etiquette, interpersonal communication, flower arrangement, tea art, piano She studies all the elegant things, she has even been learning how to show the charm of women of different ages and stages!
All of this is to prepare for marrying into a powerful family.
But now, this goal So pale and powerless.
It was because she wanted to get close to tan Shaoning and have a chance to see a movie with Tan Shaoning, that she went to the cinema, was blocked in the bathroom by Peng Shuwei, and was forced by Peng Shuwei after the fire It was only then that he was reviled by the whole society
Shen Zhiyi doesn't know whether she regrets or not. She only knows that she is boring.
She is not interested in marrying into a wealthy family. She doesn't know what she is interested in. It seems that everything is boring and can't attract her attention
She is not interested in anything. She just wants to sit quietly and be quiet
She knew she had a problem, but she didn't want to correct it, and she didn't want to change it at all
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