Chapter 1661

What does the disappearance of "intuition", or "talent," mean?

Cloud painting is lost in thought.

When this "talent" came for the first time, and became more and more clear, she was resistant to the whole person. She hated those dark things and the violence she felt from the depths of human nature.

She herself is not the one who can emit sunshine. Only she knows how heavy the darkness and violence in her heart are.

When this "talent" is intertwined with the darkness in her heart, she will always resist uncontrollably, and will try to pick herself out, so that she will not be affected by the images in her mind.

But it is impossible not to be affected. Her mood will still be depressed. The impact of those cases on her heart is enormous.

In fact, this is the psychological interference. People with inner sunshine can always resist the erosion of more darkness and become more powerful, while those who are not warm enough are more likely to be affected by negative emotions.

Cloud painting thinks of itself again.

Since her rebirth, her mood has changed greatly.

From the beginning of anger, to slowly calm down, she made a lot of efforts, just when she thought she was calm down, it turned out that she could not be so magnanimous, and she could not laugh off the humiliations of her previous life.

Especially when she fell into self denial, she happened to meet Ouyang mu, the God of rose death. At that time, she was even willing to die in Ouyang Mu's hands!

She can solemnly say that she chose to be killed by Ouyang mu in order to provide evidence for the police to arrest Ouyang mu, but in fact, she knew that she did not really want to live at that time, she really wanted to die

Later in the hospital, Bo Siqing found Zhou Shengbei Qian to chat with her and told her a lot.

Yun Hua didn't ask, but she knew clearly that Zhou shengbeiqian had come to give her a psychological assessment. As for the results of the psychological assessment, Bo Siqing didn't tell her, but what she knew was depression.

Although she was very happy, positive and energetic, these appearances did not prove her mental health.

As a matter of fact, her psychological depression has always exerted great pressure on her. The more she resists, the more happy she laughs and the more active she lives The more frequent the fear and turbulence in her heart, the more difficult it is to suppress.

When did her heart begin to settle down?

After thinking about it, cloud painting couldn't give an exact time.

It seems that

It seems that she began to like Bo Si Qing. At that time, she began to struggle in her heart.

Then, Bo Si Qing suddenly ignored her, and even started a blind date. She could hardly suppress her restless heart.

Later, when she heard from Zhou Shengbei Qian that Bo Siqing deliberately alienated her because he was worried about his own problems. After all, the age difference between them was 5 years, and she was still young at that time

At that moment, she was ecstatic, the original like is not her wishful thinking.

Her physical age is small, but she is reborn. Her psychological age is older than Bo Siqing!

Later, she was really with bosky, and they talked about Platonic love

From what time, her heart gradually fell to the ground. It was like an airplane hovering in the air, unable to find direction and running out of fuel, finally found a landing site and landed safely

He brought her endless sense of security, taking care of her fragile and sensitive heart.

Her uneasiness began to dissipate.

The haze in her heart was also disappearing.

The sun finally broke through the barrier and fell into her heart.

Cloud painting suddenly smile.

She felt she understood.

Her "talent" comes with the haze. The more serious the uneasiness, violence, darkness and depression in her heart, the stronger her "talent" will be, and she will also be affected. She will lose herself in this emotion, and even become a person who is the same as those who have changed their attitude. She did not forget that Ouyang mu, Shen Yang, and even Mi Yue once said that she was their kind. One day, she would become like them and become bloodthirsty and bloodthirsty.

On the contrary, her heart is becoming more and more stable. When she no longer needs to deal with the world with a fake smile, she can really enjoy life as she pleases. It also shows that her inner haze is really dispelled, and her inner violence and darkness tend to be peaceful. At this time, her "talent" will weaken or even disappear

Yes, that's it.

The more stable her heart is and the more complete her life is, her "talent" will weaken or even disappear; on the contrary, the more turbulent and gloomy her heart is, the stronger and clearer her "talent" will be.

Without this "talent", cloud painting does not feel a pity, after all, she does not really want to develop in the direction of detective.

To some extent, her "talent" is similar to "mind reading". In fact, it is not a gift, but a burden.Now that this "talent" is gone, it's good.

Yunhua breathed a long sigh of relief.

……

Bo Si Qing's wound has been treated, and he is still in a coma.

Their beds are next to each other. Yun Hua is lying on the bed, holding his hand

Shortly after the anesthetic effect of the operation was over, Bo Si Qing woke up.

Cloud painting immediately presented a big smile.

Maybe she was laughing so brightly that Bo Si Qing was stunned for a moment.

Yunhua took the opportunity to appreciate someone's rare look, stretched out her hand wrapped into zongzi and poked him on the forehead.

"Is it still hard?" Cloud painting looks at him and asks, between the eyebrows is gentle.

Bo Si Qing's stay is destined to be just a moment.

"It's OK." His voice is a little hoarse, the sequela of a high fever.

Yunhua looked at his hand, but without hesitation, he rang the bell and called the nurse to come over. He poured a cup of warm water for Bo Si Qing, put a straw on it, and let him drink some water.

The nurse didn't dare to be so big. When he heard that Bo Si Qing was awake, she immediately asked the doctor to come over and give him a little more routine examination.

He just woke up and had just experienced an infection and a high fever. Yunhua didn't want to bother him with other things.

Another day later, his infection did not continue, nor did he have a fever. The situation was stable.

Yun Hua didn't want to say anything, but he couldn't be idle.

Sleep for a few hours, get up and work with your notebook.

Yunhua heard from the nurse that when she didn't wake up, he was here with her, but he didn't forget to work.

Angry cloud painting, let the nurse come over and take his computer away!

Pay attention to the disease!

This is what he taught.

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