As Bosch said.
The combination of a mental hospital and a blue iris flower field has become her nightmare. It is her stressor, or allergen.
Whenever she meets this combination, she will collapse, lose control and even faint.
Of course, she can also avoid going to the mental hospital. If she sees blue iris outside, she will only feel diaphragmatic, but will not react too violently. Or she can go to a mental hospital, but let people check in advance to see if there are patches of blue iris.
But after all, these are temporary rather than permanent.
What if someone was trying to figure her out?
People always have to overcome their weaknesses before they have no flaws in front of others.
Once upon a time, Bo Si Qing was a man without desire.
But with her, she has become his only weakness, and also the most fatal weakness. He can't get rid of her weakness, so she can only become stronger and stronger, and will not drag him down under any circumstances!
In fact, sometimes, people's physical stress response is very strange.
Just like now, she constantly imagines a mental hospital and a large blue iris flower field in the bottom of her heart, but she just feels a little disgusted, but she doesn't react so strongly. She can't even figure it out. She knows that it's something in her previous life, and nothing is the same in this life. In this life, she's no longer that cowardly cloud painting. She's really not afraid of the essence I'm not afraid of blue iris, but
But when she was really in that kind of environment, her body's physiological reaction was completely faster than her willpower. When she didn't have time to fight against this physiological reaction with willpower, the physiological reaction had already started her body's self-protection mechanism
Sometimes it's really helpless to think about it.
In fact, this is similar to other psychological disorders, such as deep-sea phobia, feather phobia, dense phobia, and even claustrophobia. When people with these mental disorders imagine what they fear in their mind, they don't fear much. However, when they see, touch, or once they are deep in that environment, they will feel this kind of psychology Obstacles are just like physiological reactions, they can break out in an instant!
Qin Mo went with cloud painting to meet Mr. egger in Victoria hall. All the way, cloud painting was actually thinking. What should she do? Or how would Mr. egger treat her mental disorder?
Hypnosis? Psychological counseling? Or, like other counselors, ask her to tell her story?
That's absolutely impossible!
It's something she can't tell from the bottom of her heart.
Therefore, she does not cooperate with the patient, also completely unable to obtain the trust of the psychological counselor, how to carry out psychological intervention? It should be very, very difficult.
Cloud painting sighs.
But in the past, Mr. egger was not there.
The servant told Yun Hua that Mr. egger had gone fishing on the sea and had just left. Now he could catch up with him before he got on the yacht!
Cloud painting hesitated for a moment. In fact, it wanted to go back. But if you think about it, it has already been sold. If you withdraw, isn't it still cowardly?
After a pause, she chased out in the direction the servant said.
She walked faster, and old Mr. egger was old enough to walk more like a stroll.
Not long after cloud painting went out, he saw an old man wearing a white sun hat, a white loose shirt and an orange beach trousers on the grass, walking slowly towards the beach.
Cloud painting went up.
The old man turned his head, looked at her and laughed, "Miss Yun?"
"Qin said you are his most beautiful painting. He has a good eye. You are more beautiful than he described."
Foreigners praise people are always so red fruit, so straightforward that people do not know what to do.
Yun Hua just laughed and said nothing more.
"Go fishing with me?" Said old Mr. egger.
Yun Hua nods.
Old Mr. egger looked at the sea in the distance: "boy, sea fishing is very interesting. I once caught a 50 kilogram shark. You know, it's very difficult. If I'm a little inexperienced, my fishing rod will be broken But in the end I succeeded, and I caught it! "
"It's really incredible."
Old Mr. egger laughed happily. "Have you ever tried to chase lions in a car? When Amy and I met, it was on the grassland of NF. She was a reporter and wanted to expose the poachers there. But I was just an adventurer. We met and we fell in love You know what? I once helped an injured lioness deliver the baby successfully. I also helped the lioness operate and saved its life! And it remembers me, and I've been there a few times, and I've met her and her descendants... "
"It's a pity that I can't go to NF prairie now."
Mr. egger is very talkative. He told Yunhua a lot of interesting stories about his youth."That part of Africa was more chaotic than it is now. There are countless legal and illegal organizations. As long as they have guns, they dare to occupy a diamond mine and form a force Qin and I met at that time, and he saved the lives of my wife and me, and our newborn baby. "
Edgar looked at Xiangyun with a smile. "Qin is great."
Yun Hua's smile was brilliant and nodded: "yes, he is very good."
Edgar looked at her with a smile and said, "do you feel comfortable looking at the sea ahead and at the blue sea and blue sky?"
Yun Hua nods.
"My favorite thing is to lie on a yacht and watch the sky. You can try..."
……
More than half a day later, when he returned from sea fishing, old Mr. egger had a full harvest and was sent to the kitchen. He took cloud paintings to enjoy his paintings, his sculptures and his wood carvings
When cloud painting arrived at Mr. egger's studio, he was stunned.
The old man's interest is so extensive that he has nothing.
"This set of wood carving tools was given to me by Qin. After practicing for a long time, I can only carve it like this. It's still far from Qin."
"Look at this sculpture..."
The old man's energy is really very good, with cloud painting almost all his art to visit once, the rich variety, the shape of the strange, let cloud painting is simply amazing!
But from the beginning to the end, the old man did not mention anything about psychotherapy and psychological intervention.
Yunhua tried to mention it several times, but the old man interrupted her to stop her from going on.
Yun Hua was puzzled, but she didn't ask any more questions.
The efficiency of Donne's team was not to be underestimated. The next day, all the results of her physical examination were published and her targeted training plan was arranged.
"I'm a little surprised by your physical data." Donne told Yunhua, "for example, your endurance has been greatly increased, and your muscle strength has reached a very incredible level. As far as your physical condition is concerned, I think you can definitely challenge the champion of the world swimming championships to be held in S City in July next year
"It's not like you've been suspended for a long time."
Donne was very, very puzzled.
Cloud painting is also confused.
Others don't know, but she knows very well that her drowsiness has not been alleviated. It's just that the frequency of sleepiness is uncertain and occasionally appears. She can't feel the regularity, but her body can't be OK, and she can't get better as Donne said.
"Today we are mainly warm-up activities, after a thorough warm-up, in the afternoon, let's test your performance in various projects."
Cloud painting understood what Donne meant.
It has been two years since the 2008 Olympic Games, and she has not participated in any competition at all.
Even many people have said that cloud painting, a rising star, has fallen completely.
Yunhua knows herself. She doesn't care. It's her dream to win the gold medal. Although she still wants to make another peak in the swimming career, there are too many things since then. She has been injured one after another. Because of a series of accidents, she can't train normally and naturally she can't participate in the competition.
This time, Donne gave her a physical examination, and she was still worried that if her body's drug metabolism was not completed, it would be very troublesome if she was detected to have illegal drugs in her body.
But the result of this physical examination is very normal. All the indicators in her body are within a reasonable range. The accidents suffered by PN years ago were later hospitalized with some radical drugs. After more than half a year's metabolism, it has completely disappeared from her body. That is to say, as long as she no longer takes other drugs, she does not have to bear the burden of drug urine test Worry!
According to Donne, she can be directly on the field now.
Cloud painting simply did not know where Donne's confidence came from.
However, in the afternoon, after a thorough warm-up, with the help of Donne and stop people, cloud painting carried out a series of tests, 50 meters, 100 meters, 200 meters, and even 400 meters.
Even cloud painting can't believe the test results!
This time she is casually measured the results, but this score is close to her 2008 Olympic Games champion results!
You know, she hasn't trained systematically for a long time, and she hasn't had a formal competition, but she's in such a good state?
Cloud painting is incredible.
"Don't wait for next year. You can win several gold medals at the 10th World Short Pool Swimming Championships in Dubai in December this year." Donne was very excited.
But Yun Hua shook his head. "I can't make time in December."
"Why? The short Pool Championship in December this year is the most important practical opportunity before next year's World Swimming Championships. No matter whether you can win a prize or not, you must go there to help you keep in shape! Besides, I think you will win the prize! And your body has recovered. I remember that you are still a member of your national team. Women's swimming in your country has always been weak. It's impossible to let such an excellent player run away! "Donne was very strange: "what personal things can't you put aside for a while, and wait until you finish this competition?"
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